
After a long night, today Fika woke up with a dull face and puffy eyes due to crying all night. How not? Shortly after Iqbal delivered him back home Fika could not release between guilt and also the pain in his heart.
Remembering everything back makes Fika even more tormented. Even to live the day it feels like he can no longer.
Today Fika had to go to school, although very lazy but she had finished tidying herself up and preparing to get off the stairs. He saw around the room that was very quiet especially he just stayed alone with Arga.
By the way where is Arga now? From last night until now Fika has not seen the guy at all. He didn't even know when the guy was coming home. Because Fika himself first came before the guy.
It seems that Arga has spent a lot of time with the woman named Alisia, until she herself forgot the time.
But what does Fika care? Right now and from this moment on, Fika would not care anymore about whatever that guy did. Well, Fika didn't sleep well all night just to think about it. And maybe this is the best decision. Fika will try to forget about Arga. But question. Is he able to forget?
Fika went down the stairs and had a look at the same kitchen. He walked back to the door and went out to wait for public transportation to go to school. Before that he also did not forget to lock the door of the house and leave it on the security guard of Arga's house.
"For neng, leave yeah?" Greet the guards of the house of Arga.
"Yes mang, Fika nitip key well."
"Ready neng."
Fika handed the key over while saying. "Have you left already?"
"Oh. den Arga has departed from dawn, neng,"
"From dawn?"
"Daddy neng, because temen den Arga is here."
"Yemen? Girl what's a mang guy?"
"Cewe neng."
Fika frowned, she memorized well with the nature of Arga. Cowo was cold like ice cubes it was impossible to take his female friend away together. Unless it's Angel or..
"Do you know the characteristics of the girl?"
"Wah neng, if his face mamang less clear. Justuman den Arga calling her name is Eyebrow-"
"Alisa?" Tukas Fika direct.
"Well, that's Neng, that's A-lisia."
How loudly Fika said that he did not care but heard Arga went back with Alisia could not deny that he had now been disappointed and jealous. His heart was again in pain. But all of that was useless at all, Fika was only able to stay silent and face the fact that she was never wanted.
"Fika went first yah mang." Fika's voice sounded lethargic. Even his spirit that had existed was now gone again. Fika was sure that today her mood would be completely destroyed.
After a few minutes on the way, Fika finally got to school on time. He is now walking up the stairs to the 2nd floor. I don't know what's inside him right now. He is equally unable to control his mind. All along the journey he had in mind was Arga. He was unable to hold himself back anymore now. Even without realizing it, now he was standing right in front of the door of the basketball court.
If this is the end, let me go with a calm heart. Your answer is the penententinya.
Fika reassured her heart, she tried hard and dared herself to step into the room. This time he did not care about the other people's response to him. Even he did not care at all even though now many pairs of eyes are watching him there.
Because even though it is still morning but the basketball court is never empty of visitors, especially for basketball children this place is the most ideal hangout for them.
Fika continued to walk without hesitation, her gaze now fixed on a group of men who had been sitting casually in the audience seats. Not without reason, but because among the group of people there was a figure that he was looking for since this morning. Of course, Arga was there.
The cowo was sitting relaxed while chatting with Nico, so cool that even he himself did not notice Fika who was walking up to him at this time.
"Arga." Call subtle Fika.
All the men who were sitting there were staring at Fika at the same time. They look confused especially with the guy who just called his name.
"Arga, can Fika talk to Arga for a second?"
Arga looked completely expressionless, the guy stared flatly at Fika and came back ignoring her.
"Arga, Fika please. just for a moment." Pinta Fika sincerely memohin.
Arga who was still silent was finally firmly nudged by Nico made him growl himself. In the next second Arga finally stood up. Her eagle eyes glanced at Fika at a glance beckoning.
But whatever Fika, she is a type of girl who is less sensitive and understands the cues of the man. Fika even looked at Arga awkwardly making Arga become furious himself.
"Lo wants to talk to me, right?"
Fika stunned. He hesitates. "Dad."
Arga snorted after then turned around. "Follow me."
The flurrying Fika immediately nodded and followed Arga from behind her. They walked towards the changing room. And a moment inside. Arga stopped his steps.
"Take it right away."
Fika understood what Arga meant. But for some reason, he felt unable to say anything.
