Those I Love Are Traitoring Me

Stupid or Plain

After me and the gods began this forbidden relationship. I started putting it all together according to my original plan. I have to admit it's hard to pretend to be in love with my best friend's god husband.

"Luckily he's handsome rach. If I'm not going to be sorry for having to relate to him" I laughed when I told Rachel all my real friends.

"Sinting Lo sin, what you did was wrong. It's not Lydia's fault. You have to accept if what happens is appropriate"

"that's rach, I know that you're in my position. You will do the same, not. Don't make me lose my good mood"

"As for the important sin I've reminded you, later if there is a problem don't take me"

That's how Rachel was so good she was used so often by others.

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[Mas I miss meeting yuk]

I finally sent the WA message to the gods.

[Later tonight, baby, I'll see Lidia again. He wants to be accompanied by shopping, he said. I'll call you later]

Good chance I think I. deliberately call the god with a tone of speech that slightly teases me call him. But this stupid Lydia she thinks I'm kidding.

Ever since we started that relationship I've been showing it to Lydia on purpose but she said she trusted me too much. Hypocritically he is, he just does not know soon one by one happiness he will I snatch. Samma's like her papa snatching those I love.

My grudge was burning when I saw her getting more intimate with her husband. I must admit at first I was not interested in her husband but over time, without me realizing my love for the gods also grew. It made me hate Lydia even more, how could the god be with her every night while I was her lover...

[Your wife came to my apartment but I was afraid to open the door]

I sent that message. I purposely hid my hatred for Lydia because I just wanted the gods to know that I loved Lydia so much.

Yes I love him but that was a few years ago. A time when I didn't know anything

[Sorry sin better tonight we won't meet. Tomorrow's break I'll wait for you at the hotel where we used to meet]

I am happy to read that message. I know what's going to happen next. I have given everything to the gods including my pride so I will not give up

[Okay, I'll be there tomorrow. Today, accompany your wife. He may be very hurt]

I'm happy about what happened today. I've been waiting for this for a long time. From this I no longer hide to walk with the gods.

Tomorrow in the office the gods did not greet me. Maybe he was afraid his wife was coming.

Until lunch arrived I rushed to the hotel near our office. The gods were there first because before that he was there. In the room, the god told me that Lydia did not want to hear his explanation in a minute

good is my curse in my heart.

Then she cried in my arms. I know there's still Lydia in her heart and I want that place to be mine soon