
Bella sat there thinking about something that was dancing inside her brain. Now his mind continues to fly thinking about what the doctor said about his health report.
"Why is it like this? why does happiness seem reluctant to side with me, what's my fault in the past." Bella clenched her fingers and rubbed her face withstanding all the sadness that was in her heart at this moment.
As hard as Bella held back her tears of sadness, but in the end she cried not strong to stem all alone.
"No! this can't happen." Shouted Bella frustrated.
"Bella! Bella relax!" Bagas ran over to Bella who now looks very shocked.
"Bella," Bagas brought Bella into his arms to make her feel a little calmer.
"Everything will be fine, don't be sad I'm sure you can get through all this. " Bagas stroked Bella's long hair with tenderness until Bella felt calm and fell asleep in her arms.
Slowly Bagas laid Bella's body slowly. "What a pity on you is Bella, too many things you've been through." Mumbled Bagas who now gently rubbed the peaceful face of Bella who was sleeping soundly.
"Don't fear Bella, don't ever consider yourself alone in this world. There is still me who will accept all your shortcomings and advantages." Bagas dipped Bella's hand with full softness.
Unknowingly, now he also fell asleep next to Bella with his hands interlocked.
"No....! nein! away from me!" Bella screamed as she had a nightmare to wake up Bagas, who was next to her.
"Bella drink! pull yourself up." Bagas kept trying to make Bella feel calm. But Bella increasingly sobbing to express all the sadness that she was feeling at this time, Bella felt very shocked and hit by what had happened to her.
"Bagas, why did all this happen to me? why would they hide something so big from me." Bella pulled the collar of Bagas's shirt with such a heartbreaking cry.
Bagas again hugged Bella with tightly clenched hands. "What a foolish man who has wasted a wife as good as you." Last night Bagas looked after Bella who kept crying and expressed sadness in her heart.
***
After a few days, Bella shut herself down. A flat face without a smile dominated Bella with her new appearance.
"Mama, did you take the medicine?" Zayn asked who was now approaching the mother with a glass of guava juice in her hand.
"Look at me I've made my favorite juice" said Zayn who now deliberately gave so many questions to the mother.
Zayn felt very confused, because after that day, Zayn felt that his mother had changed drastically. Various questions began to appear in Zayn's mind at this time.
"Thank you son," Bella took the juice in her son's hand and kept it on the table.
"Why didn't mom drink it straight?" Zayn looked at the mama who now resumed his daydream.
Zayn really did not understand what was in the mind of his mother who now looks so much burden in her mind.
"Mama will drink it later, baby." Bella slightly raised the corner of her lips to look at the son.
"All right then." Sahut Zayn with his weak tone. Now the boy also looks moody and sad to make Bella start frowning.
Bella understood what was in her son's mind at the moment. Bella quickly gulped down the juice brought her son for her.
"It's over, is Zayn happy now?" Ask Bella who is now brandishing her empty glass.
Zayn smiled at that, and now he began to nod his head with sparkling eyes.
"Why is Zayn bored?" Bella asked back.
"Of course, it's been a few days that we just sit quietly at home without any activities other than learning and playing games." Zayn began his protest with slightly pursed lips.
Bella smiled and shook her head, Bella knew Zayn was trying to comfort her at the moment. "I'm sorry, son,"
"Why mom's apologizing to me, let's do something." Zayn led the mother to the balcony.
"Look there's a rainbow." Zayn exclaimed that the color curvature had almost disappeared.
"Do you know what the rainbow is different from your mom?"
"What is that son?"
"The rainbow is the best and most magical color in the world because the rainbow comes to show its beautiful colors after the storm passes. So also with mom, mom is the most magical and best mama for me, thank you mama has become the most beautiful color in my life. Zayn dear mama." Zayn also gave a heart-shaped picture to the mother.
"Thank you dear." Bella aligns her body to embrace the son full day.
"Sama-sama, but mama should also thank Uncle Bagas, because he knows there is a beautiful rainbow there." Said Zayn with his innocent face.
"Bagas? where did Bagas mama not see it?" Bella asked with a confused face.
"I'm here. " Excited Bagas who now walked over to Bella and Zayn who were now staring at him.
"Since when have you been here, how did I just see you?" Bella looked at the face of her best friend who had been helping her with sincerity.
"A few minutes ago." Answer Bagas with his leisure. "How are you doing? are you well?" Ask Bagas who is now ruffling Zayn's hair with anxiety.
"Uncle stop it, you're gonna ruin my beautiful hairdo." Upset Zayn who was now a little away from where Bagas was standing.
"Bas on you." Bagas giggled amusedly when he saw the expression on Zayn's face that was immediately bent and passed away leaving the room.
"Hey you look so sweet when you're angry like that." Say Bagas a little teasing Zayn.
While Bella who saw it just smiled and shook her head.
"She's so funny when she's angry, just like you." Said Bagas who was now carried holding his stomach which began to feel cramped because he continued to laugh.
Bella stared at Bagas very intensely. "If Bagas were to become Zayn's father, they might be the ideal child and father. But, unfortunately that man is your father." Bella began to shed her tears slowly.
"Your work! you've been hiding something this big from me. What is your intention and purpose in doing this to me?" Various kinds of questions again appeared to fill Bella's mind.
"Are you thinking about that again?" Tanya Bagas surprises Bella from her long daydream.
"Do I need to report the man to the police?"
"Don't! don't do that." Bella held back her best friend's footsteps, who was about to leave the room.
"Why?! Do you still love her, Bella?" tanya Bagas who was now starting to suppress her words. But Bella did not answer anything to make Bagas more convinced that until now Bella's love is only for her husband.
Seriate