Unforgettables

Alan's?

Iqbal was each also stunned in his place, although at this moment Fika had been by his side. But the man seemed reluctant to talk to her. Since their return from the amusement park, both of them can only be silent throwing mute and gripping eyebrows at each other.

After Iqbal brought Fika home to Arga made him not also return, the incident when in the ring was the reason at this time. He did not expect Arga would do such a thing, even he took advantage of the situation. If not for Fika, maybe since the beginning Iqbal had beaten Arga all-out without giving him mercy.

If asked his current feelings, he was really very devastated following his annoyance. He is also unable to blame Fika, because they are already stuck into the game they made themselves. Iqbal realized he had also wrongly agreed to the game but what is possible for all this has happened. There was even a hint of regret in her heart, had she not forced Fika to go to the amusement park it might have been that none of this would have happened.

Fika sat down sweetly beside Iqbal only able to stay still with once glanced at the guy. Their current position is on the bench on the outskirts of Arga's house. He did not want anyone who knew of his existence with Iqbal including Arga though.

I want it to feel like Fika opened the conversation in this silence, but after seeing the expression of Iqbal's face again made him hesitate to start. It seems like it will be in vain. Fika also could not do more, while she herself still felt very guilty towards him. But on the other hand, he was also in an urgent position back then. He was not able to fight or deny Arga, the behavior of the man was already out of bounds. This was not his wish but Arga who had dominated him.

"Fik," Call Iqbal, his voice sounded very raucous. I don't know why but Fika was so worried about him.

"Yes Bal? You're not papa, are you?" Fika was still hesitant to ask, but however she could not allow this silence to continue.

I heard the sound of Iqbal's breath. The cowo changed his position slightly shifted to look at Fika.

"Sir, there's something I want to ask you."

Fika ambushed, for some reason her feelings had turned out to be unpleasant. Seeing Iqbal's serious expression made him feel scared.

"What would I ask?"

"But I want to answer honestly." Iqbal.

Fika looked at him fixedly. "Dad Fika promised, but Iqbal would ask what?"

While Fika looked at Iqbal, Iqbal turned his face. I don't know how many times the guy sighed, but it seems there is something that stuck in his heart and he can't say.

"Room.." Fika tried to touch Iqbal's shoulder, and at the same time the guy turned to look at her.

"Lo still likes Arga?"

Fika was surprised, why did Iqbal discuss the matter again? What should Fika say now? He himself is still confused by his own feelings.

"My answer is Fik." Iqbal.

Iqbal's gaze grew increasingly cold, Fika knew there was an anger there. How did he say it? Covering it is useless. Moreover, he had promised Iqbal to tell the truth.

"Gue's still waiting,"

Fika raised her head, it really felt like she wanted to run away from Iqbal's gaze this time. He was afraid, afraid that Iqbal was getting angry and afraid to make him even more disappointed in him.

"FICK!" Iqbal raised his voice. The cowo grabbed Fika's little shoulder and let Fika stare at her. "Gue please answer honestly."

"Iqbali.. Ficas.. Fika doesn't know.." That was all Fika could say. He was confused what to say. He knew Iqbal would be disappointed with the answer. But what can Fika do? Scaring him would hurt him even more.

"Fik, don't hold it! I don't like lying I'm rich. I don't want to love forever, I want to love Fik too! If in fact my love claps one hand, I will sincerely take off lo!" Iqbal paused for a moment, before then snuggling both of Fika's cheeks.

"Originally you're happy, I'm willing you're the same Arga."

The tears of Fika began to drip, the stare full of linang from Iqbal made his heart ache. Is that as bad as he was to Iqbal? He is a very nice man, and loves him with great affection. Butwhy? Why can't he love her? Why should he love someone who hates him? It felt like Fika wanted to destroy her own feelings at this moment.

"Iqbal. I'm sorry Fika didn't mean to make Iqbal but Fika .. Fika gaktau why?" Fika could no longer say, her tears made her unable to look at the man.

