
" oh yeah.. Hasn't Grandma gone home yet?"
" oh grandma is going home.grandma tipped nanda yah kiddo"
" grandmother is calm... Arga will take good care of Nanda."
"oh, son, tomorrow Arga won't have to come here anymore"
" why grandma? did something happen to nanda?"
" no son. nanda is fine just kok. just her mother nanda is already here. maybe tomorrow granny change guard nanda. after all, grandma is afraid that later she will know that she can misunderstand it."
" well, grandma.start tomorrow Arga won't be here again"
" then grandma said she'd go home first"
" well grandma be careful "
" yes"
I heard the door sound like grandma was gone.
and I heard the sound of footsteps too. Over time the sound was getting closer.
brother Arga kissed my forehead and then he sat on me by my bed, he grabbed my hand and kissed me.
" hi nanda dear"
" do you sleep so you don't want to wake up"
he put away the hair that covered my eyes.
" get up, baby I miss you"
" you've been sleeping a week"
" it's so bad of me that you're willing to sacrifice your life to get away from me"
" at first I was surprised when I heard your pianom "
" i looked at the piano but it was there covered with screens"
" you know when I'm singing all over the song, I'm just wondering who's playing the piano behind that screen"
" but after the screen opens you know how shocked I am"
" i see you there very pretty"
" really an angel"
" but apparently you did that just to make myself really lose you"
" you know ngk? how scared I was to see you there lying covered in blood. I thought you were really going to be gone for good."
" like crazy it feels. Only that time I felt fear.that is fear of losing you.
" maybe you feel like I'm different now"
" because I haven't spoken in a week"
" you know why I'm different tonight"
" maybe after tomorrow I'll never see you again, and tonight I want to say goodbye to you"
" i'm leaving for London in the morning"
" i'm going to study really, really there"
" do you know nan?? I'll take the medicine."
" my goal from the beginning was that I wanted to be a pilot"
" but after I found out you had an illness, I wanted to be a great doctor"
" and I promise, once I become a doctor I'll try to find a cure for your allergies"
" you'll be able to go out of the country looking for both your brother and your papah"
" i knew that was what you wanted"
" wait a minute, baby"
" after you wake up I'm gone"
" will you forget me?
" but I won't forget you"
" have your fiance been treating you so well?"
" if he hurts you again I'll beat him up for you"
" oh yeah baby thank you for kissing you first"
" i know it's the first for you and I'm very grateful and hope that I'll be the last.
tonight brother Arga has been talking too much.It feels like I answered all his questions and scolded him.
but I'm afraid he'll know what I'm doing right now.
not her I kepedean , see her nature, I think brother Arga would want to donate his eyes for me, if he knew I was blind. his monk alone he was willing to sacrifice his ideals for my sake.
And I don't want that to happen.
why is brother Arga so persistent ny anyway?
I hurt him a lot.
" oh yeah nan.you know what grandma told me"
" hahahahaha"
" your grandmother asked me to marry her"
" hahahahaha.and I'll be your grandfather"
" hehehe.. I must have accepted your grandmother's offer...."
" later every day I can be with you, with my great granddaughter..."
I want to punch him in the head, brother Arga. It's good that he wants to be my grandfather.