There Will Be Rainbows After Rain

Episode 12's

Already a few months after her meeting with Dika, Irena never again met him. Even in the Coffee Shop it is not visible. I wanted to ask, but that was impossible.

His mother never questioned them even to ask about marriage never again.

Irena pondered and thought about what she was too close to. A lot of them are fooled but they are fine. But today parents also have to think more modern dong, if the child does not want to be the same one, there are still others. "But it's my fault, too, being fooled even if I still don't want to"

Rudi came and sat right in front of Irena for lunch.

"Why are you daydreaming? Think again what? Your brain is full of unimportant thoughts. Look at your face, there are wrinkles" said Rudi.

Since when he was here, did he hear me say that. Then the real tumben it's here, in front of me again.

"Well, sir, still thinking about a soul mate" replied Irena.

Rudi coughed and froze when he heard Irena's words. "Shocked me"

"Surprised why sir?" ask Irena.

"Udah desperate like you yes, to the point of thinking all the problems of a mate. What a difference it is with me. My life goes on, no problem. Fine fine only. If you have met his soul mate why should you try for so long, you are too choosy anyway" said Rudi.

"I think that guy from yesterday was your girlfriend. After hearing that you guys are fooled are shocked too, shocked too.kirain you have already married with him"

"Indeed why if fooled, if the way is already so yes no problem also right"

"But the problem for me hemm. Shittt what the heck Rud even give advice so kedia. if he really wants to marry the man how to try. can be upset the severe stress of my life" murmured Rudi in heart.

Irena sighed "Where yes sir, marriage is not an urgent need for me. Getting married means building a family, living with a family. You can be a partner in any case. It's a beautiful thing to live, it must be very happy, I'm still afraid it's all gone. The pain of losing it took years sir to heal him. It is not that easy to find someone who is always there for me and promises not to just leave. I am afraid of losing someone very dear. I was afraid that it would happen again" said Irena, who was unconscious, recalling those times.

Why did he tell Rudi everything. What Rudi the right person to tell the grievances that have been buried so far

The deg!

Irena shook her head while holding back a cry. His chest hurt like a knife pierced very sharp when at a glance tells the complaint. Cry broke.

Rudi stood up, took the tissue from the next table, gave it to Irena and looked at Irena. Trying to calm.

"I miss my father, I want him to come hold me when I cry. I want him to always be a partner to give me motivation when I'm down. I hate it when he's gone, I hate it!

Hicks ... Hix .."

Irena's cry grew louder and sobbed. Rudi didn't think Irena's cry was like this. Rudi could not bear to see it, let alone seen everyone but he did not care.

*****

"Thank you Sir brought me here, I also did not realize that I would cry so hard, especially at a place to eat like that. Fortunately, not many people eat yes" said Irena.

But Irena's tears flowed back, soaking her cheeks.

"Ren, sometimes we have to accept that not all beautiful expectations can come true. And what we need is the courage to let go. Although very heavy to do, but God has a much more beautiful plan for your life" said Rudi.

Irena was silent for a moment, so she picked up a tissue from the bag and wiped her tears. However, his eyes still seemed empty staring at the beautiful flowers in front of him.

"Sir, it looks like I want to be alone here. Sorry if I told this to my dad. I feel bad" Irena said with a faint smile.

I want it to feel like Irena is revealing everything she has in mind why she is so traumatized by loss. But he tried to hold it.

"Ren, do you love me?" asked Rudi with a serious face.

"A-paaa? Mean dad?" Irena asked in amazement.

Rudi sighed as he said "the longer I know you, my admiration for you is growing. Because all this time I thought we were just two strangers who were met by God and could not be united. Without me knowing it, I was so scared to lose you Ren"

"Ren, I'm sorry I lied to you all along. About me always appearing arrogant in front of you, it's to cover my love for you"

"But sir ..." Irena still seemed confused as to what to answer.

"Yes, I know you are not like that, I also often pay attention to you from a different point of view. From the hidden attitude and nature of the Father. I have never seen negative things, always positive things that I see so that we can work calmer"

"For that question, I am confused as to what to answer sir. My affection to the father is like a superior and subordinate who respect and respect each other" said Irena while giving a thin smile sweet.

"E-ehh it's okay. Don't think about it. Let's just say I never asked this question to you" said Rudi sighing.

"It looks like you're back to normal, not sad and crying anymore, right? Means I managed to make you calm" said Rudi.

"Yes Alhamdulillah sir has been quite calm, but now I am even thirsty, the throat so dry also ya cry HEHEHE"

"Jaudah we find a cafe near here, it is not possible we also return to the Cafe there. Shame dong you cried so earlier"

Shame on the people at the Cafe is not a problem for Irena, which is the problem now is Rudi's speech that makes himself groggy and embarrassed himself.

It seems Irena tonight even so can not sleep thinking about it. Strange but not expected.