Three Hearts are Sick

Three Hearts are Sick
Chapter 93



''Later in the night, there will be many of my friends who will be here tonight, can you help maam and aunt in the kitchen, there will be Hanny and Blue too,'' jigar said to divert the conversation which he also did not like the discussion that Zahra said.


''Alright, soon I will be kedapur, whether Miss Hanny has restrictions on food or you know her favorite food, let me make it too, ''' said Zahra, which he remembers aka the incident where Hanny got a disappointment from Blue by snapping because at that time he had allergies but still he ate it.


''No, he likes all the food, '' said Jigar, smiling.


'Why will this be my karma later, will I get a clash of Jigar when Miss Hanny gets into trouble in her food, oh my God, I'm so scared,'bathin Zahra continued to step into the kitchen and preach what Jigar told his mother and aunt.


''Do not kahwatiir, Mama and aunty have often arrived them, so mama has memorized their favorite food, you sit down let mama and aunt do it, ''' said his mother Jigar


''Zahra wants to help mama, who knows Zahra can be smart to cook later, said Zahra while standing near her mother-in-law, not without reason Zahra wants to linger in the kitchen, he felt uncomfortable when he saw Jigar always staring at him.


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''Jigar invited me, Are you invited too?'' asked Bru while unbuttoning his clothes one by one.


''Yes, many friends are invited, all bring a partner as well, ''' said Hanny while slinging a change of clothes for Blue.


''Oh, I thought there would be a family meeting, maybe a coworking meeting huh?'' blue Tanya


''Perhaps also mas, '' said Hanny while taking Blue dirty clothes and taking her to the dirty clothes.


''Mother wants to take us on vacation, Has Mother talked to you?'' blue Tanya


''Already, mas. Initially the date was in conjunction with the hospital event, but Mommy said she would withdraw, Hanny replied.


''Are you still getting over to me?'' blue Tanya


''Angry how does it mean mas?'' ask Hanny


''Anger would happen a few weeks ago, '' said Blue


''We agreed not to discuss it, we should learn from Jigar and Zahra, they sacrificed for us, I just felt uncomfortable with Zahra, Mas,'' said Hanny who is now sitting on the edge of the bed.


''I am the one who caused this all, I will apologize to him later tonight, said Blue


''Jigar will misunderstand again, and will think if you still have a relationship, said Hanny who was justified by Blue, Jigar people easily judge someone from what he saw, said Hanny, but not everything he sees is in accordance with reality.


Blue approached Hanny and sat down below her, holding Hanny's hands together and looking at Hanny's face.


''Jigar still believes in me, but I hope you believe in me, said Blue


''I believe, yes already there shower first, the water will be cold, I will make coffee first, ''' said Hanny.


At first Hanny was reluctant to believe, but she was tired of fighting with her own heart, nor could she always be in a state of anger and resentment, she needed calmness, she needed peace, slowly Blue continues to convince Hanny if she will no longer repeat the same mistakes, even Blue never memegnag his counsel when at home, he always spent time with Hanny.


It may be true, one thousand of our virtues will be blinded by the small mistakes we make. Blue loves Zahra wrong Blue is married to Hanny, Love is wrong because they only judge from one side, do they judge from the side of Blue and Zahra. Here everyone only judges from the side of Hanny who was hurt, when the most hurt was Zahra and Blue.


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''Well, say you want to see Zahra, right?'' jigar's mama tease makes Zahra immediately sculpted because of embarrassment.


'Where there is a child who wants to see me, he hates me the most, 'bathin Zahra


''What are you cooking?'' asked Jigar, whose body was almost attached to Zahra's body from behind.


''Rendang mas, he said Miss Hanny really likes Rendang, but if something goes wrong, I can say, uca Zahra who sounded nervous.


''It smells good, can I taste it?'' ask Jigar.


Seeing his son's nteraksi, his mother Jigar and his aunt ergi and left them both.


Her mother Jigar and her aunt now take care of the dining table.


''The lady could have, '' said the aunt


''Let it go, Bi. Jigar was too stiff on Zahra, kashan the child was like depressed, said his mother Jigar.


''They got married suddenly, madam. Naturally, if it is still stiff, but seeing Mr. Jigar who approached Miss Zahra duuan, aunty sure soon there will be seeds of love between them, said the aunt


''Ah, aunt pinter once anyway, hopefully yes bi, hopefully misunderstandings flattered them soon disappear, and they can live a normal life like a couple in general, husband and wife in general, I like Zahra bi, from the beginning I did not believe the accusations that Jigar made if Zahra was the destroyer of Blue and Hanny relationship, if I think ... here the selfish is the wishes of Blue parents, he who forced Blue to marry Hanny when Blue has Zahra in his life, should be the most pity here is Zahra, he is from the ordinary, he is from the ordinary, must have lost if you have to fight mas Tara, said Mama Jigar


''Everyone's way of life is different huh, Nya,'' said aunty while cleaning the dining table.


On the other hand, Zahra picked up a soft Jigar rendang with a little rice according to Jigar's request.


''How does it feel, sir? Does it match Miss Hanny's favorite?'''ask Zahra


''Why do you always put Hanny's favorite first? Why don't you ask about my likes at all?'' jigar asked, standing right in front of Zahra


''Because here the most special guest is Miss Hanny, '' said Zahra quietly but still clearly in Jigar's ears, Zahra was bowed holding something that could have fallen down hard.


Jigar placed the plate he was holding and pulled Zahra's body in his arms, as Zahra's body froze.


''You want to cry? cry, do not be held, said Jigar make Zahra really shed his tears.


''I'm afraid, I'm afraid to make a mistake, I'm afraid there will be a problem later so that you will think badly of me again, I apologize first sir, I beg you not to be angry with me if there is my sister, I'm afraid that you will not, I beg you if in his presence you are gentle with me, I beg you, sir, I am fine if you are angry with me when we are both but not in the presence of my brother. At the banquet later, may I not be present?'' asked Zahra in her sobs.


''Why ''Why?'' ask Jigar


''I don't want to make mistakes, I don't want to get any more misunderstandings, I'm tired sir, I'm tired of being the one who keeps getting blamed, I'm tired of you accusing me of the no-no, I'm tired of everything, sir Zahra said


''Can you let me go after this, I promise to disappear from this city, if I can I will stay in the village, if I am no longer seen by you,'' zahra said as she ventured into Jigar's eyes.


Slowly Jigar wiped Zahra's tears with his two thumbs


'What did you say? You're my wife for you, bathin Jigar, I'd love Jigar to say that to Zahra, but those words seem to be stuck in her throat.