
This is where I first met with brother jordi and sarah in Smp Nusa Bangsa.his beginning we were 4 just ordinary friends and did not feel the time we lived has been 3 years here kak jordi more one year old from us he is already in 1st grade now.and 3 years ne me and jasmine with sarah we have not become friends anymore but have become friends, when our friendship turns into friendship we don't know because we don't realize it. during these 3 years my relationship with brother jordi has also been getting closer like I'm in love with him since when I think that I don't know either.
and now we have graduated from Junior High School soon we step into the level of High School.and on this day June 13, 2009 happens to be my 14th birthday and the day of my engagement with my sister jordi.coincidentally brother jordi grandson of my grandfather's best friend.and grandfather also knew that I loved brother jordi.we were very happy at that time.
" well baby" said jasmine
" hopefully smoothly until the next level" said sarah
" thank you very much" I said
" even though I love jordi brother as well but I sincerely he is with you.karna you are my best friend.so your happiness is my happiness too" said jasmine.
immediately we hugged and the time went on. It did not feel like it was 10 pm all the guests had gone home including sarah too, but jasmine because she lives in our house she is still busy helping bi minah in the kitchen.meanwhile I was in order2 in the room.tiba2 mamah meet me.
" Can Nan let me in?? " say mama
I was instantly silent and astonished at her unusual.
" please "I said cuek
my mother closed the door to my room.
" why is the door closed" I said
" mama wants to say something important to you"
" what's up" I said
" are you happy with your engagement?"
" of course I'm happy" I said
" do you love jordi?"
" what is your business?" say
" do you believe in jasmine?"
instantly momma cried.I was very sad to see mamah crying her senses I hugged mama and said sorry, but my ego is bigger.
" what do you think I am slama ni nan??I'm your mother.I'm the one who knows you.."
" ooh so only now do you realize that you have children? where have you been all this time?since papa left have you ever cared about me??even when I'm kind of champion of one county piano race are you with me?? starting me from Tk until I finish from smp have you ever come to my school to receive my report??even I'm champion one starting from me Tk until I bmp I'm always the first champion but have you ever seen me go to school??even signing my report is always grandpa and grandma" I said
" i'm sorry mama.mama's too busy"
" ooh, are you not busy anymore?" say
" mature like this for you nan.for your future.so please understand"
" i don't need any of that if that's what makes me like a piece of shit" I said
"it's up to you.mama just say be careful on jasmine and if you can stay away from jasmine"
" are you trying to separate me from the person I love again?? maybe you want to repeat that 9 years ago.Have you forgotten?? you separated me with my dad and my two sisters??are you not satisfied, huh??" say
" ne is not the fault of mama nan.ne mamah do for the good of our family nan.."
" what good do you mean.even I heard all the mah.mamah who maksa papa separated.."I said
" but what you hear is not everything
nan's.."
" wh klau so tell me now everything to nanda." I said
" sorry mama can't . it's not time you found out "
" okay, don't get me wrong if I keep blaming you" I said
" it's up to you before it's too late you stay away from jasmine she's not a good friend to you" said mom and left immediately, but she stopped after hearing me speak again.
" i know.he's not a good friend because he's the son of a maid, right??the maid is better than the child from the broken home" I said. mamah immediately left me.after mamah went away the tears that I held since had spilled all.I was reluctant to let out tears in front of mamah..I'm a hypocritical kid, right??akh pretending2 tough and strong in front of mamah but behind mamah I was just a crybaby.this is my relationship with ma.ah since the separation of my family 9 years ago.