
Since the incident that night, Felix still inhabits the Lira, the evidence today is very early in the morning the man was ready to leave the house and wanted to leave right after the mother left for work. Usually if there is no job application letter to be delivered, Felix will wait until the morning sickness Lira subsides, just in case his wife is weakened, just in case the woman is weakened, but today Felix ignored him when his ears heard Lira vomit to a cough, his eyes saw Lira sitting limp in the kitchen with her hands pressed against her stomach and nose smelling the fragrance of eucalyptus oil that somehow the girl rubbed on her chest and stomach.
"Gue the way." The brief excursion immediately left without waiting for Lira's response. At least the man had prepared all the needs of the Lira such as breakfast and drinks: plain water, warm water and warm tea which is one glass each
Lira flinching, letting Felix leave her. After all, he still did not have the right words to apologize. Honestly, every time he thought about the right words, then what came to his mind were even statements that indirectly made Felixblah who should apologize. Wasn't he cravings that night? Didn't he try that night not to bother? Felix should have told him, right?
Last night was nothing, what if Lira craves to eat rujak in Malaysia? You can imagine what sort of thing Felix or even without hesitation he asked for a divorce that second as well.
***
Actually today Felix just want to stay at home considering yesterday all day he had been around, but his dispute with Lira made him not feel at home. So here he is, in Daniel's apartment. Visiting without informing first, fortunately his best friend did not change his apartment pin.
"Because karma just found out." Daniel chirps after listening carefully to Felix's story. His best friend then shifted all his focus on the balls on the table and then made a break.
"Lira's so 'cause she cravings, right? If you're angry because she craves, be careful, Lira might be mistaken for the fetus." Say Bagas seriously while rubbing his stick tip with chalk.
"It's nothing like, your son's life is in his hands." Furthermore Hito who began watching duels between Daniel and Good in playing billiard.
Hearing the words of his best friend who skipped school suddenly made Felix jerked, he recalled how Lira did not want the fetus, even the girl lightly wanted the fetus to be adopted by others. "So I should apologize?"
Crick krik krik
"Ck." The conscious Decak Felix is ignored by his best friend. How not, they are concentrating fully. "Wooy!" Felix said as Daniel was doing the horses to poke the ball.
"Dropped." Upset his best friend when he failed to aim at his target ball, worse again make the cue ball included in the pocket.
"Lo also has to apologize, you're angry at him." Answer Bagas while weighing where he must put the cue ball and start shooting the target ball with small power, do not want to be as passive as Daniel who bullied felix.
"Sana, accompany Lira and apologize." Ketus Daniel who became more upset when the opponent was able to put the ball into the pocket.
"The house is empty." Timpal Hito with his eyebrows up and down.
"This is me home." Reply Felix began to move from his seat and deliberately nudged Bagas who was aiming for the ball, then ran to the outside of the apartment.
On the way, the words Bagas and Hito spoke again crossed his mind. Not that Felix does not believe in Lira but will prevent better, anyway Lira is the mother of the child but, horrified, and worried. Men are also human.
***
Arriving at home, Felix unlocks and walks in, he finds Lira lying unconscious in a classic rattan chair in the living room that doubles up as a family room, his left hand dangled touching the floor while the tube TV was still on.
Slowly Felix put down his helmet after that sit in another chair of the living room right next to Lira. Examining the beautiful sculpture of Lira's face, although the bottom of her eyes are slightly concave in gray "It has been almost a month we sleep together, only this time I see clearly lo sleep. You often cry, your permanent tear marks will be." Felix's mind was overshadowed by Lira's face as she cried.
The moment instantly collapsed as Lira began to wriggle in pain and the hand that was rubbing violently on her stomach."Ra, Ra, wake up Ra." Felix tried to wake him up.
"Ra?" Call Felix again, this time holding Lira's increasingly rough hands rubbing her stomach.
"Allahu laa ilaaha illaa huwal hayyul qayyum. Laa ta - Ouch..." Felix's recited Chair verse was cut off when the girl suddenly hit him.
"I'm not stuck! I'm just a dream." Lira Protests
Felix sighed, "What dream?"
"There's a baby sleeping on my stomach, it's hot." Obviously Lira.
Hearing that Felix's hair bristles, it just so happens that Lira is pregnant and dreaming of a baby. Something wrong inside you Lira?
"It's just a dream." Said Felix pacifying Lira who still looked frightened.
"Mother tomorrow night just came home, so if you can afternoon should be home. I'm scared." Beber Lira leaning against the chair.
