Those I Love Are Traitoring Me

Life has to go on, right?

It didn't feel like a week went by that I spent my time at grandpa's. How comfortable I feel, I don't have to meet the gods and Sintia. But anyway life has to go on.

I closed my eyes while recalling all the good memories with the god. We were two people who loved each other. Somehow he did this to me. I used to feel all beautiful, I had a very good husband and best friend. But it turns out that all of it is fake. I was very fond of the god, but the wound I got behind this betrayal seemed to drown my love.

I have decided to take my revenge. I'd rather be a strong, tough woman than a wife begging her to come back to me. If indeed he enjoys the game let them continue but of course with a reply from me.

But my heart cannot lie. When I was alone I still felt tremendous pain. Not because of my husband's betrayal but because my best friend who I considered the most important person in my life turned out to hold a tremendous grudge against me.

I opened my eyes and I walked up to the mirror on the wall of my parents' room.

"You're beautiful and wonderful Lydia, you shouldn't feel betrayed. The God of loss casts diamonds after a pile of ordinary stones by the roadside."

I encouraged myself in front of the mirror and then I walked to my suitcase. I pulled the suitcase towards the door but before I opened the door and left this room. I looked around the room, a room that had a million good memories for me.

"I'll come back in a better way. Mama papa doain Lydia yes, wait for Lydia later Lidia come visit again" I said while holding tightness in my chest as if I did not want to go home to Jakarta. But I've decided tomorrow I'm going to the office.

"Over time the princess took a suitcase. Meditation what are you doing inside"

"Silent lu ren, bring very you. Let's hurry up and say goodbye to Grandpa"

"Selow dong lid do not be fierce akh later beautiful fade"

"Bawel" I said as I walked towards the living room.

There I saw my grandfather waiting for both of us. At first I saw his face was very sad.

"Why is Grandpa sad?"

"You guys are coming home fast. Grandpa's too happy to see you guys here this week. Grandpa doesn't feel lonely anymore"

"Don't ditu dong kek, if so grandpa join Rendi aja to Jakarta. Grandpa will stay with Rendi rather than here alone"

Again and again bang Rendi tried to persuade grandfather to come with us to Jakarta. We can't leave Grandpa here alone either.

"No, grandfather is here. You guys be careful on the road huh"

We did not feel like we were back in Jakarta. Bang Rendi drove me back home but I was lazy to go into that house. It feels like home now is the same as hell for me.

"Come in, she said strong woman. That's your house Lydia's going into her own house just scared"

"not scared of ren but males. I will see the gods again. Ogahhh"

"Don't do that, if you meet him, I'll just. Tomorrow brother pick up and transfer to the office so tonight go to sleep yes do not stay up late. If you're sick I'm bothering to take care of"

"Yes yes bawell. Go home, be careful on the road look out for the mbak Kunti who is nemanin" I tried to scare Rendi

"Yes, I'm back"

I slid my feet lazily towards the door. At the door I saw a smiling god waiting for me to come home

"From where I've been, you can't be contacted for a week"

"From grandpa's house. I'm tired of taking a break"

I wanted to walk towards my room because I was so lazy to deal with this one guy. But just wanted to step up, the god pulled my hand

"What a hell is loose" I said in rebellion

"We have to talk about this lid. Don't keep gini"

"Nothing to say anymore. I'm tired of mas. I want to rest"

I passed away leaving him. I really don't want to see his face anymore. There was pain in my heart when I saw him. Although to be honest I also miss spoiled in his arms. But now to me he is nothing more than a stranger