Unforgettables

The Story Of Iqbal

Iqbal POV_

I knew I was selfish all along. For the sake of getting him, I was willing to do anything without caring about his feelings.

The love that once grew turned into an obsession for me. I know it's wrong, but I can't help myself with it. To the extent that sneaky idea crossed my brain. Without realizing it, I ruined his life.

A few years ago, I will never forget it. At that time I was 7 years old as rich Alan while Fika was 5 years old. 

At first we didn't know each other. And since I was living in an orphanage back then, no one wanted to be my friend except Fika. I started to get to know him and Alan. Even though I am an orphan but Fika does not bother about it at all. I knew Fika after Alan, because Alan knew Fika before me. But I didn't care at the time, all I cared about was Fika wanting to be my friend.

Fika was the first person to make me happy, she was always there for me and the person who cared the most about my situation. I know, since that day I was wrong because it had forced and captured the attention of Fika from Alan. Even so, Fika never cared for Alan even though I was beside him. He always thinks about Alan or talks about Alan every time I'm with him.

I was angry and upset when I saw Fika with Alan together. I knew I was nobody at the time, Alan? He was born into a rich and happy family, his family loved him very much. And everyone loves him including Fika, honestly that's what makes me hate him even more.

I do not know what demons possessed me at that time, precisely when Fika refused my invitation and preferred to go with Alan. I was angry, angry. I don't think why Fika chose Alan better than me?

Because of my anger, I finally decided to follow them to a hill in the forest. Until I got there, I saw a scene I had never seen before from Fika, she smiled and laughed happily with Alan. And that I had never experienced at all when Fika was with me. I was getting angry at that moment. Seeing Fika and Alan holding hands makes me want to finish Alan right now.

I know it's excessive, but my grudge is just as deep. Until there was a chance I followed my own instinct to finish Alan off.

At that time Fika went to fetch water to the lake and Alan was sitting on a swing. Either there was a push from where, but my foot just stepped and immediately pushed strong Alan into the lake until he drowned. At that time I also had a panic, but when Fika came I immediately went from there.

I didn't know what happened until I heard that Alan was dead. I panicked, I panicked. There is guilt mixed with fear in my heart. But soon I tepis because I realize, with the absence of Alan in this world, I can be more free with Fika. Nothing else is stopping me from making Fika.

I knew at that time Fika was in a bad state because she knew Alan was dead. But I can't keep him suffering like that, and that's my chance to get closer to Fika. I comforted him and made him forget Alan for good.

After a few weeks with Fika, he has started to return to his normal state. We had a day like the beginning of our meeting, happy without any distractions. I guess after all that happened there will be no more bullies blocking me from making it with Fika.

But in reality I was wrong.

There was one letter from someone to Fika. And that letter from Alan. Alan is still alive. I panicked as much as she could, how could she live when everyone knew she was dead? I really didn't think. I was scared, anxious, angry everything was mixed up. If Alan was alive he would have gone back to see Fika, and Fika would have left me.

That's where I started making mistakes the second time. I hid the letter and let Fika believe that Alan was dead. Even if I don't want to lose him, I give him a memory-busting drug. Until then Fika forgot everything. He also forgot his mother and me, but because at that time I was beside him. Although Alan? He is just a man who always comes in his dreams.

Seeiring the passage of time, precisely the end of the year Alan died. I was adopted by a rich family. Actually I do not want, but for the sake of Fika I will certainly do anything for him. Fika who made me want to be adopted until I finally agreed.

After a few years in America, I was already planning to continue school in Indonesia, of course my main goal is Fika. Until that day came where I met Fika again. But my happiness is not completely, because at the same time I actually saw the fact that Alan had returned. Even more than I expected, Alan has changed his name as Arga and lives together with Fika.

Since then, I promised myself that I would definitely take Fika back from Alan aka Arga. But. until this second was the fact I could only get her body without having her heart. I now realize, how hard I pursue him, I will not be able to force him to love me. In addition, I also realize that happiness in love is not because I have love, but happiness in love because I can understand love itself.

Although clapping one hand, but I'm happy when he's happy. If this is the end, I'll let him make Arga. After all, from the beginning they should have been together.

And to make amends for all my mistakes, I promise from now on I will help them to reunite.

That's my promise now and forever.

Fika. I absolutely do not mean to nyakinin lo. I love you, very dear. I don't know if my feelings are really because I love you too much, or just my obsession for you. But the important thing right now is that you know that I...

SINCERELY THE SAME LO.

Sorry just a little, because you are curious about what happened with the past of Fika, Iqbal and Arga then I love part according to the view of Iqbal first. Therefore I separate the chapter after that I will also make a version of Arga and also Fika. Just waiting for ya..

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