"Okay, I'll go to the room." Felix. The initial intention to apologize he pronounced when his ego again ruled "gue is clearly not wrong." His mind.
***
Ekh, huekh
"My stomach is not good." The man then vomited again. The lira gently massaged her nape occasionally dripping eucalyptus oil there. Felix's current condition, his eyes watering and his face red.
"Come to the room. You stand still, vomit in a crackle." Pinta Lira helps Felix into the room.
Nimbly the girl to the kitchen took a crackle then massaged softly the nape and shoulders of Felix. Before long Lira returned to the kitchen to get warm water. The girl kept waiting until Felix stopped vomiting. "Gue's hungry." Felix said as his vomit stopped.
"There's fried eggplant, will you?"
"Sheat rice is the same as young mango sauce." Felix.
"There's no Lix." Said Lira still pinched the man's shoulder.
"Let's buy."
"Huh? Are you that rich?" Tanya Lira is not sure Felix can bring a bike with such conditions.
"The bell-stricken lo. Let's hurry." Felix immediately rushed out. While Lira immediately took the jacket did not forget to glance at the clock attached to the wall at 8 pm less than 5 minutes at night.
They up to 2 times around the Lira home area, first looking for fruit sellers and nil, to two looking directly for mango trees that are usually in the yard of people's homes. "It's been 2 hours we've been around." Said Lira who pulled over her bike on the side of the road.
"Lix doesn't exist." Further.
"Yes, he's home." Felix said in despair, even though the sour taste of the young mango had been imagined since.
So also with Lira who secretly follow the young mango.
Tonight Felix slept really not well, many times he turned his body while his hands continued to stroke his stomach and his tongue also kept on tasting. "Gue why." He looked for answers on the internet. "Nwidam? Yes kali. Magh must be." When his hands stop stroking his stomach then he will feel very nauseous.
"Still nauseous?" Asked Lira who had been watching him.
"Yes. I want to eat raw mangoes Ra." Said Felix lethargic who still had not forgotten his wish.
"So keep going until you cape yourself." Advice the girl.
"Lira is how it feels? Almost every night he's shitin' too." Benak Felix who began to imagine himself in the condition of the Lira. "Ra.." call Felix.
"I have karma. I'm sorry." He said while leaning on the head of the bed.
"Maybe." Reply to the light lira who also sat down.
"Lo know?"
"You're angry at me who's craving. What if this kid doesn't take it?" Clearly Lira while pointing at the distended stomach that was plagiarized clearly by her clothes.
Lira's words just now made Felix more convinced that what he was experiencing was a reprimand because he snapped at his own wife who was cravings.
"Gue's sorry." Petunya again.
"Yes I'm sorry I'm sorry too." Reply to the girl.
While Felix ignores his wife's words, he examines everything that can be seen in the Lira. The short black hair that started to touch the shoulder was disheveled, the bangs were the same length as the other hair clamped origin to the top of the head using a pauses, the, a slightly tight white shirt does not forget the maroon red bra strap that sagged out of his sleeve. And, consciously Felix swallowed his saliva.
"Why you?" Asked Lira while covering her front body with a pillow.
"Gu-gue promises more patience." Answer Felix. "Please rub my stomach, until I sleep." His face returned to lay his body.
While the Lira also lies down to fulfill Felix's desire by turning the man's stomach using the outer left hand and his right hand also stroking his own back.
"Papa grumpily continued until mama died."
No! He was not dreaming, the voice was clearly heard from his heart, and he was still half conscious. Without moving much, his eyes glanced at the belly of the Lira that was still being caressed by the girl. "She.me resembled." He murmured slowly, very slowly. Honestly, the man was always amazed by Lira's face so he never once saw the girl's stomach, where his son lived. "I also pay attention to you in the future." His mind with sparkling eyes stared at where Lira's stomach was. It was very desirable he stroked the place where his future son was, but Felix was still sane to keep his good name so as not to be labelled as a petting man.
Not out of sense, after a good fight, the man pretended to sleep while yawning and changed the position that had been lying on his back to tilt facing the Lira, he said, his left hand he raised then swung towards the girl who was also sleeping on her back so that hap, the hand landed right on the belly of the Lira. He ignored the jolted Lira, the man felt like there was a flow of electricity running from his hands to his body, he quickly converted all the words he wanted to convey to his future son. "I'm sorry for ignoring you so much, getting angry with you, never sniffing at you. Relax I won't repeat." After that, he pulled his hand back.