Two-Baby Widow

Chapter 1

The realization of a Professional, Modern and Tough TNI to Create a Sovereign, Independent, and Personally Advanced Indonesia, Based on Gotong-Royong. As an effort to realize the vision of the TNI then set the mission. And here as a soldier who obeys government regulations, Adam Arya Kusuma inevitably had to go out of the city dead capital and family for the mission he lived.

" Don't be sad, I didn't go there for 3 months. Trust me, I'll be home soon and we'll be back together, it's just a moment's farewell baby." 

Those were the last words spoken by Adam before going on a mission, no one knows if fate has said, so this is what happened. Can only resign and mengikhlaskan his departure to be calm in the afterlife. But the heart can not be lied to it turns out to mengikhlaskan a husband is very difficult, let alone have almost 7 years they live together, facing a state of joy and sorrow, especially since, and so many trials that they face when together everything will feel beautiful and now the beauty is destroyed everything, hope for the future seems to disappear.

" The liar! You're a big con, but in fact you never came back, you didn't come back to us."

Whichever heart is not sad, which wife does not cry is left for ever, even though she tries to make love, but her heart still cannot. All those beautiful memories were always remembered, reflected in his head. How could she forget her husband and forget those happy memories. 

Adelia cried hysterically in the room since the departure of her husband 3 months ago Adelia was never again cheerful as before the beautiful smile of happy laughter seemed to disappear in her like an undead. His soul mate was gone as well as he was. 

Adelia is still in a state of slump every night always crying hysterically considering the happy memories with her husband even though she already has two children but the sense of helplessness of losing her husband is not able to make herself become robust. Adelia looks at a photo where her husband and herself there look happy smile Adel hugged her and even kissed her and asked her to talk as if the picture could talk.

" It is not that we have promised that we will make our two children happy together, raise them together to see our grandchildren and great-grandchildren. Where's your promise, mana." 

" Why do you have the heart to leave me Mas, what is my fault .. have we not promised to live forever together, do you not love me anymore Mas, replied Mas, answer."  

Adelia cried hysterically again while looking at the picture of her husband.

" I told you, Mom, not to go. But why are you still so desperate to go, Mas, do you deliberately want to go away from me?" 

Adelia remembers very well that time where she told her husband before departure that she did not want him to go on the mission. But her husband named Adam was still convincing if everything would be okay, but in reality everything what Adelia felt was right, and it turned out that her premonition was right.

Flashback before Adam's departure. 

At that time in the central island city of Java was hit by a catastrophic earthquake disaster so devastating that many casualties were buried by the ruins. 32-year-old Adam is a TNI he was assigned to help the police and soldiers on the island of Java to evacuate the residents and look for unknown victims so inevitably Adam also follow that order.

Meanwhile Adelia was tidying her husband's clothes into the suitcase she was sitting daydreaming her heart was restless and agitated not knowing exactly what she was feeling, but her feelings were really bad. 

" I can't if you don't have to go" Adelia said hesitantly.

" Why, hemm." 

Adam sat down beside his wife and gently stroked Adelia's long hair.

" I don't know Mas but I feel really bad, as if afraid of losing. I-I'm afraid Mas, you're going away from us." 

" Well, by the way, I didn't leave for long, baby, just 3 months. After all, I often go out of town, right. Even to far away to Papua there 1 year 2 years in fact, it's okay, in fact I returned with a healthy state of palafiat and can regroup, believe everything will be fine." 

Adam tried to convince Adelia.

" But Mas …" 

" Sstttt .." Adam put his index finger on Adelia's lips.

" Don't think that all kinds of people believe and are sure that everything will be okay." Adam pulled Adelia into his arms.

" You know I went there to help evacuate the victims dear, so that soon finished. Pity them especially for relatives who lost the body that still has not been found. Don't you pity them, don't pity their unsettled souls because the bodies are still not officially buried." 

Adelia was silent, to be honest she herself did not know why her heart was so restless and agitated as if fearing loss was really haunting her. But she also could not force to forbid her husband to leave because it had become his duty as a state servant. Adelia closed her eyes while hugging him tightly.

The next morning Adam had prepared a suitcase all the goods to be brought were already in the trunk of the car when the happy little family was gathering while enjoying breakfast.

" Later if you come home do not forget to bring souvenirs, yes," fatih said the 3-year-old son of Adam and Adelia spoke with their mouths full of food, making everyone laugh because it was funny to see it.

" You if you say it was food first," Adelia scolded while wiping the leftovers in her son's mouth.

Fatih hurriedly chewed and then swallowed it and showed Adelia if her mouth was empty. 

" If Pati does not say later I forget," his answer with a slurred tone. 

" What is not dong, I must buy but a promise not to be naughty, not fussy and not stubborn. And have to hear what you're saying, okay." Said Adam. Fatih agreed.

" Okay .." he said.

" Sister also wants to," between his eldest son, 5-year-old Nazwa does not want to lose.

" Yes later I buy it, but you have to promise one thing to look after the mother, follow whatever the mother says, and reproach the mother if what she says is wrong. Be sons of sholeh and sholehah yea, and always be filial to the parents. You have to look after each other, protect each other. As long as you don't have to be smart, son. Don't bother you, okay." 

" Okay .." answered his two children, Adam smiled happily and stroked the children's hair. While Adelia was smiling just to show it, although her feelings were getting restless she kept smiling and allowed her husband to go to do his job.