Turns out

chapter 9

When the heart begins to love why does the heart also have to feel pain ?

I guess all this time rio loved me sincerely. willing to accept me and want to be with me when others berate and curse me like this ?

"Aaaarrrggggttttt.." express my emotions.

"i hate myself.I hate.iiiii.." I shouted across the lake.

When I don't know the direction, when I feel sadness. I always come to a lake far away among the densely populated.

I stand here alone staring at the empty sky

"if I give up now rio thinks he has won !" my inner

After a long time I thought it seemed like a reza brother offer that time could too.

Just look at Rio, we'll know who the real winner is.

After I calmed my mind I rushed home.

Mom and Dad welcomed me home. They were surprised to see my eyes.

I also told him what happened to me.

They look sad from the look on their faces.

I asked permission to continue my studies in Germany and live with my sister Reza.

Papa contacted his men to take care of all my needs to go to Germany.

Actually, my heart still hurts.

But I will always try to be strong.

A week later....

I decided to change my appearance and the first thing I changed was my body shape. I exercise regularly every day.

I always take care of it, I start my day with a fruit breakfast. After that, I practiced zumba.

I eat vegetable and protein no carb and the night I eat fruit again by increasing drinking water.

Every day I go through with faith. Although at the beginning of my diet my head always feels dizzy because my body is still in a period of adaptation.

I'm lucky here momy and dady kak reza treat me like their own daughter. Reza was always there for me.

He was busy, but he always took his time.

Sister Reza was also as good as he never talked much of his name Justin Alfarod.

Justin and I are one campus and one faculty at one of the best universities in Germany.

I was so close to him that he taught me martial arts. Because he thinks besides being able to lose weight also to take care of me from people who are not good to me.

Once a month tommy da tiara comes to see me. They have always been my best friends. When they found out rio hurt me they were the first to teach rio a lesson with kak dian and kak reza.

I am so grateful to have people who love me.

After 6 months of fighting, finally my target of being thin was achieved. I plan to return to Indonesia to attend the wedding of kak dian and tiara.

With the help of Reza now I can be called worthy as a human being.

Because, kak reza brought a makeup teacher and modeling teacher to the house.

For 6 months I also had to learn how to apply makeup on the face.

Not to forget the model teacher also taught me how to walk and choose good and right clothes and especially the most updated.

Really troublesome. But, because of my mission to get revenge. I did it really, too.