Transmigration of Young Mother Candidates

Vin's Fear

"why keep looking at me?"

Vin's eyes continued to be fixed on Tamara's face who was smiling at him. Looks beautiful and charming, but makes Vin's eyes reddened because it holds back tears. He could not imagine how many tears had fallen in such beautiful eyes. Vin forced himself to smile and shake his head.

"none. I'm just glad to see you're okay."

After that Vin approached and hugged his wife tightly. He leaned against Tamara's shoulder and breathed more, breathing more, he filled his chest with a lot of air recalling just a moment ago his chest was a little claustrophobic when he found out what Tamara and Dave had been through all this time.

Vin can feel that Tamara is a little tense as he hugs her, which makes Vin realize that Tamara is a little unfamiliar with her existence. Tamara used to be softer in her arms as if she were the safest place in the world. But now he can see Tamara wants to take off her arms as if uncomfortable and does not want to be in her arms anymore.

Tamara realizes that her feelings for Vin are completely unusual. Perhaps this was the feeling that had been left behind by the original owner, thus making Tamara so long for this man's embrace. But Tamara is not used to it, she is not used to relying on others. Although Tamara had to get used to it, but she felt that it took a lot of time.

But Vin seemed reluctant to take off his arms, hugging him tighter and breathing more air around his neck. When Tamara felt uncomfortable and would protest at Vin's actions, Tamara felt that her neck was a little wet.

"You crying?"

"Emm..."

"Why are you crying?"

"none. I just feel that this hug is really comfortable."

Tamara laughed, knowing that Vin felt more than that. "Do you think I believe?"

"Mara..."

Vin's voice sounded hoarse and heavy. She cried more and it made Tamara feel heartbroken. He could not imagine how a man in the complete uniform of a soldier, he looked gallant and dignified would cry in his arms.

"Tamara.." said Vin calling once more.

"What's wrong?"

Hearing Tamara's reply, Vin cried more. She hugged Tamara as if she wanted to put Tamara in her bones. He does not care about his pride falling or his wife crumbling in front of the wife. He just wanted to cry and whine in front of Tamara as a form of helplessness. She is helpless without Tamara in her life.

"I'm scared... I'm afraid you can't answer my call anymore. I'm afraid your body is getting cold. How can I live if it really happens..."

Vin's fear was so great when he learned that Tamara's heart had stopped when she was not at his side. Tamara cries all night longing for him, and their only child must struggle to become more mature in order to carry out the task that should be on his shoulders.

Tamara had never experienced anything like this, where she was so appreciated by others. Where there is a man who will tell him that he cannot live if he really does not exist. Where there is someone who will depend on him and hope his life will be long.

This feeling was so foreign that it made Tamara difficult to deal with it. Tamara was only able to gently stroke her husband's shoulder while whispering softly. "But I can still answer all your calls and my body is still warm right now."

Vin took off his arms and looked at Tamara. Her tear-red eyes looked so pitiful. As he gets closer to his wife's little lips, Tamara immediately backs off and pushes Vin away. This made Vin heartbroken and immediately apologized.

"Sorry..."

A husband who wants to kiss his wife's lips and is rejected. Vin should be angry, but the man apologized. This makes Tamara feel bad, but who told her to be a virgin ting-ting. He has never kissed any man in his entire life. For him men are not important, so it is only natural that he has 0% experience when it comes to men.

But when she saw Vin's sad face, Tamara ventured to kiss him on the cheek.

It was the first time Tamara had kissed a man's cheek and it had managed to put him in such shame. His face became redder and he was misbehaving. This made Vin laugh and hug her once again.

Tamara's shy and reserved behavior today reminds Vin of when they were just dating first. Now Vin realizes that Tamara never seems to change. It was just circumstances that made him become injured and adapt.

Now Vin is committed to maintaining his wife's mental health. Occasionally consult a psychologist. He did not want his wife to lose her sanity just because of her past actions. Moreover, their children are still very small, they need Tamara much more than her.

No matter what mental illness Tamara is suffering from right now, but one thing is certain Vin will always be by her side.

After that he let Tamara rest and put up a blanket for her. After making sure his wife was really asleep, Vin came out of the room because he was afraid his voice would disturb his deep sleep.

Vin's melancholic face had previously been lost in the swallow of the earth. Now his eyes had become so sharp and cold as if he was going to kill someone afterwards. The dark aura emanated all over his body illustrating how furious he was at this moment.

While away from Tamara's room, Vin opens his phone and calls someone.

"Where are you now?"

"I'm playing with Dave."

From the sound of their laughter, Vin can clearly tell that they are having fun. But Vin is currently trying to break someone's neck, so he doesn't care what Dharma is doing right now.

"Take Dave back and let him rest with his mother. And you, face me immediately after. After that answer all the questions I ask, the answer is good because otherwise... I can't guarantee your safety."

Dharma immediately turned off his phone. Cold sweat filled his body. He knows that these moments are coming, where Vin will be angry after knowing what happened to Tamara. This made Dharma inexplicably want to make a will now, considering he was unsure whether or not he could return home safely.