Three Hearts are Sick

Chapter 37 The Three Hurt Hearts

for a moment Sagara Blue Wilantara fell silent after saying the question to Hanny Sidqia.

"Jealous, maybe not ! it's just ... knowing the reality, I don't want to live too long in a compulsion, I'm a woman, I understand Miss Zahra's feelings, if I knew from the beginning, I knew, I could have refused this marriage, so as not to hurt three hearts. I want to give you back to your love, I also want to apologize, because my father .. You have to sacrifice a lot in your feelings and love, I'm really sorry, for what happened that night, for what happened, and also for the incident that morning, I'm really sorry to have kept you apart like this, I really _" hiks ... hiks ... hiks ...

Before Hanny continued her words mixed with sobs, Blue held Hanny's hand on the table.

Blue gestured for the maid to vacate the place immediately, Hanny who was still bowed with her sobs yet realized that everyone in the room was gone.

" I'm hurt, not jealous, which woman won't get hurt when the husband ignores her, ignores her and even says no to her, I thought if you said all that because of this forced marriage, I don't know if there's another woman in your heart, I .. I'm sincerely separated right now," hanny said at last while lifting her face that had fallen down, her eyes were swollen, her cheeks slippery with tears, Hanny only realized that Blue was holding her hand.

Blue hears all the grunts that are in Hanny's heart, with it so ... Blue knows what he has to do and what he has to say after this.

"Is there something you still want to say,? say everything, later ... it's my turn to speak," Blue said, wiping Hanny's tears. Hanny is still as happy as she is, she has expressed all her feelings, her disappointment, her anger and also her heartache.

"Listen to me carefully, Hanny Sidqia. I marry you not only to say ijab qobul in the presence of man but in the presence of the creator. In front of him I have sworn to take care of you, and make you my responsibility, just ... not that easy, Right .. I and Zahra love each other, just, and she was the first woman I ever loved, but .. ever since that match, that marriage, Zahra and I broke off the relationship, about that night, I was wrong, I was too worried about her, I was too worried about her, but I don't mean to be rude to you, Han .. I still need time, today .. I've decided to open my heart, die we're trying to run this marriage as best we can, I've decided, I've wanted to get to know you more closely, I want us to know each other, I want us to be friends in marriage, until that love comes without us expecting" said Blue, still holding Hanny's hand.

"I'm sorry I made you cry all the time, but I know, you're a cheerful woman, I'm sorry for the many tears you've shed during this marriage," Blue rubbed her tears back.

"I've sworn to make you happy, but I've reneged on that promise and vow, Hanny ... There is nothing we need to forgive, because we are both guilty, let us both foster... love each other and love each other, I hope God still forgives me and you forgive me, I hope God still forgives me, so that I can hope to unite us in a sad husband-wife relationship, mawadah warahmah," said Blue who was able to calm Hanny's heart. Although his chest went up and down because of as much as he pleased.

"I'm sorry, Okay" said Blue, touching Hanny's cheek.

'What's this? Why did Blue become like this, did he eat wrong?' bathin Hanny

Long their gazes locked onto each other, But .. Hanny suddenly turned her eyes, She was surprised that there was no visitor in the place, even the door was closed.

"Here, why is it so quiet, then,?" hanny asked with a puzzled face, even the cashier part was absent.

"They were watching a carnival show maybe," Blue reasoned

"Watch carnival? how could it be," said Hanny with her bewildered face, then she saw a clock coiling in her hand.

"I've contacted Jigar to find a replacement doctor for you" said Blue, who has prepared everything very well.

"Then, Miss Zahra?" ask Hanny dyed

"It's been working hours, he must have returned to the office," said Blue while drinking.juw who had been given to him.

Swish the waves in the barren field, that's the touch that Hanny felt, because Hanny had never been in intense contact with a man.

Arid, maybe that's the atmosphere Hanny's been through all this time. Until he has a fate with a complicated story.