"Gue doesn't have much time." Said Arga coldly. The cowo was still standing in front of Fika without turning to face her.
"Arga... Where did you go all night?"
Heavy! Feels heavy. Fika's tongue feels stiff. Saying something trivial feels like saying a dangerous sentence. In front of Arga the courage he had gathered was able to be annihilated in an instant the man was nearby.
"Lo here just wanted to ask that?"
Arga turned body. The cowo stared at Fika sharply and coldly. Her expressionless face made Fika even more scared to death.
"Whatever I do is none of your business."
Fika knows that. Fika is very conscious of his poetry, but what should he do? He always fought the truth himself.
"I'm sorry, but Fika's just worried about Arga."
Fika no longer knew what to say. But honestly Fika did worry about the guy even though he himself knew what the guy did last night. But Arga? He doesn't seem to care at all. He just kept silent with his cold face staring at Fika.
"You're not important. I'm leaving."
Fika was confused, what should she do now? There are still many things he wants to say. But now Arga himself has turned around and almost went out the door.
Hot and cold sweat began to pour out. Fika has no choice but to stop Arga. He knew this would be very risky but until when should he keep it? But he is not strong!
"SIZE!" Fika screamed so that Arga again stopped his lamgkah.
"Gue told you, if there's nothing important to me"
"FIKA LIKES ARGA."
Silent.
Fika was unable to hold back any more tears. Whether it is happiness or a heavy burden. But Fika was so happy to be able to warm it now.
But Arga, for some reason the man was still silent did not react in the slightest. Until the next second the guy turned around with his flat face.
"What did Lo say?"
Fiak raised his face. He smiled warmly looking at Arga's flat face. "Fika likes Arga."
Arga looked at Fika with a mysterious look. He looked at Fika meaningfully.
"Argha.. Fika knows, Fika is not a girl who deserves Arga. But.. Fika can't lie about Fika's own feelings. If Fika likes Arga-"
"And I hate it."
The deg!
Fika's smile faded. He looked at the confused Arga. Wh why? Is it true that he said it?
"Argha.." Fika intends to approach Arga but the guy immediately steps back.
"Lo's less obvious?"
Fika stopped and fell silent.
"Gue hates you. And that's never gonna change."
Stuffy. That's what Fika feels right now. His feelings hurt and shattered in an instant. Is that how Arga hates him? What did he mean at that time? Was he just as a momentary impingement?
The tears came back. "But why? Why does Arga hate Fika? Has Fika ever done anything bad to Arga?"
Arga turned body. "Lo did nothing bad. But what your family does is what makes me hate you."
"But Fika has absolutely no idea what the Fiak family used to do with Arga. Arga.. Fika please don't hate Fika anymore. Fick-up"
"ENOUGH!"
Fika stunned. Arga who had been silent since then now turned back his body to show his face. His gaze was even colder than before.
"That is.-"
"Gue said enough! Don't you have to talk anymore."
Fika's confused. What should he say now?
"Arga, Fika knows Arga is angry. But Fika is sincere with Arga. And Fika-"
BRAAAK!
"GUE SAID ENOUGH!"
Fika was shocked when Arga punched the locker cabinet so hard maybe people outside were able to hear him. Fika is now silent confused while watching Arga who looks frustrated. Even he had a bland laugh and a moment later the guy turned back around.
"It looks like you've fallen into my trap."
The deg!
A trap? What does trap mean?
Arga walked over to Fika. "Lo's already in my trap."
Fika frowned.
"Originally you know.I've always hated the same lo. And I'm just as good as you want to trap you."
Fika's eyes glazed over. "So.. Arga all this time.."
"Well, all this time I never gave you the slightest hope, except just for revenge lo!"
"And I've never been the least bit interested let alone like the same geeky girl and bego rich lo! In my eyes you are just a poor girl useless! Even you're dumped by your own mother and family! That's because you're a kid-"
THE PLAQUE!
One hard slap landed on Arga's cheek. The cowo could feel a pain in his cheek because of Fika's slap that was quite hard.
"It turns out Fika was wrong to judge Arga."
Arga stunned. He looked at Fika who now looked full of anger. His dripping tears revealed how much his heart ached and his red eyes indicated there was pent up anger behind it.
