Turns out
chapter 25
I was still silent noiseless, I was still shocked and still digesting what had happened yesterday.
Justin was poking me that night. After that, he fell asleep on my body.
His clothes are still fully attached to his body I am the same. Even though my shirt was a little torn.
Justin asked me to get out of bed. I just kept quiet, and Justin decided to leave me to make breakfast.
When Justin left I rushed into the bathroom. After taking a shower and wearing my clothes how surprised I was to see so many kissmarks on my neck and chest in the reflection of the room mirror.
Justin came and hugged me from behind
"this is me combing your hair !" while taking the comb out of my hand
I just kept looking at it, honestly I'm still scared of Justin's anger yesterday. I was confused as to how I should behave towards him.
"sad that's done, let's eat ?" take her while pulling me into the dining room
I saw on the table a tuna and milk sandwich there. Justin bit his sandwich and gave it to me. He did it again until the sandwich was gone. Then give me some warm milk.
Finished eating justin carried me a style of bride to the tv room. Putting me down on the couch, Justin sat down next to me and grabbed me by my waist.
We also watched one of the TV channels.
"queen are you still mad at me ?" he asked while looking at me
"i'm not angry justin, I'm just surprised and scared !" I said while returning his gaze
"forgive me queen, I promise I will not repeat it again I beg you "he said pleading sincerely
"well, justin I forgive you but there's a condition !" say
justin changed his seat and grabbed my hand.
"whatever it is I'll do it for you !"
"can you not see me before I graduate ? I beg you !
"what ?" the answer was surprised
"i can't queen, I love you so much. I promise not to repeat my mistakes again. But away from you I can't afford the queen !" he said a little emotion
I held his face with both hands
"if you really love me, please don't meet me before we both graduate. I beg justin !" I pleaded
"after graduation I promise whatever you ask I will fulfill, I just want to focus on my current lecture. Please justin please understand my circumstances !" addku
justin breathed a rough sigh
"well then your wish, I'll do it. But, remember your promise I'll charge it baby !" justin gave up
"thank you justin, !" I said sincerely while smiling
"queen since it's a holiday may I spend my time with you before I leave ?" tannya
"alright, because today is our last day together "I replied with a smile
justin smiled and kissed my lips.
"justin.you don't be naughty !" I said while pinching his arm
"the queen was the last one before we split !" he said with a big smile.
We both laughed together, we spent time watching and eating the food that Justin ordered online. I saw Justin smiling happily.
I feel guilty for him. I see Justin loves me so much. But what about tommy.
I will make sure again my heart is exactly who I should fight for and I leave behind. Although the harsh reality must be accepted one of the two.
A year later I plan not to see them again. I'll focus on college first.