"Gue knows Fik. It's all my fault."

Fika looked back at Iqbal. "No Bal, this is all Fika's fault. Fika who is too selfish feels like Fika herself without caring about Iqbal's feelings.."

Iqbal did not budge, the man was still looking at Fika meaningfully. "Lo is wrong Fik. All this time, you've been judging me wrong. I'm not the kind of guy you think I am."

Fika fell silent. "Iqbal mean?"

"If you knew, maybe you'd hate me."

Iqbal suddenly stood up. It made Fika stand up while looking at him confused.

"Iqbal.. What does Iqbal mean? Iqbal-"

"Gue doesn't pantes for you Fik."

Iqbal turned his back on Fika. Just now Fika wanted to hold him back but the guy just avoided him. "From the beginning, the guy who pantes make you just Arga."

"Huh?" Fika is getting confused. Why is Iqbal worse than Arga? It's not like him.

"Iqbal, what exactly is Iqbal?" Fika was so frustrated, she really did not understand what Iqbal meant. "Iqbal. replied Fika!"

Fika grabbed Iqbal's hand. His hands felt very cold. The warmth he felt seemed to disappear in Iqbal. Where is the sweet and cheerful Iqbal? Why does Fika feel she is not the Iqbal she knows.

"Iqbal, is there something Iqbal is hiding from Fika?" Fika was a little unsure of the question, but this made her curious. If that was the case, why would Iqbal cover all of it?

"You don't know anything about Fik. Obviously, I've lied a lot as you."

"The lies? What lie?"

Instead of answering, Iqbal even again grabbed Fika's face. "Gue apologizes to you. Because of me, you lost everything."

Fika frowned.

"Gue tau lo must be confused, but you know. I'm doing this because I love you." Iqbal hugged Fika tightly as if he did not want Fika to leave.

But Fika not only quietly let it go, she pushed strong Iqbal's body and immediately stared at the two beads of the man's eyes.

"Iqbal don't be so convoluted! Don't make Fika confused, actually Iqbal is why? Why would Iqbal apologize to Fika? What lies did Iqbal tell Fika?!"

Fika could no longer hold back her emotions, her chest that rose and fell due to the overflow of emotions made her even more tired.  "Fika please. kelusin everything. Did all that hurt Fika? Did Iqbal know anything about Fika? Answer Bal!"

Iqbal. He looked down and pulled something out of his pocket. "All the truth is here. And you'll know everything."

Fika frowned looking at the box object in Iqbal's hand. After that he grabbed it.

"This what?" Ask Fika.

"Lo will know soon. And maybe after that, you won't see me again."

Fika had not yet answered but Iqbam had turned back. "Fik, from now on. we're breaking up."

Fika. His body was shaking violently. Did he not hear wrong? Iqbal wants to break up with him? Nah! This can't be happening.

"Fika doesn't understand"

Fika swallowed her saliva heavily, her eyes glazed over. Is this reality? If so, why does reality always hurt him.

"No Bal, Fika did not want to break up with Iqbal. Iqbal why the hell? Don't gini dong Bal." Fika's tears were not able to hold her anymore.

"Bal. if there's a problem. We're talking all right. Iyeah.. Fika ngaku wrong, the incident must have made Iqbal angry right? Sorry Fika, Fika also didn't want to admit it but Fika-"

"Enough Fik."

"Iqbal.."

"We end up here."

Iqbal was about to step away and Fika immediately ran across the path of the man.

"Don't go Bal.. Fika please."

"No, we shouldn't be together."

"WHY!? Why can't we!?"

Iqbal.

"IQBAL! ANSWER FIKA! WHY US-"

"Because I've split you with Arga! SATISFIED LO!"

Fika was silent, she still felt confused. What does Iqbal mean?

"Iqbal - I mean what? Fika and Arga?"