"Dad, Fika is a stupid girl who doesn't know anything. And now Fika realized, the biggest stupidity Fika ever failed to do was LOVE ARGA."
"Even after all Arga's cruel attitude until the moment Fika witnessed Arga with the girl. Not at all make Fika give up to pursue Arga. Maybe Arga is using Fika. But Arga never knew how Fika fought for Arga."
Arga speechless she was shocked to hear the words of Fika just now. It turns out that Fika has learned of his friendship with Alisia. This made Arga freeze.
"good. From this moment and from this moment. I ... FIKA PRICILLA will stop loving Arga Aldiano. From now on, Fika will not care anymore. Whatever Arga does is not Fika's business. From now on, Fika will not try to be Arga's protector again. And from this moment on..."
"FIKA HATES ARGA!"
Fika ran as hard as she could. Even his body had hit Arga's body until the man was able to feel pain. But it was not worth the pain Fika felt.
Maybe this is the time when Fika Pricilla gave up..
Arga was still glued. I don't know why since leaving Fika he felt a great blow. His body feels weak. Even his legs felt unable to stand up.
The shadow of Fika who was crying before him continued to be plastered in his powerful memory. Wh why? Why like this? Isn't this what he wanted? Making her suffer was the goal of her life. And now he has suffered. Butwhy? Why did she feel pain when she saw him cry like that?
Fika ran out of the dressing room as hard as she could. He did not care if everyone was looking at him strangely. Even Arga's friends stood up and intended to approach him. But Fika did not stop her running at all. He passed them quickly and continued to run out of the room.
The tears are still flowing. It is not strong enough to hold back its anger and sadness at the same time. If only he could repeat time, he would not meet a cold guy without Arga Aldiano's feelings.
Fika felt so tired, everyone had left her. And now his hope is also gone. How can he live this life happily? He himself was not wanted by anyone. Should he leave? Go as far away from them as possible. But.. Where should he go? Will anyone want to help him?
"Eh look out dong! We're going through!"
Fika was stunned when she heard someone snapping on the stairs made her stop and gave the girl a room with her friends. Actually Fika felt astonished, because not like usual everyone looks rushed. Even now a lot of people are going down the stairs in a hurry.
What the hell is going on? Inner Fika wonder.
"Sorry, what's wrong?" Fika asked someone who was just about to go through.
"Oh that, he said there are men who want to express their feelings on the field. The power will be great."
Fika did not end up thinking but who was the person who was so brave to do such a ridiculous thing?
"Whose boy's name is sis?"
"I don't know. If you want to come with me there. It's good to count entertainment before starting learning."
Fika smiled knot. He nodded kindly at the offer of the man. Fika is very curious, but her mood is in a mess right now. And it has nothing to do with him, right?
"PHIKA!"
Wait, did Fika not hear wrong? Someone called him very loudly. Not not directly, but like the voice of someone calling by using megafone. Fika walked full of curiosity looking for the source of the sound to be.
And the moment he came out of the hall, he was so shocked when he saw the many people who were dabbling around the field. What exactly is going on? Fika is getting confused.
"FIKA PRICILLA!"
Fika was surprised not to play. His eyes were on the field and he saw a man standing on a bench holding a megafone. What the hell is he doing? And why did he call her name?
"FIKA PRICILLA!!"
No.kk.. Fika did not hear wrong again. That person called his name out loud and so clearly.
"FIKA I KNOW LO MUST BE LOOKING AT ME NOW!"
Fika swallowed her saliva heavily, that person who was no stranger to her. Fika tried to step closer into the crowd. To make sure that his vision is not wrong.
"PHIKA! I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THESE MOMENTS FOR SO LONG. AND FINALLY.. I DARE TO DO THIS FOR YOU!"
Fika. His heart beat very fast. His body was shaking violently. His feet felt very weak. What should he do now? And what would that cowk do? I really want Fika to disappear at this moment. He couldn't show his face there. He was embarrassed, afraid, and confused, all mixed together. While the guy continues to do his crazy action now.
"PHIKA! FOR YEARS I WAITED FOR YOU. AND NOW... I'LL TELL YOU EVERYTHING. HERE .. IN FRONT OF ALL THOSE WHO WILL BE WITNESSES OF MY LOVE SAME LO."
