There Will Be Rainbows After Rain

Episode 136's

Undeniably, Vanesha is very envious of Irena's life. Her dream of being able to marry Bryan, had to be extinct because Bryan did not love her just think of her as a sister. Until finally Vanesha dropped the choice on Dika to be his partner.

"Are you sure you're getting married to Dika, Nesh? I'm afraid you'll regret it after marrying her." Bryan asked when he met in the hotel lobby.

Vanesha squeezed both of his hands firmly, exhaling slowly. "Be serious, Bry." Answer Vanesha steady.

Bryan sighed in frustration and rubbed his face rough, as if confused as to where to start the conversation he would explain to Vanesha.

"Look, you better find out more about your future husband. There's a lot you have to think about before you step into a more serious relationship, which is marriage."

Vanesha's face frowned, folding his hands on his chest. "You don't worry, Bryan. I know all about my future husband. Somehow you should bother telling me all this." Vanesha.

"Do you all know each other? I think I should hear it from you, Bryan." Reciprocity.

"And it's even better if you hear it directly from the man, Vanesha. You have to think about it again, don't let it go wrong." Bryan.

Vanesha glared, stretching out his hand about to grab his phone to lift his ringing phone. "Relance ..." Vanesha looked at him.

After she finished taking the phone call, she said, "You better take care of your wife, don't worry too much about my marriage. Just think about your marriage which until now has not been able to have children. You know for yourself, Om William must have been very disappointed when he heard this." Then left Bryan without permission.

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"Mas, what does Vanesha say?" Irena asked as Bryan arrived in the room.

Bryan shook his head, "Vanesha is a very powerful woman, dear."

"Do I have to talk to him?" Irena asked Bryan for his opinion.

"Here you go, Vanesha is also a smart woman. He must be thinking about it and figuring out what exactly happened. He must have understood."

"Alright, Mas. I hope so."

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"Darling!" Furious Vanesha.

Dika turned his head and walked over to Vanesha who was sitting on the sofa room.

"You why? Any problem? Something seems to be happening." Said Dika.

"What was the cause of Bryan coming to me just to tell me about Dika? Is there something that Dika is hiding from me? But it seems like all I know, even the past will be bad attitude with his wife first. And I think Dika has really changed. Does this have anything to do with Irena as well?" He mumbled inwardly wondering.

Vanesha was wrestling with the terrible shadows that were on his head. Whatever it is, he won't back down because it's just Bryan's saying. But he should also find out more about Dika.

"No, honey. I just met Bryan in the lobby. Yeah, I haven't seen you in a long time either." Answer origin.

"You're either Bryan's having a sibling relationship or what? Looks like you guys are very familiar." Dika asked again afraid that everything was revealed that Irena was his ex-wife first.

"Hemm, do you not know each other?" Ask Vanesa fishing.

Dika confirmed his seat facing Vanesha, as if there was something serious to talk about.

He held tightly to the two hands of the woman, looking at her closely while tidying up the hair child who looked untidy. "You're a good woman, Nesh. Smart and smart woman. I know the look on this face, the suspicious look and the doubt. Don't we know each other very well."

"All right, I'll explain everything to you. My ex-wife I told you about was Irena. And Bryan was the man who helped Irena when I hurt her. I don't know if we'll all meet at a time like this. All of this really frustrated me, especially when remembering my attitude that once hurt Irena so much. I'm so sorry and I'm back to feeling guilty."

"The woman came back in front of me. A woman I should have forgotten. The woman I shouldn't see again. Because it'll make me remember everything. Our household, regrets and betrayals."

"I've thought about it, whatever your decision is after I say this I'm very ready to accept it. I don't want you to get hurt, like I hurt Irena just now. You deserve to be happy, you are a very kind and understanding woman, Nesh." Sluggishly.

Vanesha blinked a few times, then leaned his back against the back of the sofa, exhaling a long breath. "You all know each other?" Mumbled slowly.

"Why every unwanted encounter always makes me hurt." He closed his eyes and put his hands on his chest.

While still looking at him sharply, his lips were also still closed without saying, refuting or replying.

"When a long time ago after the person I love preferred another woman, I always tried to focus on finding another partner and finally getting married. My wish came true when I met you. Although I'm not really sure if we can make a relationship this serious."

Unwanted, her tears were screeching off the tightness in her chest. He smiled bitterly, but he had not cried for a long time. This time, however, the meeting was able to

make him shed tears.

"How can we be reminded of those painful times? I thought it was all over."

Dika grabs Vanesha's wrist, gets closer and hugs her. "You don't worry, we've come this far to get through it all. I will always make you happy no matter what. I don't want to lose anymore, let alone the woman who will be my wife. You believe me, right?"

Vanesha did not answer, he just wanted to let go of his cries until he felt calmer.

"I'm still too confused what to react to. Should I just go? Seeing them all stand real in front of me really hurt me. Very sick, especially when my future husband called the woman his ex-wife. Why should she, out of the billions of women in the world?" Inner Vanesha.

Vanesha tried to calm down all the pain in his heart. "Like you, Brother. I will behave the same way. Take it easy, I'm also good at hiding feelings." Vanesha smiled and also returned his embrace.

"I know we're both not okay, Nesh. How can we be okay when dealing with the source of the pain we feel so far. Honestly, it's hard to pretend to be okay. Even I had no desire to survive at that time, because there was no chance for us to be together again. Now facing him again after so long, it still feels as painful as he asked us to part ways. Even this time it seems more painful." Inner groaned.

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Loh, why even so Dika who looks more hurt nih 🤪