Iqbal ruffled his hair in frustration. Cowo was completely deadlocked, he no longer knew what to say. Fika herself needs an explanation from him.

"IQBAL ANSWERED FIKA'S QUESTION!"

Hearing that Fika had raised her voice, Iqbal finally looked at her.

"Gue is the bad guy Fik. I separated you from Arga first. I'm. I'm.." Iqbal. His body felt limp and lethargic, he gripped Fika's shoulder firmly. His sparkling eyes showed how sorry he was. "Gue's sorry, because I.. Arga hates you. Sorry Fik!"

Fika shed her tears. He then threw out a rough Iqbal grip. "What does Iqbal mean!? Fika does not understand! Fika split with Arga? Meaning What? Ficas.. "

Fika along with her body decays and crouches. He could not bear the pain in his head that now felt very painful. It was like a powerful sting was now penetrating into his mind. Fika wanted to fight but the longer she fought the pain the more it gnawed at her.

"IQBAL.."

Iqbal no longer ignored Fika, he now walked through Fika with full rigor.

"Bang!" Call Fika.

"IQBAL!"

Iqbal didn't turn around, the guy kept walking. He didn't care if Fika kept yelling at him there. The important thing at this moment was that he had to go all the way from Fika.

"IQBAL! FIKA PLEASE DON'T GO! WHY IS IQBAL DOING THIS TO FIKA? FIKA APOLOGIZES FOR IQBAL!"

"IQBAL!"

Wh why? Am I always the one who feels this pain? Why did everyone I loved leave me? Am I not useful? Maybe I shouldn't have been born into this world.

How many minutes Fika only cried sobbing near the park bench. He doesn't know what to do now, it's all gone. Hope, love and compassion have been wiped out of his life. It's all gone, and it won't be back.

Fika tried to get up after feeling the coldness that touched her skin. This cold night wind became a silent witness to Fika's growing suffering. And tonight is the night that he is again hurt by the man he loves.

How bad is his fate.Why does he continue to survive to this day? And why does God keep giving him hope while he himself does not feel that happiness. Fika is fragile, a woman is fragile. His life and heart were broken. There was no point in him continuing to cry, because crying would not be able to bring everything back.

Fika walked smoothly, his body weak no longer powerful. Intending to return home so that she could calm herself down for a moment, Fika unintentionally grunts the gift box from Iqbal until it opens and pulls out the object inside.

Fika frowned, not because of that thing but something inside it felt like Fika was not foreign. He immediately picked up a small piece of paper. Fika was still curious, the small hard fold actually draped a small photo inside. Fika also without further ado immediately opened it enthusiastically.

After that, he finally saw what the photo was. "This who? It feels so familiar."

The pair of children listed there made Fika think hard. Who are the two kids in the picture? After a while he kept looking at the photo. He has realized something.

"It's. wasn't it. I was a kid, huh?"

Fika is getting confused, why is there a self-portrait here? And who's the boy in this samling? Fika was more curious, he finally decided to open a sheet of paper that had been as a wrapper of the small photo. Who knows, he could get information from there.

And sure enough, as Fika had guessed. Behind the paper was a small note. Without waiting for long, Fika finally started to read it.

A few minutes Fika read the details of the writing, the more trembling Fika's body was made. The Fika Tubub shook violently. He's back on his feet, tears back on the metes.

"No. This is impossible.."

Without Fika realizing it her hand squeezed the photo firmly with tears coming back.

"Allen.."

Fika smile. "You're alive.." Fika became more and more sad, her crying increasingly spread on her cheeks.

"I've been looking for you all along, and it turns out you're right next to me.." Fika chuckles. "You're really mean Alan."

"Evil!" Fika came back crying. "Why didn't you say it? You let me keep looking for you and end up alone?"

"It turns out it's never far from me."

Fika laughed out loud. He looked back at the photo. "Alane.. Arga.you are the same person."

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