Trash Like I Have New Body Goals

02. Perfect Body

The very simple dinner that Train cooked for himself was also Edo. There was no food that he could buy other than just instant noodles in it plus a few strands of vegetables as well as eggs.

Although only the food was said to be very simple but still made Ratih feel very grateful at least he could eat, also gave his grandson a meal. And happy again because Edo never complained about what he got, he always accepted it.

Their lives are very difficult let alone to buy meat or side dishes like, to buy rice for daily meals only Ratih can not afford.

Not thinking about protein to meet the needs of their bodies, not thinking about the nutritional value in the food they eat, the most important thing can eat and filling it has made Ratih happy. Actually he wanted to provide nutritious food and of course protein for Edo, but what if he could not afford it.

There were no treasures he had, there were only a few chickens that Ratih cared for behind the back door. Not only as a filler of activities but also for savings if at any time Ratih needs money and it can be sold.

Ratih continued to look at Edo who was in front of him, who was eating his homemade noodles.

Edo just continued to eat, but it was lazy to not see Ratih at all, he kept his head down. There was a sense of guilt for having spoken in such a high tone to her Grandma. Regretfully, obviously Edo was very sorry.

"Some times you mentioned you wanted to transfer schools to me. If you want to, let's move on, "Ratih said suddenly.

Although Ratih is aware that he does not have much money but for Edo's convenience in learning he will work on it, he really wants Edo to learn well and be able to be a smart person.

Edo immediately stopped eating, but kept silent did not answer but he shook his head because he did not agree with the words of Ratih.

Edo does not want to make his grandmother more burdened because of him.

Edo turned around and walked to his room and left Ratih for dinner.

Ratih was just silent, sighing long that felt heavy to see the departure of Edo with a feeling of unbearable. Although Edo did not say but he knew that he kept something, and it was very stressful for him.

"Grandma knows you, Do." she muttered very softly.

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Sitting limp Edo in the room.

"What should I do, what should I do?" muttered.

Edo cried in front of the study table as he intended to do the task. His focus was lost in the changes with the problems he was having now.

Want him to move, but he also knows moving requires a lot of money, his grandmother has no money and obviously will not be able to pay.

Not only that, but if he moved not necessarily he will get a good friend, it could be that he still got the bully from his new friend. It could be worse. Wherever he was, a weak man like himself would never escape bullying.

But, if you remember the treatment of Alex and all his friends, also remember the treatment of the more terrible little thugs who always oppress outside the school makes Edo want to give up.

'Would I rather end my life?' inner Edo. As if there was no hope.

So bleak was Edo's life, so miserable with such a terrible fate.

His heart was so depressed because of what he always got every day. So sad, so desperate that he thought it was better to end his life. Maybe it's better.

"If I were a fitness trainer? Tall, strong even taekwondo trainers for sure I can stop the bullying they always do. I can knock them out, I can knock them out in one fell swoop." he muttered again, beginning to turn from his previous wishful thinking.

The idea that knows it will never happen. But, just by dreaming can make Edo better. At least he could put aside the thought of bullying in school even if it was only for a short while.

His heart feels happy, able to bring a smile even though not how much. Edo could feel that perfection even though it was only in wishful thinking.

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Edo wriggled, his eyes starting to open and it was still midnight. Slowly Edo got down, walking lazily towards the bathroom.

His tiredness of life makes him weak now when he opens his eyes again, there is no spirit to live.

"Geez!" Edo was so shocked as he stared at the reflection of himself in front of the mirror in the bathroom. Some are different, even very different than usual.

His face turned handsome, his body also became tall also of course with muscularity.

"What's going on?" his murmur looked at him very confusedly. How could it be that while he was sleeping he was still as usual, but why did it now turn out to be so different?

Edo believed deeply and realized it was him, but the body now before him was not his own body. Then whose body?

Edo was very confused, he kept looking at himself in the mirror and also continued to recognize who was in front of him which was clearly not him. He was too perfect for his fat self and also very ugly.

"Did I go to Grandma's room to tell her?" ask him to yourself. He immediately flipped.

Edo wanted to take a step but just one step back he turned towards the mirror He was very hesitant to tell his grandmother. She was afraid that her grandmother would act like she didn't.

"What if Grandma thought she was crazy?" mumbling again. Edo continues to faze the decision of what will be taken at this time. What was clear was that he was very confused by the change in himself that had become very perfect.

"Am I just a dream?" mumbling again. Edo reflected again, showing both cheeks alternately as well as everything on his face that was very different from before.

With great hesitation and also continued to think Edo returned to his own room. But as soon as he wanted to go back to sleep he touched someone who was also sleeping on his bed, Edo was immediately surprised he was so afraid.

"He who?" Again Edo wondered, actually who was sleeping on his bed. And what really happened to her, both of them made her so confused.

Edo decided to turn on the lights to see who was on top of his bed at the moment, who was completely motionless. Is he sleeping or dead?

Clamps!

How surprised Edo was when he saw who was on the bed, it turned out to be his own body. His fat and disgusting body fell asleep on the bed so soundly.

"What's going on?" Edo was confused by what had happened to him. Why is he in two different bodies.

"Who is this?" he said by pointing to himself who is aware now.

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