
"Nature ...."
I saw his eyes as if he wanted me completely. I took a deep breath as it was locked under his body. If he wants to ask me tonight, of course I can't fight. Perhaps he had also conditioned the palace so that the special forces Cloud had left could not keep watch. Could have been made drunk to unconscious again. So that I cannot ask them for help from this situation.
Prince, why do you still insist on getting me?
I don't know exactly what happened outside the room. But it feels so lonely. No one or waiter came through my room. I think I'll have him tonight.
"Prince, can you get up from above my body?" ask her.
Zu swallowed his saliva. He kept paying attention to what was on this face. The movement of his eyeballs seemed to imply a great desire to have me. But I always avoided. And now I'm trapped under his body. Both of his sturdy arms stood guard on my left and right sides. I can't run anymore.
"Ara, is ... in your heart no longer my name?" tanyanya slowly while looking into these eyes.
Eye contact was repeated between us. Those perfectly round black eyeballs seemed to dominate my vision. I was confused to answer his question too. My tongue also shriveled to answer yes. It is impossible to say that in my heart there is no name, because the seeds of love are still there.
"Ara ...?" He asked again.
His voice sounds very low. His face was also very close to mine. Our distance is only about one inch. Warm breath was increasingly felt hit the surface of this cheek. My heart was like dancing fast in there. I'm not because of the making. This really cannot happen to us.
"Prince, I've repeatedly confirmed that I'm—"
"Fine." He interrupted my words. "Don't say that again. Please," she asked with a pleading gaze.
I kept quiet because I didn't know what else to do. He stroked my hair with his fingers. He did it very gently. The revealing of my hair behind my ears made me amused and shrug my shoulders. Zu also seemed to enjoy this expression of mine.
"I want you to be mine, completely. Now and forever, Ara."
His face is getting closer to mine. His breathing sounded heavy, his heartbeat was heard slowing down in these ears. I feel the distance between us is getting closer. No one can stand in the way.
It's too close. We can't be like this.
I swallowed repeatedly. Will tonight happen something I will never forget in my entire life? I was afraid that if Zu did that, I would not be able to refuse him. I'm alone here, without Rain or Cloud accompanying me. Zu had power not only in the sphere of the palace, but also his country. What could make me reject it?
Jeez ... Why can't I think of a way out?
My brain cannot think. My heart is beating faster. My breath feels heavy too. Zu began to bring his lips closer to mine. The longer, the closer. I also have no power to refuse his will. My body is stiff and cannot be moved. So as hard as I can try so that this does not happen to us.
"Prince, we can't ...."
Prince, finish your business ....
My chest was made up and down. I closed my eyes because I didn't want to see her angry. I know he must be disappointed with my attitude. But I have to take care of myself as much as possible, as hard as I can. Let what passes away from my life. I cannot be tied to the past. I have to get up and live this life. Though I know the shadow of his love still covers my heart.
"Ara, you're turning me down again."
His breathing sounded heavy like he was holding back an upset. I could only stay under his body. Trying to open my eyes and see it. And I see he's still not out of my body. His lips are still on this neck. It feels ticklish. But baby I can't escape.
"Prince, please let me go" I asked him.
Zu immediately raised his face. He saw my face. He looked at me with disappointed eyes. Soon she woke up from above my body.
"We're off to Space now."
She went. I opened the door and rushed out of the room. I who was still on the bed was left just like that. He seems to be very angry with me.
Sorry, Prince. I can't. I'm sorry ....
Not ungrateful for all his kindness first. But I have to take care of something now. So as much as possible do not betray what I keep. Although I know there must be one party who will be hurt because of my attitude. But every action has its own risks. And I'm well aware of that.
Then I woke up and immediately got ready to go back to Space. I try to forget what just happened. I don't want to remember it anymore.
The journey back to Space...
The air feels cold to the skin. I also had to wear layered clothes so as not to feel cold. It just happens to be a little allergic to cold weather. My breath is like clogged if the ambient temperature drops. So you have to outsmart it by using socks and also layered clothes.
We are now one third of the way to space. It may soon arrive at the western port of Asia. I don't know what time it is, it seems like the day has changed. I also more close the fleece jacket I wear so as not to get cold. Understand allergies.
He's snooping on me.
Since the incident until this second, Zu and I have not been greeting at all. We sat in the horse-drawn carriage and just exhaled each other. No sound, no words. I stayed by his side because I was busy. I was cold so I didn't care about anything else.
I don't know why it feels so cold tonight. Is this my body's response to being silenced by it? I don't know, I don't think I need to think too much about it. After all, I already have both Space princes.
Zu exhaled his breath strongly. He's like holding back pissed at me. "Still wanting to dine like this?" He finally opened the conversation in the middle of our trip.