
"Em Prince, I'd like a little break. Can you?" I asked her well.
Zu nodded. "I'm sorry if it makes you uncomfortable, Ara. Good night to sleep." He also hurried out of this room.
Don't know why when he turned around, my heart hurt so much. Like pain from a wound, but not bleeding. Is this what he feels too? I want to make her happy without being together. But, can it?
My two princes, both Rain and Cloud are acutely jealous of all. How can you divide your time for him? For both my princes alone are already overwhelmed. I am really confused. God, I need an answer to this wait. Where exactly should this heart be anchored? The dock of love is so much and makes me confused to choose. I need guidance so as not to take the wrong step.
I'm sorry, Prince Zu ....
Only an apology can I say in my heart to express my guilt to her. I immediately closed the door and went to sleep. I want to rest first before I get to Space. I need to relax my mind.
Her morning...
Wakeless. That's probably the word to describe my sleep last night. Not knowing how long it had been asleep, when I opened the eyes a yellow tinge had risen in the eastern horizon. I quickly came out of the room to see the sunrise. I walked quickly to the bridge of the ship and stood there. I enjoyed this morning happily.
It's beautiful ....
A vast, blue sea stretched out before my eyes. Fish-seeking birds fly in the sky. What a beautiful creation Almighty. Moreover, it can see the sunrise perfectly. It feels so grateful.
Who wouldn't be stunned to see a huge fireball warming the earth? He is the sun whose presence is always awaited. Imagine if the earth was without the sun. The whole day will only be pitch dark and cold. This is not possible for the inhabitants of the earth. Because they could die over time.
Thank you, Lord. They created everything in pairs.
I enjoyed the fresh air while looking at the beautiful scenery that stretched wide in front of me. Perhaps soon this ship will reach the eastern port of Angkasa. It only took a few hours to reach the palace. It was nice to be able to bring along this angel flower. This must be some exciting news.
"Nature ...." Suddenly I heard Zu's voice from behind.
"Prince?" I saw him coming in wearing his royal clothes.
"There's something I want to talk to you about." He told me.
"About what?" I was enthusiastic about responding to it.
He advanced his footsteps, approached towards me then stood on this right side. The smell of her perfume after waking up somehow felt more fragrant in my nose. Maybe because the air is tight so that it scatters the aroma. And now without her knowing it, I inhaled deeply the scent of her perfume.
"I want to talk about something important from heart to heart. I don't want anything covered up." He's asking.
"I mean Prince?" many ensure.
He turned his body towards me. "Fine." He looked at me inside. "Is my name really no longer in your heart?" her subdued tanyanya makes me silent a thousand languages.
Again. Zu asked me the very thing I wanted to avoid. We were facing a very close distance. His tall body made me have to raise my head to see more clearly his black eyeballs. I also started to feel helpless. I was just hypnotized.
"Prince, I—"
"Ara, just answer yes or no. I know you're an honest girl. Be honest about your own heart." He asked again.
I gulped, took a deep breath while taking my eyes off her. I looked down and looked down, as if unable to answer the question honestly. How can you answer yes, while the vibration in my heart is still felt when nearby. How could I say no, while I was bound by a promise with the two Space princes. Should I tell you the truth about my heart? I am really confused.
"Prince, it seems that I do not deserve to answer that question. I'm already gonna be somebody's wife." I subtly asked him not to ask again.
Zu sighed. "That word you always repeat in front of me, Ara. Without thinking about how I feel. You know, I love you. And this feeling will never change. Can you give me a chance to fix everything? I promise to protect you, not just from the king's word. But, all my soul will take care of you." He said it really.
"Prince ...."
That moment also the dilemma again struck my heart. He seemed to know what I was afraid of when I told him the truth. However, I still can't reveal it. I doubt my own heart when that statement comes out of my mouth. I'm afraid it'll boomerang someday. I must keep the feelings of my two princes there. I cannot betray them.
"Rethink. How can you divide your time between two men at the same time? Think back to how your children asked for affection from their biological father. Think back to how a layman would have looked if you had a second husband. Think back—"
"Enough, Prince." I immediately stopped his words. "I understand what you mean. I understand the consequences of my choice. So, please let me go with them. Please yes." I asked without regard to how she felt.
"Ara .. You are stubborn." He rebuked me while gulping.
I smile. I am stubborn. He may also not be grateful for having been saved by her. However, if this is not the case, I cannot defend my heart. How could he possibly survive what he had. All women will fall in front of him. I hope this is the best way for me. Yeah, I wish it was.
"You know, you broke my heart. Again and again. Not just once you do, Ara. I think ... it is no longer appropriate to continue this life after my heart has been broken repeatedly. Thank ye. See you back." Zu is leaving.
"Prince?!" I was surprised by the meaning of his words.
"If I go, ask your heart. Are you sorry for what you said?" He looked back a little, towards me.
Zu quickly went down the stairs after saying that. He also took off his royal clothes. I don't know what he's gonna do. I feel guilty, but also helpless. However, not long after that I was surprised by him.
"Prince, what are you doing?! Prince!!!" I screamed hysterically as I watched him walk to the other end of the boat and climb the guardrail.
He wants to jump into the ocean?!
"Goodbye, Ara. Hopefully next time we can meet again."
"Prince!!!"