TREASON OF LOVE

Chapter 42. I'm Not Lying

Azzura told his story on umi Qulsum without anyone being covered up again. Azzura had never previously told people about his personal problems. However, this time Azzura was confused and could not think clearly. His mind was chaotic, his sadness was so deep, even though he smiled his heart felt calm and his mind was constantly fixed on the problems he was facing.

"Azzura baby, listen to Umi, son." Umi Qulsum stroked Azzura's head which she was hugging, then released it and wiped away the tears on Azzura's cheeks. "Actually grieving is allowed and has a good impact on the body, which can cleanse toxins and evaporate pent-up emotions. However, sadness can also have a bad impact if it happens to drag on. A lingering sadness can make a person forget their Lord and hurt themselves."

"Sometimes we forget that life in this world is only temporary. And without realizing this world becomes the purpose of our lives. Though the real life we will live after dying later, namely in the afterlife. By leaning our lives in the afterlife we will be more spacious when given trials by Allah SWT. Therefore, leave everything to Allah and give it all away with a spacious chest" continued Umi Qulsum.

"Umi, to be honest, Azzura always felt unsettled, and my mind was always everywhere until I forgot my Lord. Umi, Azzura was worried, Azzura did not know what else to do. One side of Azzura hurt a lot, but on the other side Azzura still love Chiko. I'm sorry I married Chiko. I thought he was loyal, but it turns out ..." Azzura was still sobbing small. Umi Qulsum continued to rub Azzura's back trying to calm down.

"Don't regret what happened to you. When failure occurs in our lives, of course, feelings of regret will arise. Excessive regret can make us sad. Forget the mistakes that make us sad and sorry. Do your best later in the day so that the results we get will be maximum. The failure we receive should not be regretted or regretted, but make the mistake or failure as a lesson."

"We need to realize how lucky we are. Look at the people around us. There are still a lot of people less fortunate than us. Don't grieve. Make it a reference and passion to get better. Leaning to Allah is the best option and Allah will never disappoint His obedient servants. Do His commandments and surrender to Allah. Happiness will come to us."

"Everything that happens in this world is by the will of Allah SWT. Good and bad judgment - an event that happens to us is ourselves. Therefore, believe that God always gives us good. And let us lean all upon God so as not to cause disappointment."

"And do not over-love the servant of God, for it will only diminish your love for your Lord, but love your Lord they will love you. If you feel unsettled, try a lot of istighfar, dhikr, and if necessary read the Qur'an." Umi Qulsum forgets that Azzura is not like him. His name is sixty-five years old and often forgets.

"Umi, can I ask you something?"

"Of course, son. Umi will gladly give it as long as Umi can."

Azzura took a deep breath and slowly threw it away. He had already made up his mind a long time ago and only this time would he express his wish. He had already considered everything and was already thinking about the consequences he would receive. He closed his eyes and said, "Umi .. guide me in your path and teach me about your religion!

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"Azzura, you ..." Umi Qulsum could not believe all of this. Azzura decided to move? Did he not hear wrong?

"It's my decision, it's my wish from the bottom of my heart. Without coercion, without any emphasis from anyone, this is my choice and this is my belief."