
"Mrs .. Renn, why are you Ren?"
"Relieve Irena!" yelled Dika who saw Irena keep calling her Father's name while crying hysterically.
"Ee-I am a.kuuu ..." Irena stood up and cried as needed.
"I remember my father Dik, what happened to my father happened to Rudi too. Why does everyone I love have to be like this"
"WHY SHOULD RUDI, DIK? Hiks.hikss..hikss"
Dika again told Irena to sit down, trying to calm down.
"You don't think weird. We just pray that Rudi is okay. All this is a test from God, you do not regret something that has happened" said Dika.
When the IGD door opened, Irena's eyes immediately turned to Doctor Herman who came out of the room. The two of them immediately stood up and went to ask Rudi's situation.
"What about Rudi, doc?" ask Irena.
The doctor sighed for a moment then said "We've tried our best, but the patient's life can't be helped. There was too much bleeding in the patient's brain, we tried, but God wanted something else. I am so sorry for what happened to the patient"
"No, no, the doctor lied. No way, Rudi's still alive, Doc!"
"Reludio .. Rudii. " cried Irena while running to see Rudi in the IGD room whose entire body had been covered with cloth.
Irena opened the covering cloth, looking at Rudi's sweet-looking and handsome face smiling thinly as when they were together.
"Why should you Rud? Why is this happening again? You have promised me that I will continue beside me, I also have not had time to open a small box of gifts from you. I said don't go Rudi Chaniago, DON'T GO!!"
When Irena pulls her body out of the IGD, she tries to calm it down.
"Conscious Ren, please! You must be strong, Rudi tried to endure as much as he could, but God loved him more. He was happy with her"
Irena just fell down crying as she pleased. His heart was so broken, his chest was so claustrophobic. Then he fell unconscious.
Irena who had just regained consciousness, woke up and was already in the patient's room. Dika who sat beside him bowed down to hold back tired from waiting for Irena to wake up.
"Br, Dika ... Rudy.. Dic. Where's she? I want to see him Dik " said Irena.
"Rudi's body was taken to Ren's house, we had fainted so brought here first"
"I want to go home, Dik, I have to see him" said Irena while encouraging the infusion in her hands.
"REN! YOU MUST BE CONSCIOUS! DON'T BE LIKE THIS, YOU HAVE TO BE STRONG!" grumbled Dika with a loud tone.
"Look at your hands, bloody. How can Rudi calm down there, while you torture yourself like this"
Dika called Sister to come to the room to treat Irena's hands that were bleeding because she took off the infusion.
"I'm sorry, too, Dik, I also don't know why I'm like this, this incident is like what I experienced when my father died first. Please forgive me if I hurt your heart"
"That's because you love her, Ren, I'm trying to understand. I can't be selfish either. Our marriage should we just cancel Ren, I don't papa. I don't want to be a burden in your life" Dika said while giving a smile on her face.
"CANCELLED? NO, NO, NO!! Don't be silly, you don't think about how our two families feel. They've prepared this pseudo, I'm sorry I haven't been able to love you. It takes time too. If you are like this, it means you are selfish. I'm sorry" Irena said, holding Dika's hand.
"We will talk about it again, for now I have permission to go to the doctor first so you can go home and to Rudi's house as soon as possible, because his body will be buried tomorrow morning"
"Alright" said Irena still looks limp.
Dika leaves Irena to see the Doctor.
"Dik ..." said Irena.
"Yes ..."
"Thank you yes"
"I'm sorry"
Dika just nodded her head while giving her sweet smile.
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"Rud, I'm coming. Look at you for the last time. Thank you for the many years we have been together. I hope you're much happier there"
"O-iya, this gift. Thank you too yes. You should have worn it, I just opened it on the way here, and I immediately put it on. I will take care of your gift. You are calm there, I try to be more sincere" said Irena while holding back the tears that began to come out of her eye sockets while showing the necklace given by Rudi.
"I don't feel like I'm ready to lose you, Rud, my life's ruined. Is that how much I love you? It's better that I go with Rud, so that I don't get sick again like before and now"
Sobs continue to be heard from family, relatives and people who love Rudi so much. But Irena is trying harder now, knowing that even crying will not change everything that has happened, let everything be a memory that will always be remembered and a love that will always be stored in the heart .
"It's true that you said, God predestined us to meet to be a story that ends in a way we couldn't have guessed. I will always miss you, Rud. Goodbye Boss, my life partner and my best love. I love you, Rudi Chaniago"
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