
"Why were you not told from two days ago? I'm not calling you either." Asked the girl who was currently standing right in front of the door of the room that Felix was occupying.
"Biasalah, again reiterate, there are still unfinished tasks. You waiting for me?"
"Yes, but you're gone again."
"Sorry yes."
"No papa, you take a break, tomorrow afternoon I'm here again."
"okay."
"Bye."
And Felix just replied with a nod.
When Sonya, the blonde, exsotist-skinned girl, was at the end of the corridor, she closed the door and dropped her body back into the bed.
His intention was to ask in his Grub squad about the learning he had gone through, considering today is Thursday which there are two subjects of interest, namely economics and sociology, which will be a burden if missed, but the focus was immediately on one of the grubs made by his best friend's girlfriend, Sofiya.
"Decided again?" his mind. Usually the grub is crowded when Sofiya's relationship with Bagus is stretching. Sofiya would get angry and complain to her best friend Good that they advise her.
How surprised Felix when reading the contents of the chat grub. The words 'Lira' and 'pregnant' enough to make him jerk and reflex holding his breath, he was very afraid if others including his friends knew the truth.
It's not wrong to be afraid. He was innocent, but the consequences of the accident were real, in the belly of the Lira. Therefore, she wanted something real to go away forever by means of abortion. He does not want if everyone who finally sees the child from his inadvertence thinks 'pity, child out of wedlock' 'your presence is never wanted' and so on. The point is if the baby exists, lives and grows into an adult, then the events of impregnating a girl out of wedlock will always be remembered as well.
Without rereading the conversation, Felix immediately searched for Lira's name and immediately called her.
"Hello felix?" The girl's voice seemed doubtful
"Hello?"
"What's Felix doing?"
Felix was silent for a while, his eyes were busy down the ceiling of the room, when the voice of Lira came back he immediately turned it off. Somehow this time, when he heard the voice of Lira, Felix suddenly pecked, his tongue was mute even though he just said the word 'lo why, you are sick' therefore Felix chose to just turn off the phone and switch to messaging via chat.
[Felix: Lira]
^^[Yes: Lira]^^^
[Felix: You can hide your pregnancy]
^^[Yes, I have to do: Lira]^^
[Felix: If anyone gets suspicious or even caught, what are the consequences?]
^^^[Sorry: Lira]^^^
^^^[Actually somewhat difficult due to symptoms: Lira]^^
...[pregnancy began I rasain. Like,]...
...[nausea, vomiting and dizziness]...
[Felix: Nausea is just as dizzy from morning to school? Is there anyone at school who doesn't know if you're pregnant?]
^^^[Yes, from morning until noon :Lira]^^
^^^[Can't lix, I don't know the nyimpen :Lira]^^
[where, mom's gonna get caught]
[Felix: Yaudah, the other milk. Milo, milk bear, or Hilo all.]
[Felix: Eat plenty, healthy foods like fruit or vegetable]
^^^[Iya lix :Lira]^^
[Felix: As long as we don't know where the abortion is, we have to hide the pregnancy. So you do not need the symptoms obvious. Later if at school you vomit² temen you on suspicion]
^^[Yes: Lira]^^^
^^^[You are in Kaltim :Lira]^^
[Felix: Yes]
^^^[Hopefully there to see ya :Lira]^^
After the chat, Felix grabbed his cellphone and chose to rest.
He looked back again at the ceiling of the room. Since his arrival, his mind was filled with problems that befell him to the point of not caring so much about the surroundings including this room, his childhood room which certainly had a lot of changes. It seems like I haven't been visiting for a long time.
Three-bedroom wooden house located near the lips of the beach is arguably a house occupied by his father and mother when he was still at zero, still a nobody, he said, still in the money-making period, the night runs out because indeed the money obtained from the work of his father at that time mediocre.
In the house is also a place of his childhood that holds many memories with his friends, Sonya and Willy. Speaking of them, Sonya and Willy are the natives of this island. Unfortunately, Willy left her 5 years ago.
Body tired due to the trip and the sound of the waves make Felix sleepy and eventually fall asleep.
While elsewhere the Lira is still awake, the girl repeatedly reads messages from Felix. How he should fulfill all of that. Eat healthy food, eat fruit, drink milk. The problem is that he has no money to buy it. Indeed, work is the only way to earn money, but seeing his weak condition seems unlikely. Plus he also had to spend about 8-9 hours in school.
***
The next morning on Saturday, the sun had not yet risen Felix had been awakened by his father and without breakfast they went straight to where his father's assets were.
Given that last year Felix helped his father's work, making him no stranger to the streets that passed.
Along the way the man was busy looking around. Actually Felix already knows that finding an abortion place is very difficult because the practice is illegal, of course, the person will hide his business from the public.
Speaking of abortion, Felix suddenly remembered yesterday's events that made him more confident to eliminate his prospective child.
"Don't tell me Lira's belly is starting to grow" he thought.
Throughout the journey his mind continued to rage. He has never been calm lately. As she thought about the future mother of her child, Felix realized that Lira might not have the money to meet her needs. The guilt grew even more considering yesterday he was angry with Lira and demanded as if only the girl had to bear all the problems.
"How to eat healthy food or buy fruit, buy chicken just fit again payday, ck." thought Felix who remembered the conversation Lira with his mother a few days ago.
The man quickly took his HP from his sling bag and chipped the Lira.
The lira that was sent money did not refuse, the most important thing at this time was how he could hide his condition. Plus the Lira who began to be unable to hold herself to not eat the desired food. For a few days, he wanted to eat chicken satay. But unfortunately he had to hold it because he could not buy it.