Turns out
chapter 45
I woke up in the morning. I make timbel rice, heart fried sambel, beef and sambal and lalab typical sunda. I made a lot for me to take to the cottage I used to visit with Tommy.
Last night I asked Justin for permission if I wanted to go for a walk to the lake. I guess justin's gonna be mad he's not mad. He was even happy to accompany me.
The flasback
When justin is getting married brother dian invites justin to chat together. He said not to hate tommy for ever seizing nara from justin's side.
As tommy is about to leave, he asks justin to look after Nara because he believes justin will not leave and hurt nara.
Flasback off
After breakfast and lunch I woke up justin.
"justiin banguun.." I said while shaking his body.
"kiss morning dear" while singing her lips
This is a man who doesn't have to be kissed in the heart.
I kissed Justin's lips at a glance,
"let's take a quick shower I put the bed away" I said telling her to take a shower when she got up and sat on the side of the bed.
Half-sleep, Justin steps his foot toward the bathroom.
buggh...
a loud noise from behind me making the bed. I looked behind me and saw Justin rubbing his head
"are you okay, justin ?" I was worried while rubbing his forehead
"since when was there a wall here anyway ?" unluckiness
"what a thing !" he answered while entering the bathroom.
Justin took a shower and got ready
We went to the cottage after breakfast. Do not forget to bring the yamg supplies I prepared. Then say goodbye to my mom and dad has gone to the office.
I got in the car, but justin came closer to me.
"justin what do you want ?" ask me to be afraid
"poor seat belt baby !" he said while putting the seat belt.
I was just jubilant when in my heart I thought justin would kiss me again.
Justin was on his way holding my hand. And sometimes staring at me.
Justin parked his car upstairs. Then bring our picnic equipment. He doesn't allow me to carry anything. He only allowed me to hold his hand.
When I got to the cottage I saw this place nothing changed. Just like I used to when I was here with Tommy.
Justin hugged me from behind and put his head on my shoulder. He said not to be sad because tommy was calm there. Let the past be a good memory and keep it. Let Justin give me another more beautiful memory.
"let me protect and take care of you baby !" heed
"i promise not to hurt and will always try to make you happy !" he added again
I just kept listening to Justin talking to me while smiling at him and he kissed me on my forehead for a long time. I felt justin's sincerity and affection for me.
Justin became more mature when he became my husband.
I'm proud of him because he doesn't hate tommy. He does not hold a grudge against tomny instead justin accepts that tommy was once my past. May Justin and I always be happy.
