Trapped in Love in an Old Match

chapter 48's

"The host will begin, you're told to join."

"Yes a minute."

I waited for Rangga who was closing the leptop, while checking my hanphone.

After Rangga finished cleaning his desk, Rangga and I came out of the room.

I averted my gaze as Rangga gave her palm to me.

"Come on."

I shook my head in wonder. Then put my hanphone on the bed.

"I'm your husband, isn't it wrong if I hold your hand?"

I was still silent, for wonder. Rangga immediately pulled my hand and told me to stand up. "Udah come on."

I stood up and walked parallel to Rangga.

"I want you to stop working there."

I stopped my steps. "Why?"

"I can support you, even more and I'll fix everything. I'm your husband."

How many times has he told me that and convinced me that he would fix this marriage. But he also destroyed everything.

"Stop saying that you're my husband. (I'm breathing) I don't want to talk about that right now."

"Why, you're still angry about what happened back then."

"I'm saying I don't want to talk about it right now. Suddenly my stomach hurts, you're ahead. Tell Mom I want to rest."

"You want a divorce?"

I held back my tears from falling, took a deep breath and turned my eyes upward.

"I never want a divorce, but if you want I'll take it."

I let go of Rangga's hand, then returned to the room. I held back my tears from falling, I immediately laid my body on the bed, curled up like a baby and lamented.

I hate this, I have to cry again because of that man.

Before long I heard the sound of the door opening, I quickly wiped my tears, then closed my eyes. Let them think I'm asleep.

"Dania, I know you haven't slept" she said followed by the sound of the bed next to me, I still kept quiet and closed my eyes.

"Dania, wakeup. I want to talk." he said once more while holding my shoulder. This time I took a breath and opened my eyes.

"Speak what else?"

"Sit down."

I sat down and leaned my body.

"You're right, marriage is nonsense, marriage is only on paper and all that happens is an argument. I'll give you freedom, I'll take care of our divorce papers as soon as possible."

"Dania's."

"Ha, what's wrong?" I woke up from my daydream.

"Aren't you with me?"

I looked at Rangga, he looked at me seriously. "I am scared and I accept your decision. I can't make people fall in love with me."

The sound of the door opening again, now Mom's coming into my room. I try to be calm.

"Rangga, Dania, have been waiting for you since I was still in the room."

"I-I." I answered Mom while thinking.

"Dania has a stomachache, so I can't attend the event and I'll take care of Dania. Sorry, ma'am."

I looked at Rangga, he answered Mom's question with an adult.

"Ouh, if that's what you take care of Dania aja no papa really. Dania you're healing fast yes, yes you've come out again yes."

"Yes, Mom."

I was still staring at Rangga. "Why don't you join them out there."

"I still have a lot to do."

I nodded, I guess Rangga really cares about me as it turns out he is busy with his work. Ah this marriage is about to end, so don't expect more.

I went back to my sleeping position, pulled the blanket and put my hand under my head. Likewise with Rangga, he again faced the leptopnya.

My tears came back, as I remembered the incident.

Maybe I'm the one who hopes too much for Rangga and this marriage.

......The most painful thing is to hope for people.......

It seems like Rangga is watching me from behind. I want to look at him for a while.

I tried to close my eyes to fall asleep, but I couldn't.

I heard the sound of the bed next to me, Rangga muali sleeping behind me. The atmosphere in the quiet room maybe Rangga is asleep, I hear a noise outside, maybe the BBQ party is over. Karan is now at 11:05, I decided to get out of the room and help Mom get things done.

"Where are you going?"

It turned out that Rangga had not slept either, as I opened the door he rebuked me.

"You haven't slept? I'm gonna help you out."

"You're sick again, let's have people out there helping me."

"I'm better." Actually, I wasn't really sick just that I was lazy to talk about the problem.

I opened the door and followed Mom outside.