Unplanned Teenage Pregnancy

Chapters 10

Felix's POV

Yesterday I was disappointed with Dad, but I don't wonder why they were so disappointed. I got some karma, so break even, right? A balance? We are both disappointing each other.

I understand that because I was also once selfish, I once wanted to save myself from this problem by asking Lira for an abortion. But I finally changed my mind, right? I also plan to talk honestly with Daddy-Mother. But, it turns out they knew first.

Then why did I change my mind and encourage Lira to take care of the fetus together? The answer is I realize, I don't have my flesh blood to be trash as well. It feels strange to talk about flesh blood, but yes how else, emang flesh blood me and maybe will be my life.

I still believe that every event in this life must have God's intervention. Maybe it's my and Lira's destiny to be the parents of the fetus, otherwise the destiny of the fetus has our rich parents.

For my relationship with Lira, I still don't know. The point is that right now I have to take care of Lira because I don't want my son to end up being an orphan.

Yesterday I was mad, I punched a mirror and every glass in my bedroom window. Until I finally called his friend, and the friend injected me with Diazepam. That bad? until Diazepam?

The night when I woke up, next to me it turns out there is the same Father Mother, Mother again rubbed my head. At the same time I told them to let me marry Lira. I'm acting like an adult. I said I wanted responsibility and I'd accept the boy.

But, their words at that time made me think twice about marrying Lira. Because they indirectly said that I did not deserve to be a parent.

Come to think of it Om Bani is the most deserving person, he is 25 years old, has worked, has a home, has savings. Om Bani also said that he wanted to marry Lira and would accept the child. While me? School has not graduated.

I'm confused, on the one hand I don't want Lira and the boy to suffer if my life is the same, and on the other hand I also don't want my son to be taken by someone else.

Mommy says I have to tell Lira the reason why she wants to marry him to my Om. But I don't know why I expected Lira to choose me to marry him.

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Author's POV

In accordance with what Lira's mother asked, today Father, Mother, Om Bani, and Felix visited the Lira's house. Though his father forbade to come along but Felix insisted, "Pengen see Lira." Said.

In the living room, the parents and Om Bani were having a discussion. While Felix chose to come to Lira to his room.

"LIRA!" Felix snapped when he saw the girl was holding her scream by strongly biting her lower lip to turn blue, as well as the right hand that tightly grasped her left hand that had been bleeding.

Felix walked up to him and clasped his wrists tightly to stop the blood from coming out.

Parents who were in the living room flocked to see what was happening. And of course they were surprised to not expect this to happen in front of them.

While Lira, her body began to weaken and eventually fainted.

"We're taking her to the hospital." Said Om Bani quickly carrying Lira. While Felix still holds Lira's hand. Everyone is panicking.

At the hospital Lira was immediately handled, fortunately the knife was only cut into small veins not to break it and this time also became the first time the Lira checked the contents.

She was 3 months pregnant, her condition was bad, she was depressed, her weight dropped drastically, her immune system was weak, she had Anemia, her fetus was weak.

Today's events make Lira's mother Felix and the others aware that the Lira is really suffering and desperate. His mind was destroyed no longer shaken.

The doctor said the lira should always be supervised because in such bad conditions the desire to kill lives can appear at any time.

After Lira was transferred to the inpatient room, Father, Mother and Om Bani chose to go home. Fortunately this time Dad let Felix stay here, letting him accompany Lira.

The lira is still asleep, with a Crystalloid infusion of Ringer Lactate type that is in a sterile sac by regularly flowing in the hose to the blood vessels.

"Felix, Auntie, you want to marry Lira, but that's the only solution." He said in the midst of silence between them. "Honestly, Aunt is disappointed why your father told you to replace your om. It's not about who deserves it, but who should take responsibility. How do you think? Do you agree that you married Lira?"

"I'm afraid the Lira is the same child so suffer if the marriage is the same me, to eat only I still ask parents." Felix.

"There must be a way, son, your sustenance is everywhere, even the child can be your sustenance field, as long as you want to work. If you can choose, aunty would choose Lira not married, but want how else, continue if told to choose between you and your Om, your aunt chose you."

"Why?" Ask Felix.

After that, Felix just silently thought about the words.

"You go home first, think carefully, talk to your parents." Felix nodded slightly and passed from the room.

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At home, Felix thought back to what Ms. Lira had said.

At night he tried to talk about it with his parents.

"Well, Felix doesn't agree that Om Bani is married to Lira."

"What do you want? Marriage is not a toy."

"Felix wants responsibility Well, it's Felix's son."

"Ck. Do you think responsibility is just marriage? After marriage you have to finance the Lira with the child, you are responsible for everything in them, they are Lix humans, not toys. You also have to be a leader, you become an example. You willing?" Obviously Father.

"Felix must be trying to do Well" Felix replied hesitantly.

"You must be willing to be hungry so that your wife's children can eat, what effort do you have? How much money?" Ketus Daddy.

"Yes Felix thought about it too, Felix promised hard work."

"Are you sure Lix?" Ask dad while laughing humbly. "Keep you dropped out of school?"

"Felix can take C's package."

"Ck." His father was upset.

"You know what else Well, what Felix said was there's a point, too." Mommy said after just now just listening.

"OKAY. You marry Lira, you work, do not ask for money with Daddy or Mommy again, you live in the Lira house, you can just bring the same clothes HP, the rest of the car, the motorcycle I take. Want you?"

"Well don't go too far, he's still our son, let him take his bike, let him work. Vehicles are important." Said Mother.

"How's Felix?" Ask Dad again why do you say.

"Yes, Felix would."

"You want to get married, who's money?"

"Felix's savings money is still there."

"How much?"

"About seven millions."

"Felix didn't you say last month that your savings were 12 million, did you?" Ask Mommy.

"Four-four of Felix's juts."

"What do you want, what did you buy?"

"Already Bun. Sorry you ran out of money 4 million, there's no proof of stuff." Father Omel. "Yes, it's not enough, remember you also have to collect money for natural costs." Continue father.

"D-yes." Felix said nervously.