
Jakarta, July 5, 2017.
Today I saw her standing waiting for the arrival of the Transjakarta bus, the fat woman I called Miss Gemes, maybe if we were friends she would reject the call and we would joke around. Devi Aldiva, stay that way, I like you for who you are.
Teenage boys try to dare to look at a teenage girl in a State High School uniform waiting for a Transjakarta bus. The sense of wanting to get close, but the teenage boy had no courage.
"Hi, I'm Jaka, what's your name?" asked the teenage boy to try to learn when facing the teenage girl.
But Jaka still can't. Until finally he had to lose the teenage girl who had entered the Busway, Jaka quickly ran towards the parking lot to ride his father's old motorcycle. With great difficulty his thin legs mengerasuk the motor. Jaka hit the old motorcycle's head upset, because of his motorbike he could not catch up to the woman he liked.
"James!!" a teenage boy approaches him. "Your motorbike is crumpled again?" tanyakanya.
"Yes that is, where the cave lost him again" said Jaka annoyed.
Jaka's friend laughed out loud upon hearing that.
"Why are you laughing!?" jaka asked, getting annoyed.
"Lu that's how it is, he's going to school one block with us."
"Well! Seriously, boong lu!"
"Ye, the school cave boyfriend over there, pick up the girl's clay cave. Yes, let's Bateng the same cave!"
Jakarta, July 10, 2017.
Today was not so busy, we had already done the graduation exam. Are you the same? If so, we will graduate together.
I'm even trying to figure out where you go to college. Even though the courses I don't like, I still see you I'm always excited. And it looks like the universe is supporting me to meet you. At that time, over there, you stood waiting for your turn to buy a plate of somay.
"Where are you going?!" ask Jaka's friend who saw Jaka cross the street.
"Start!!" Reply Jaka ran over to the somay merchant.
Jaka stood right behind the woman he liked. Nothing interesting about that woman. He is fat with a height of 160cm and wears glasses.
"Sorry do you have a problem with me?" ask the woman.
"Do you have any abuse?" ask Jaka about the pleasantries.
The woman saw the hundred thousand note that Jaka was holding. "Nothing, just tucker to Abang somay." Trying to step away.
"Wait!!" shouted Jaka.
The woman looked.
"Si-si-si-what's your name?" tanya Jaka stammered.
"Based on a freak!" reply the woman walked away from Jaka.
Jaka grunted disappointedly. His friend came to embrace Jaka, giving the man some encouragement.
Jakarta, July 17, 2017.
Stupid me, indulge the desire to join those who are dirty. I could see you from a distance looking terrified as both sides of the school threw stones and various objects. You're on the other side bravely I pull your hand to get away from that place to safety.
Your eyes look beautiful when not wearing glasses with long hair loosely. It's not wrong that I'm staring at you. With weight I must take off his hand for safety. And that was the last day we met.
I remember my mother and younger brother crying when the police took me to the prison cell. This is the last time I wrote this diary.
~*~
...~*6 MONTHS LATER*~...
"Congratulations on your freedom. Don't you repeat that deed again." A police officer patted Jaka on the shoulder.
"Good sir."
The gatekeeper opened the door for Jaka. With a definite step the man stared freely at the sky, his smile he spread to the world.
BRUK!
"Sir."
A surprised man, he came to his senses from the world of his dreams in the past. Robin touched his parents' shoulders to keep him calm, even giving him a glass of water to drink.
"Thank you." He also drank it.
"Did you dream about that again?" ask Robin.
"It seems like the man named Jaka has not given me up for freedom" he said.
"Mr Raka. You are indeed amazing, if other people get the same disaster they will certainly only give money, without wanting to be that person." Robin explained.
A man named Raka tried to block his sweat. "If I hadn't been drunk back then, maybe I wouldn't have run him to death."
...~*FLASHBACK*~...
"Killer!!" shouted a woman in the courtroom pointing towards Raka. The man just silently lowered his head, over all his mistakes.
Sometimes he looked at his family with a cold look. His father who had the power of course tried to lighten the burden of his heir's first son later. Namu seems like Raka doesn't really like this fate. He wanted to keep changing this miserable destiny.
Bravely Raka raised her head.
"I'll take responsibility! Give me a chance to change everything!" Raka turned to look at the mother of the victim he hit. "Let me be your son, all my life."
The eyes of the entire Pratama family were wide open.
"Braca!!" shouted the man who had the highest position in the Pratama family staring intently at King Pratama.
Raka still remembered that the man called father was so very angry, even when his departure from home to fulfill his punishment the man did not want to stare at his departure. Until the day of his death, Raka had to relinquish corporate responsibility to her sister Riki Pratama. In fact, he also had to give up his fiancee over two companies as well as his sister.
Now that he is back, of course the company is still given to Raka because of a deal in family history that cannot be removed.
"Sir Raka? If you're heavy for all this, you can leave me at the orphanage." said Joko suddenly.
"No Joko, you're still my responsibility, come here."
Raka tried to hug Joko. "You can also call your brother's name to me."
The teenage boy returned Raka's embrace and cried in Raka's arms, breaking the silence of the night. From a distance Robin watched them make her smile expand.
~*~
Devi closed the diary that she had just finished reading. He did not know that at that time the man liked his fat self. Devi cried trying to lie down hugging the old book.
"I'm sorry Jaka."
From outside Mami heard the sound of sobs crying her daughter, she also tried to brave herself, but it was prevented by the Father.
"Let it go, he's so strong to deal with all this" said the father.
"How did you know that Devi could handle all this?" ask Mami.
"Don't you see for yourself?" ask Father. The question of the Father managed to make Mami speechless, the woman chose to leave where she stood.
~*~
Devi tried to fold all the prayer tools. I looked at Devi with a smile, of course it made Devi uncomfortable.
"Bapa why the hell? Look at Devi."
My father laughed too. "It's okay, you'll only miss you when you're married."
The words of the Father made Debi speechless, looking down sad if he imagined it all.