Turns out He's My Match

EPISODE 25

now we all gather in the main hall before we start our breakfast so we have the energy for today. brother jordi came to me and also sarah he brought 2 pieces of boxed rice in his hands.

" please we'll take yuk first"

" sister jordi is very evil his carrying period is just the two anyway.for me where?" sarah

" uh.. sori.sori I don't remember you were right.." jordi

" my sister gave me the same as Sarah.."

" but why baby"

" you don't eat nan..? I ngk papa kok nan. I can take it myself kok."sarah.

" i'm not hungry.I have no taste"

" i bribe yah baby.id little ngk papa yah.." jordi.

I nodded my head marked in agreement. Then the three of us took a more suitable place and certainly not too rame people. I'm ashamed. patiently and painstakingly her brother jordi fed me and him while eating as well.

now it's 9 am. we re-assembled in the main room where my late grandfather's whereabouts.I sat next to mamah accompanied by kak jordi and also sarah.The family event began, we were given time to say goodbye. starting from the relatives of the grandmother because the relatives of the grandmother came quite a lot and one by one saying goodbye takes a very much less three hours. now it was my grandmother's turn to speak.

" please thank you for the love and happiness you gave me all this time:

" i've never regretted choosing you to be my life's friend"

" not one bit you let me suffer"

" you always put your family's happiness first"

" you've proven that you're a good husband and father and a good grandfather"

" you've been too perfect for me all this time.You've made me the first and last woman of your life."

" be calm, dear, on the almighty side, we will meet again in heaven "

grandma's turn is over and now it's Mama's.

" i'm sorry, but I've been so wrong about you all along,"

" i haven't been the best kid in my life"

" i've always let you down and always pissed you off"

" pray us reward.Families who stay papah are all healthy and long-lived"

" thank you for everything"

mama's turn is over, and now it's my turn.

I have not been able to control my tears My chest still feels tight from earlier, I am very difficult to talk due to my crying brother jordi and sarah trying to calm me. After a few minutes my crying has begun to subside.

" i'm sorry cake.. hiks..hiks...hiks... all this time nanda always bothers the grandpa hiks..hiks.."

"i am not a good grandson kek.hiks "

" i always make you angry at grandma "

" even I can't keep my promise to take Mr. Marchel and Mr. Yolan"

" grandfather left me without a word"

" not even grandfather waited for me at your last moment"

" why is Grandpa so cruel to me?"

" didn't you know I've been lonely all this time"

" then why'd grandpa give this loneliness away again"

" grandfather..what grandfather did not see how broken I am today.hiks..hiks..."

I sat down and hugged Grandpa...

I cried like a child there.again I could not control myself I rocked my body Grandpa told him to wake up and some people tried to separate me from grandfather.

" i don't want to be left behind"

" i want to go with Grandpa"

" i want to come"

" grandfather take me with you"

and again I was unconscious. after an hour later I realized I was in my room with jordi's brother and also sarah and a doctor she was sarah's mother, but this time a syringe was on my wrist like his I was on the infusion and a breathing apparatus stuck to the mouth and nose I was breathing assisted with oxygen. I saw at half 3 pm I immediately took off the attached tools I immediately ran. Sarah and brother Jordi tried to prevent me but they did not succeed. I have reached the main hall I see it seems now the event of the church.There stood an attendant of the church singing a special spiritual song for the dead. I saw that grandpa's chest wasn't closed after the song ended, it's the priest's turn to stand"

" there are still others who still want to say farewell before I recite the holy prayer" the pastor

" because later if I have read this holy prayer the body should no longer be touched" the pastor

" let me just for a minute, sir, I said".

" please" priest

I immediately kissed Grandpa's left cheek and right cheek and grandpa's forehead, and I whispered to Grandpa.

" grandfather forgive me. I'm too whiny and make you sad"

but this time I was different not to shed tears again because I had made a promise with grandfather not to cry again and grandfather asked me to be more able to clench it, right, let him be calm in nature.