Trapped in Love in an Old Match

the chapter 50

Arriving at Thania's house, I went straight in because the house was not locked. Seeing Thania sleeping, wrapped in a blanket all over her body.

I put my suitcase next to the closet, then approached Thania holding her hot forehead.

I went down to the kitchen to get warm water, to compress Thania's forehead.

After compressing Thania, I made her porridge for lunch.

"Body you're still sick, if I still take you to the doctor?"

"No, maybe I'm just a little soy. Tomorrow also healed, I'm sorry I told you to go home early in the morning. Surely you're there again to gather with your family."

"Yes no papa, the important thing is that you are healthy first." I said, while feeding the porridge of Thania's mouth.

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Two days passed, I sat on a chair facing the window outside reading a romance novel. Enjoying the slow rain showdown, time still shows at 05:00. It was still morning that made the atmosphere more beautiful.

"Dania's."

I turned to Thania and looked back at the novel in front of me.

"It's for you." Thania gave me a cup of tea. "When will it rain?"

I closed the novel and put it on the table, then drank the shit that Thania made me. "Why? you want to go to work again?"

"Yes." Yeah."

"Is it really healing?"

"Yes Dania. If not yet I will not go to work, anyway at home it even makes me sicker. All I do is sleep, I'd better work."

"Yes, but if you're dizzy again you just take a break."

"Yes." Yeah."

At 07:30 I arrived at work, I immediately changed my clothes with work clothes. Put all the stuff in the locker.

I took over the tray given by a chef, gave him the no 2 shirt.

"Good fun." I said as I flashed a forced smile. Then back again to the kitchen with an empty tray.

"Dania, you give this drink to table no.6 huh."

"Ready." I said in a limp tone, then stepped my feet towards table no.4.

Brucks

I accidentally bumped into and spilled the orange juice I brought to a man in front of me.

"Where are you, look at this. My clothes are so wet and dirty." said a man in a high tone.

"Sorry sir, I didn't intentionally" I said with my head lowered.

"Not intentionally what the hell, your eyes do not see yes there are people."

"Sorry what's wrong?" andi suddenly came, out of nowhere.

"Once again I'm sorry, later I'll be responsible-"

"....."

After the prayer I sat in the back seat, lamenting my life and Rangga's.

"Has Rangga been taking care of our divorce papers?"

I haven't seen him in two days, after the incident at Mom's.

"Dania's." Andi greeted me by patting me on the shoulder, it shocked me.

"Ha-iya what's wrong?"

"You're why the rich haven't focused so much. Is there a problem?"

"No, I'm fine." I said with a smile.

"You can't lie to me, how else do you feel. Come with me yuk."

Andi pulled my hand, taking me away in her car. Andi stopped his car on the side of the road.

We walk to the edge of the lake, then ride the raft on the lake.

"You can't pretend to be strong let alone happy in front of others. Now here you can shout as loudly as possible, so that all the burden you think is reduced."

I looked at Andi. "How can you tell if I'm thinking something."

"So calm down, I do this a lot."

I nodded, then gave a small smile to Andi.

Aaaaaaa.

Aaaaaaa.

I screamed as loud as I could, when the second scream, I couldn't hold back my tears so I shed my tears in front of Andi.

Andi held my shoulder, put my head on her shoulder. "Where? is it relieved now?"

I took a breath, then opened my eyes to Andi.

I smiled at him, then wiped my tears.

"Thank you, now I'm relieved."

"Now if you want to tell me the same, I don't mind, I'm ready to listen to all your stories."

I let go of Andi's hand, then sat on the raft's edge. "You know my marriage is not based on love but on matchmaking. And I know the consequences, I can't force Rangga to love me. But I can't just let her go either."

"Why? do you love him?"

"I don't know, I'm just thinking about Mom's feelings. I don't want to see Mom and her late father Rangga disappointed."

Very good of you, if I were in the position of Rangga I would never make you disappointed, Andi said in his heart.