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Since the incident where Ray expressed his feelings and desires about the relationship between Kania and himself. Kania was struck by great concern.
He is confused as to how on the other hand he wants to accept Ray and try to establish a relationship with him but on the other hand he also still has not found the answer to the question in his heart.
Ray and himself have not changed at all since the incident a moment ago, he is still very good relationship with Ray and Ray was still behaving as usual nothing has changed.
"What should I do now? why it all feels so confusing.do I just tell everything to Mama, who knows Mama can give me a solution," muttered Kania ruffled her hair in frustration the few days she tried to find the right answer to Ray. But, still he could not find the right answer even now he was increasingly confused with his heart.
Kania finally got off her bed in the first floor of her house looking for her Mama's whereabouts.
"Well, you see Mama?" kania asked as she passed by Kai who had run out of the kitchen carrying the juice in her hand.
"If it's not wrong Mama's back garden is drinking tea," replied Kai stopped his steps in front of his sister.
"What's Mama doing in the back garden gini nights?" asked Kania with a frown.
"I don't know, maybe Mama is lonely because there is no Papa," replied Kai origin. he then continued his steps up the stairs to go to his room.
Kania set her foot toward the door that was connected to the back garden of the house. Her mother is now happy to plant flowers so she makes the back garden as a place to experiment with various types of flowers.
When she reached the doorway she saw her mother sitting in a chair that was enough for two or three people with a straight look at the flowers she was caring for. while blowing a cup containing tea that still looks smoke that billows when highlighted by lights that are around the back garden.
Kania walked closer to her mother's place with slow steps.
"Ma," call Kania when she's next to the chair where Mama is sitting.
"Hemmm. Why are you here? not rested yet" Kiran said with a faint smile to her first child.
"Mother alone why are the nights sitting here alone?" said Kania who asked instead of answering Kiran's question.
"Mama just wants to enjoy the night air here" Kiran replied casually and drank the tea little by little.
"Want tea?" bargain Kiran to Kania by raising a little cup of her tea.
"No," answered Kania briefly. He sat himself beside his mother.
"Keep what do you want to talk about?" ask Kiran who already knows if this child is being hit by anxiety seen from his movements that are like people who are not calm.
Kania looked at Kiran in surprise because her mother knew that she wanted to tell her. Kania sighed first before starting the conversation with her Mama.
"Actually Kania is confused," Kania said without looking at Kiran she stared at the colorful flower in front of her.
"Is it Ray?" guess Kiran looked at Kania.
Kania just nodded her head and looked at her Mama closely.
"What's the problem? isn't your relationship okay?" asked Kiran to sip her tea again.
"It's fine." Kania heaved a heavy sigh with a straight look ahead of her.
"What makes you confused like that?" ask Kiran in surprise.
"Kania was confused because a few days ago she said that she wanted us to take things more seriously" Kania replied.
"She means she wants you straight to the wedding?" ask Kiran to make sure.
Kania looked at Mama and nodded her head weakly.
"Have you found the right answer to that?" kiran looked at Kania seriously.
Kania answered him again with a slit of his head. Kiran could see the concern from Kania's facial features.
"Do you like other people?" kiran asked looking at Kania closely.
"Others that make you confused what? don't you like Ray?" asked Kiran frowning.
His son was really not much different from his father and he did not know how to show what he was feeling.
"Kania likes it. But, Kania hesitates to accept it, there is a corner of Kania's heart that seems not to allow Kania to accept it there is a doubt there," replied Kania looking at Mama seriously.
"Mama is also actually confused about what kind of solution because the heart and feeling problems are really complicated according to Mama. it's possible that over time you can accept it well as with your own heart," said Kiran who actually he himself was also confused what to give his son a response.
"How did you feel when you married Papa?" tanya Kania made Kiran who was drinking her tea become choked.
He immediately stored his teacup onto the table and looked at Kania while cleaning up the little spills of his tea that had soaked his chin.
"Don't you know for yourself how your Mama and Papa married?" ask Kiran to Kania.
"Yes Kania know, your marriage just happened. But, in the end Mama can also love Papa'kan even until now.so how is the process until Mama can love Papa too?" Kania looked at Kiran seriously.
"It all starts from feeling comfortable when you are near your Papa, gradually the feeling changes from comfortable to love, a feeling that is actually difficult to express and can only be felt," Kiran explained.
"Honestly at this time Kania also felt comfortable and began to get used to the presence of Ray and Kania began to like him. Ray can always make Kania find Kania who just for love problems Kania still gamang," said Kania glaring in the direction in front of him.
"Sometimes we have to try to figure out what we don't already know, maybe including love itself, maybe you can figure out your true feelings by accepting Ray and starting to open your heart for him" Kiran said.
"Mama used to be like that even when Mama was disappointed in your Papa, at that time Mama thought to go away from him but on the other hand Mama wanted to try to reopen Mama's heart for him until finally Mama could know if Mama had actually loved him for a long time just Mama just realizing it after some more time," Kiran clearly looked at Kania closely.
"So my advice is that you should follow the greatest desire in your heart.Would you try to accept Ray and try to open your heart to him or would you refuse him and close your heart to him." Kiran rubbed Kania's shoulders affectionately.
Kania nodded her head and smiled at her mother.
"You should immediately give the answer that your heart wants, don't hang Ray for too long" Kiran said.
"Yes Ma, thanks for the input, hopefully Kania can immediately find answers to the questions that are raging in Kania's mind" said Kania.
"Yes, now we should rest this night here is also getting colder," asked Kiran to stand up from her seat.
Kania followed Kiran to her feet, they began to step into the house and enter their rooms.
Kania lay her body on her mattress and stared at the ceiling of her room for a long time until the sound of her cell phone made her turn her attention to her phone which was on the nightstand beside her bed.
There was a message that went into his phone and it was a message from Ray.
'Are you thinking about me too Miss Jutek, ' read the message on her phone.
'Absolutely not, Master confidently,' Kania replied with a smile as she replied to his message.
'Sadly when you are not willing to leave my mind at all, ' Ray replies to make Kania's smile wider.
Kania does not reply to him anymore because he has to take a break so that tomorrow does not miss going to the office because his Papa is out of town so he and his secretary Nikko are taking over office problems because of Nikko of course come with the Papa.
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