The sound of the students there began to shake uncontrollably. How not? A new student who is famous as handsome as Arga is so brave to do crazy stunts just to express his feelings for a geeky girl who is not at all famous in Wijaya High School. Is it not wrong? Cowo named Iqbal Bramastyo was talking about his feelings for ordinary girls who are far from their civilization?
"PHIKA .. I KNOW LO FROM A LONG TIME AGO. I DON'T CARE WHO YOU ARE AND WHATEVER YOUR CURRENT STATUS IS. ALL I WANT TO SAY NOW IS.... I LIKE IT LO!"
DEG! DEG!
Fika's heart was racing faster. Moreover, everyone was now staring at him in horror. And Iqbal, the guy smiled as he saw Fika in the crowd. And deliberately the people there also stepped aside to shift and leave Fika alone who is now exposed by everyone there.
"FIK! I KNOW YOU MUST HAVE UNDERSTOOD WHAT I SAID. AND NOW.... I'M WAITING FOR AN ANSWER FROM LO."
Fika speechless really she really can't think of anything. An overwhelming nervousness had made his tongue instantly fixated. Even to swallow his own saliva it felt like he was incapable.
Iqbal who was still standing there was able to feel the nervousness of Fika. Until finally he decided to go down and walk toward Fika.
Of course it not only makes everyone excited but makes Fika even more numb.
Iqbal smiled warmly looking at Fika, her smile so sincere and soothing. His feelings are also very sincere. Surely he had forgotten the shame for himself. What about Fika?
Even the girl did not understand her own feelings at all. Then how can he answer Iqbal's feelings? He himself doubted his feelings.
"Gue's still waiting for your answer Fik."
Iqbal had now stood right in front of the frozen Fika. The crowd there is growing. Even the basketball kids have come down and watched. Including men who are now looking sharply towards the two people who are mutually kasmaran in the middle of the room.
"Lo's sure you won't mrs?" Nico said a little cynically.
"You mean?"
Nico smiled slanted then laughed blandly. "Lo is only concerned with your own ego Ga. Cewe times considered over time will be spit in the grab people."
"Maybe now you can still be mediocre. But later on. you'll figure out how sick it is when you look at him with the others."
Instead of answering Nico's words, Arga sharpened his gaze in the same direction where Iqbal and Fika were standing now. Arga's one hand rested on a wood beside him. And when he realized. His hand had squeezed the wood strong it was even nearly brittle because of it.
"Thank you! Accept it! Accept it! Thank you!"
The cheers of the free spectators began to buzz. They shouted while applauding. Hope Iqbal's statement can be accepted by Fika. Well, even though the reality is not everyone who can accept it but not a little for those who actually support the action of Iqbal.
"Thank you! He's also handsome!"
"Dad, take it! But if you don't want me!"
Whispers that begin to affect Fika increasingly multiply, especially the girls who are close to his position. How'this? Fika was still confused by her own answer. Even Iqbal himself felt greget with the silence of Fika who was very stalling.
The bell in will ring. If Fika does not also answer it is guaranteed Iqbal efforts will end in vain.
"Please answer Fik." Force Iqbal at last. The cowo now grabbed Fika's arm tightly. Even though that guy could feel the coldness of Fika's hand. But the man tried to make the hand warm when his warm hand touched both hands Fika.
"Gue needs your answer now Fik. Please don't make my efforts go to waste."
I don't know how to express it but Fika feels that Iqbal is so sincere to her. Both of the boy's eyes were looking at him so gently, far different from the gaze of someone he actually liked.
Is the one he should love heart to be him?
"Iqbal. sorry but Fika-"
Iqbal squeezes Fika's hand firmly. One hand grabbed the side of Fika's cheek gently.
"I've always been waiting for you Fik. Even when you're in a slump even though I'm always there for you."
Right, that's right. Iqbal is the figure who has always been there for Fika all this time. But..why couldn't Fika give her the slightest bit of heart to him?
"Belg-"
"Iqbal.." Fika lowered Iqbal's hand from her face. He covered both hands gently Iqbal made Iqbal become confused until the time Fika returned to talk.
"Iqbal.."
"Fika wants to be Iqbal's girlfriend."
It's been a long time well guys. Sorry I made a promise last week2 just want how the situation is not supported at all. I've just moved so it's still bothered to do its own thing.
But thank you for those who are still loyal to wait for this story update.
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