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I woke up when bang Rendi honked her car horn continuously. With the face of Judes I looked towards Rendi.
"What the hell lo, very stormy. Selo ae time the sound of his car horn bar bar very"
"Well princess is awake. It's good to sleep" said Rendi with a slightly mocking face
"Okay dong" I replied in the same tone
"All the way from Jakarta nyampe Bandung good sleep, I feel like a personal driver Lo. Fortunately it was not an accident, along the way I was afraid I was bored because there were no friends talking and even sleepy. Eh Lo even snores at my side. Rese lo ya" Rendi began to mengedumel because I felt tired and sleep all the way.
"Where again the father of the security guard is not nongol from earlier already in klaksonin. I had a toned horn as well" Rendi began to mengedumel again. And I just laugh giggling at her behavior. Funny too, my brother thought
TIN....................
"It hurts my ears" I was shocked when he honked his car's horn for so long"
Suddenly the gate of grandfather's house opened, there I could see the look on the face of the security guard who was very agitated.
"From where the hell sir from earlier in the horn is not opened"
"Sorry Mr. Rendi was I went to the toilet for a while and did not hear the sound of the father's horn coming to the toilet and I just heard when the old man. Sorry sir"
"Yes, let's not be angry." I said.
Pantes long open, indeed the grandfather's house is very spacious especially the park so naturally the security guard did not hear earlier I thought.
"Grandfather where sir, he's at home "ask me to the security guard
"There's no, father again in the family room watching TV"
"oh okay sir, thank you for taking care of grandfather" I said while giving the father tips. He deserved it because while we were away he was the one who accompanied our grandfather in this house.
I walk down every hallway in this house. I honestly don't really like coming here because there are a lot of bitter memories. Every time I come to visit here there is always a sense of tightness in my chest.
When I was a little girl, my mom and dad lived here with Grandpa. All the memories of childhood are clearly in my eyes. I remember clearly when my papa asked me to migrate to Jakarta. Papa wander not because grandfather does not give him the trust to take care of his company but because papa wants to go forward with his own business.
At that time, Grandpa was opposed. Grandpa more want papa take care of the family company but papa insistent want to wander because he wants to prove his own business. At that time, Grandpa finally collapsed and allowed it. I still remember when I was sitting on the SD bench. If you need anything to come, papa is ready to help. Those were my grandfather's words back then.
Until finally the company that papa woke up from his own sweat was growing very rapidly. I admit papa is very tenacious and persistent to work. Although already living in Jakarta, we and our family still often come home to visit grandfather in Bandung. Until the accident that took the lives of my parents. Grandfather at that time was very adamant that mama papa brought to Bandung and buried here. Therefore this house holds bitter and beautiful memories in my heart.
tock. tokk.
"This grandfather Lydia and Rendi came to visit" I knocked on the door and I heard the door open. I ran a little and I hugged my grandfather. Wahh. I miss him a lot. Long time no see grandpa kok older aja godaku. My grandfather smiled
"Kok come do not tell you grandpa first, grandfather can tell aunt ready your favorite food."
"Father grandfather, we miss Grandpa so we're out to come straight here"
"Geez, grandfather's favorite grandson, I haven't come to visit for a long time"
"Sorry grandfather, Lydia has been a little busy lately. But Lydia's already here so you can nemenin grandpa."
Grandpa always said I was his favorite grandson. We had a nice chat in that family room. Grandfather started advising bang Rendi to get married soon. I am also confused why my handsome brother is at home alone. Long time I permit a break with grandfather. I said I was quite exhausted and grandfather allowed it.
Honestly, my body is very tired especially with the recent events. But I want to stop by Papa's mom's room. I open the door of the room, there are still photos of mama papa and the goods are still neatly arranged.
I went into the room and I closed the door. I took a picture of our family hanging on my mama's dresser. I hugged the photo and I tried to feel every bit of their affection.
I didn't realize I was starting to cry. My heart is devastated given what has happened lately and how much pain they have not been with me.
"Ma.. Pa. maybe if you guys still have something I don't feel like it's gonna hurt this much. My god and Sintia are cheating behind my back ma. pa..What do I have to do, Lidia feels pain alone. If you guys still exist, I'm sure papa wouldn't have told Lydia alone to take care of all this."
"Why? Why was Lydia abandoned so quickly?" My tears are getting broken because here I feel I can spill my heart. I looked at the wedding photo of my papa mama on display very large on the wall of the room.
Akh how happy they are, even until death pick them up remain a couple who love each other.They are very suitable together. Even when death comes, their love prefers to go to the divine lap together and leave me here alone
As I began to return to my consciousness, I saw a message notification on my phone. That's a chat from mas god
[Where you lid, I've been nyariin
I'm home but you're not here. I want to explain everything, baby. Tell me your location where it was just a misunderstanding]
hahahaha misunderstood her saying obviously I know what they are doing but she said it was just a misunderstanding. It turns out I just found out the man I've loved so much that I didn't want to feel guilty. I was stupid to realize that. I just read the chat and decided not to reply.
[Honey just in read, reply dong. Don't be gini, let me know when you're guaranteed me. Pliss is coming home tonight, yes, I want to talk about four eyes]
again I read the chat and I deactivate my phone so that there is no more incoming chat from him. I'm sick of him. My body was very tired and I immediately walked towards the bathroom. After the shower I decided to take a short break to relieve my fatigue.