
Mulan walked here and there in her husband's room fretfully. It had been almost half an hour he had been waiting for Rama with his thoughts muddled.
Mulan did not expect Rama to know the things that he had kept from her so soon.
Mulan feels that Rama will be very angry and disappointed to have lied to her and as if using Rama as her shield in her revenge mission.
"Lo why?" Rama goes into his room to find Mulan walking around like a daze.
"Why what?" mulan asked back, trying to look ordinary.
"Why mondar mandir. There are no chairs here?"
"No pa-pa, I'm sitting up. Why did you tell me to come here?" Rama smiled, dropping himself on the bed.
"Here..," call Rama patting the pillow beside him.
"Well?"
"Here you go." - Rama patted the pillow next to him.
Mulan clucked, walked slowly towards her husband and sat at the bedside. "Here I am, I don't want to be there" he said cautiously.
"Are you sure you don't want to come here?" sahut Rama is full of meaning.
"Must, well I slept there the same Lo?! Oh, by the way, what do you want to say!" annoyed Mulan feels Rama deliberately toying with her.
"Gue count to three. If Lo is still not here, I will surely drag Lo from there and we will skip tonight without clothes!" raama began to count.
"One, two—"
"Yes, yeah. I'm there!" Mulan rushed up to the bed, approaching Rama who was lying there.
Rama smiled triumphantly, pulling Mulan's waist closer as Mulan lay beside him.
"Gue seneng if Lo obeys this way as I, Lan..," said Rama positioned their bodies comfortably.
"You want what, really?" tanya Mulan is treated this way by Rama.
"Lo ever heard the term pillow talk, right? About the two of us will be like that tonight." kekeh Rama sounded joking.
Mulan frowned, not understanding the intention of the man who was hugging her possessively.
"Gue doesn't know English if you forget!" cynical Mulan is upset.
Rama immediately laughed and kissed the top of his wife's head involuntarily. "Yes I know, I just want to tell you if we are now talking from heart to heart. I want Lo to be comfortable with me on the bed with the position we are mutually curling like this, Lan..," he explained.
"Ck, this is not a comfortable name. But get a chance!" the sarcas of Mulan pinched Rama's waist.
"Aww .. sick, Lan," ringis Rama.
"Bodo!"
"Ish, same husband himself is so evil, anyway?" luh Rama.
Mulan snorted, lazily replying to Rama's words again. Both are silent for a few minutes with equally pounding heartbeats.
Damnit damnit! Base seeds can not be in the decetin females daftar! Rama's annoyance cleared his throat trying to expel the strange thoughts that possessed him.
"So, you want to talk? Ato I'm the first?" Rama opened his voice after a long time of silence.
Mulan was immediately nervous with an increasingly crazy heartbeat, anxious if this man would ask her all sorts of questions and to accuse her of being a no-no.
"Mo say what?" mulan asked pretending not to understand.
"It's me first." Rama let go of his embrace, retreating to make it easier to look at Mulan's beautiful face.
"Hi, my name is Rama. I am the first of two children, born in Indonesia and mostly in Germany, and also have a perfect family. If we become a dekette temen, you want me to win the same deket?" Rama stretched out his hand, intending to shake Mulan's hand. The woman was just gawking, confused by the man in front of her.
"We don't know very well, do we? Today I want us to meet and find out about each of us, Lan. Do you want to?" Rama still extended a hand, waiting for Mulan to return her greeting.
Their eyes met with different eyes. Mulan hesitantly raised her hand back to Rama's hand which immediately smiled happily at Mulan.
"Gue Mulan, an orphan who had a father but never confessed. My mother died when I was eight years old. I grew up with my stepmother's family and can only menggerasin delicious school until second grade SD. After my mother died and dropped out of school, I could only be babu at my father's house and sometimes have to be hungry for days. I was locked up in a dark room full of rats for a month and was also doused in hot water until my hands and feet blistered. Lucky during my torture, I had one housekeeper who always helped me and protected me from the cruel family of my stepmother. For now, it's just him that I consider the only family I have left in this world...." Mulan could not continue her words anymore.
Her beautiful eyes began to heat up with something that forced her to come out of there. Mulan could not hide the sadness she had been harboring for so many years.
Mulan has forgotten what happiness is, in her life she only remembers one word that is suffering.
Since her mother died there was no longer someone who truly loved her sincerely. Mulan feels her world is coming to an end since the woman who gave birth to her has gone forever from her side.
"Look, Lan." said Rama suddenly. "Nangis if you want to cry. Spill out everything you feel. I'm here with you, I'm always ready to be a backstop for Lo's life."
Mulan smiled with a warm heart. His tears immediately seeped out upon hearing Rama's words.
Is it true that he can make Rama the back of his life? It felt like hoping to get that far was impossible for him. Mulan felt her life was already too full of suffering, happy she might never deserve it until anytime.
Mulan just wants to spill what she felt all along on someone, sharing a story with a truly sincere person to her. Whether it was Rama or not, but being beside Rama a little bit has made Mulan's heart calm and comfortable.
The presence of Rama has given a lot of fresh air in his heart that feels crowded all this time. Mulan only hoped that Rama would feel the same way as her.
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His dad Mulan 🥺