
In the morning, Vin woke up early. He was so excited and cooked and prepared the equipment that would be used for his son to go to school. This was his first experience accompanying a child going to school.
Because of her spirit, Tamara who slept well was awakened by it. Tamara even wants to laugh when she sees Vin wearing a pink Hello Kitty apron. It was in stark contrast to his muscular body and his arrival as a soldier.
"So excited, you even prepared a lot before sunrise."
Hearing his wife's voice, Vin turned around. He was surprised his wife was behind him. "Did I wake you up? I'm sorry, I'm too excited about this."
"Well, you're too excited. Dave's just gonna go to school, nothing too special. So you just relax and get the potluck ready."
Finished with the breakfast he made, Vin also put the provisions in a small bag. He also prepared milk and some fruits. After that he approached Tamara and smiled.
"Today is very special Tamara. Today is the first day our son goes to school. You remember, we were raised in an orphanage. We go to school with no parents to take us and no supplies to bring. But look now, our son is going to kindergarten. A place we couldn't enjoy before, he'd go to school with supplies and we'd deliver."
Everything feels so beautiful, but Vin knows that there is a wound behind it. Both were raised in orphanages. They go to elementary school and never enjoy what is called kindergarten.
There is no rice or bread. They will only be given a dime to buy fried foods as provisions to prop up the stomach. Vin always remembered that he had to do his friend's job to earn extra money. Sometimes he will go home in the afternoon because he has to work odd jobs to increase the income of the home.
Don't tell me Vin is a good guy. He was once a copet, a thief even a city. He had tried many things to keep her alive for a long time.
Tamara is in her life. She is beautiful and has a quiet personality. Because her beauty makes many men want her, but sometimes done by bullying or harassing. This made Vin always protect him in many ways. He grew up and realized that he loved her.
Tamara makes Vin have dreams to make a family. He was determined to find a normal job and start a more stable life. And the only way he knows is to be a soldier.
After he succeeded, he married the woman and took her far away. At the time, Tamara was still underage. Now she looks so grown up and is now the mother of her children.
Vin never dared to dream of starting a family, but this woman managed to make him decide to marry and have children. Tamara is the most valuable person in her life. And their children they are the most beautiful gifts Tamara has given to decorate her bleak life.
"Tamara, I still didn't expect us to be parents now. We were very young when we got married. We have to leave the orphanage without knowing where to go. Now we have a better home than that orphanage, and our food is delicious and nutritious. We can also send our children to kindergarten."
"You know Tamara, I feel so proud today. My son will go to school and I will take him. It makes me feel so successful as a father. I raised my son with a lot of affection, enough material and a warm home. He felt what I wanted when I was a kid. The thing I wanted the most when I was in the orphanage. That place, that place was very bad and made me feel lonely for a long time. Even so I'm grateful to have lived there, because there I can meet you."
Vin gave a lot of affection to his son and wife. All of that as a form of revenge for a desire that he could never achieve while in an orphanage. It used to be that little Vin wanted to go play in kindergarten, and now Dave would feel it. Vin used to want to be escorted by his parents to go to school, now Vin will take his son to school. Vin used to want to bring supplies to school, now he cooks provisions for Dave to be eaten at school.
But only Tamara knows that if she is not here, then most likely Dave will feel the coldness of the orphanage, just like what Tamara and Vin felt as a child.
Dave in his previous life, had to be willing to be abandoned by his father and mother at a young age. He was sent to an orphanage and bullied there. He even committed many crimes that resulted in him being involved in criminal matters.
If Vin knows the end of his son. Can she still cry happily?
Could Vin be so proud and call himself a successful father?
Tamara couldn't imagine how Vin would feel if he found out that when he returned, he would hear his wife get pregnant and die, and his son ended up in an orphanage.
Tamara wondered how much pain Vin had experienced in his previous life. What he did when he found out his wife and son were gone. Whether he lived for a long time, or whether he cried as he does now. Or maybe he forgets about it and starts a new life.
Tamara asks the radish system, what was Vin's death like in his previous life.
'system, in the original manuscript. What was Vin's life like after my death?'
The radish system.' in the original manuscript, it is not described how Vin lived his life after knowing that you died. Because in the original script, Vin never came back and he died on the mission. But since the host had already completed two missions, there were some leaks related to the unwritten script about Vin's death'.
'then tell me, what kind of death did Vin experience in his previous life?'.
The system fell silent for a while and just typed a few words and let Tamara read it herself. When she saw the writing, Tamara cried in silence. He did not expect a man as great as this would end up in such a painful way.
'suicide'