
blue and Hannia are both silent at what Hanni's mother said, Hanny really doesn't know what else to say, being hurt twice with the same thing is something Hanni can't just forget. Kadag love makes us stupid, as Jigar did, he loves Hanny so much, just because of that love, he wants to marry a woman who is a hindrance to Hanny being happy.
As time went on, Blue returned empty-handed, Hanni still did not give an astute answer
it will be his invitation to refer, without them knowing that the marriage of Jigar and Zahra will already happen.
''Salam aunty, greetings uncle, '' said Zahra as Jigar took her to see her parents.
''I lived first, uca Jigar while leaving Zahra below with her parents. Mama Jigar understand, if Zahra is not a woman who like gosiberakannya, maybe both of them still can not erase the taste, but Zahra does not deserve to be the main suspect for this matter.
''Sit down, boy!'' said Jigar's mother.
''Thank you aunt, '' said Zahra while sitting next to her mother Jigar.
''Are you ready for the wedding tomorrow, because auntie knows very well you and Jigar are not ready for this marriage, Jigar silly reasons for the person she loves, but sacrifice your happiness,'' said Jigar's mother.
''For me marriage is a very sacred thing, no matter the reason this marriage happens, I will always try to give my best to Jigar, even though we do not know each other, he said, maybe with this gossip about me outside can be dim, but aunt, I also can not force someone to like me, or prevent those who hate me, I just want to be myself, I just want to be myself, maybe after Blue and Hanni are together again, Jigar will release me, I am also sincere aunt, said Zahra made her mother Jigar feel touched and touched.
''Pa, I'm sure Jigar will be happy with Zahra, right, pa?'' ask the wife to the husband.
''We can only pray for the best for them, the rest will be fate that will bring them, said Jigar.
''Who patiently faced Jigar, but he was good, '' said his mother Jigar, crossed Zahra's memory, like Jigar slapped himself even once strangled his neck, but Zahra understood, Zahra understood, maybe Jigar was in a very extraordinary rage. A little while later, Jigar returned and approached them all.
''Where are you going?'' ask Jigar's mother.
''When she became my wife, she would not allow me to work, ma, '' said Jigar made Zahra surprised and immediately turned to her.
''He agreed or did not I stipulate will not allow him to work, said''' Jigar while looking at Zahra. The gazes of the two now clashed against each other, as if there was a war in that gaze.
For a moment the room suddenly became quiet, Jigar and Zahra were no longer together.
'Do I have to sacrifice my job too? Why is it this big?'bathin Zahra cried, but she tried to hold back her tears from falling.
*****
As the night wore on, there was only a sore heart, Hanni standing by the window, thinking that all the decisions she would make, on the other hand, Blue was looking up at the sky, regretting everything she did, in a different place there is Zahra who is now menanis latai what fate will he face later when the marriage occurs, if at this time Jigar has limited his life, then how later?
'O Lord, show me the best way, do not let me bring suffering to my brother, 'Bathin Zahra gazing at the sky with tears.
[I'm sorry for what happened in your life, I'll talk to Jigar so as not to force you to marry him, sorry I'm Zahra, I'm sorry for what happened to you] that made Zahra speechless. Hanny is not wrong, the heart of the wife who does not hurt if she sees the husband hugging another woman, let alone the woman is an ex-lover who is still said to love each other.
[It's not your fault, miss. Don't tell me anything about Jigar, let this happen, I want to open it to her, if I'm not the woman she said I am, don't say anything and to Miss Hanny and Mr Blue, I hope you are united, I beg you to forgive Mr. Blue] Zahra replied
In life, someone must have felt sad, hurt, which makes the heart disappointed. When the feeling of disappointment envelops the heart, makes a person feel bad in living his days.
Disappointed, maybe that's what Hanny and Zahra feel, because the life they walk is not in accordance with their expectations. Everyone must go through the wheels of life, sometimes above and sometimes also below, when something we plan to do goes according to expectations, a person will tend to fall and be disappointed.
In the past, Zahra had high hopes for Blue, who had finally cut such a deep wound in her heart, and now had hope, she knew that Jigar had married her not out of love, but she hopes to always survive in this marriage.
' At least I've struggled, the rest of me will pretend to be happy when this heart is always hurting,'bathin Zahra.