Trapped in Love in an Old Match

32. Do you love me

After Thania left, I went somewhere. Yes I went to my parents' grave, there I can confide in all I want.

I didn't feel like I was in my parents' grave for 1 hour. I decided to go home.

Brug

I fell when I hit someone in front of me, He stretched out his hand to me.

"Thank you I could be alone." I was shocked to see who this person before me was. "Andi?"

"Dania, we just happened to meet here."

"You're not here?" I smiled

"Go to my father's grave."

"Your father is...."

"Yes my father died 3 months ago, yesterday I went to your cafe. But you weren't there."

"Yes, I know from my mom. Why are you going to my Caffe?"

"We talked there. While drinking."

Andi pointed to one of the stalls across the street.

Me and Andi walked towards the shop.

Andi is my friend from Smp to High School, we used to be close even very close. But since we graduated High School Andi's parents knew our closeness and there Andi's parents told Andi to stay away from me. Because they don't think I'm on the same level as their family.

I saw the clock on the wall of the stall, already showing it at 17:40. Immediately azan mahrib, I pay to Andi to go home.

Andi also offered me to go home together, but I refused to be afraid later Rangga saw.

"Thank you sir." I gave the money to the taxi driver, after I got out of the car.

"Where have you been?"

When I opened the door, it turned out that Rangga was already on the living room sofa. I tried to calm down, Rangga approached me and was right in front of me until there was no distance between me and Rangga.

"It's none of your business." I put my eyes on Rangga's face and then on the floor.

"Obviously it's my business, 'cause you're my wife."

"Wife? which man could make out with another woman in front of his wife. Do you deserve to be considered a husband."

Rangga let out a long breath and then left in front of me. "okkey. I'm sorry."

"I'm sorry? never apologize if you repeat the same mistake."

I went into the room, as I went my tears fell down my cheeks. I wiped my tears after opening the door.

"Dania, I'm really sorry about you." Rangga held my hand

"I'll forgive you but not for now. It is not entirely your fault, only I am too stupid and too trusting in your words. I'd like to ask you, do you often treat me to other women out there?"

"I don't know you just reached our secretary. The one I want to ask you. Have you ever loved me?"

Rangga pointed towards the wall and hit the wall of the room. "Honestly, I don't love you completely. I've been trying to love you but I can't. I'm sorry."

"I like it when you're honest, so I wouldn't expect more of you."

"If you want to sue cer..."

Stop don't continue that

"I will never admit that, even if you want to betray this marriage." I cut off Rangga's conversation and took the suitcase on top of the closet, and put my clothes in it.

"Where are you going?"

"I want to go first, just relax I will not tell mom or mom about this. So you just calm down."

"But where are you going, it's late at night. Let me go."

"No, I'm going to go to my friend's house."

I took my suitcase and left the house. In the taxi I tried to call Thania and ask her for her address.

Tok.tokk.

I knocked on Thania's door.

"Dania, you brought a suitcase? let's go in first!"

"Can I stay here?"

"By the guy but my contract is not big. No papa?"

"No papa, thank you."

Contract that has 2 floors, but small size. There are only 1 room in this rented is above, and below is the living room and kitchen.

"Have you spoken to Rangga?"

"It was, but my heart hurt too much to see him, and I decided to leave the house. Let me calm myself down."

"Mom do you know about this?"

"No, Mom and Mama Rangga no one knows. Their kasian if you know must be very sad, especially her mother Rangga must be very disappointed with her son."

"You are so good, still think of Rangga's mother as well."

"I've considered Rangga's mother like my own mother."

"Yes, you sleep, let your heart be calm."

Before I go to the bathroom to clean up. After that I slept next to Thania who was already sound asleep.