The Wrong Time
Chapter 95.
Pov Aira's.
Why was he present at the wrong time, when everything was already owned by the others. In my heart is still neatly stored his name, but me and him will not be possible to be together.
It cannot be denied, I miss him so much but I do not want to hurt anyone. I know what it's like to be betrayed by the person I love so much, it feels like the world is collapsing and this heart is breaking into pieces. Whether I would hurt another woman or my own husband, I'm not that bad but I can't deny this heart is so longing for him and still want to be with him.
When she expressed her heart, it was not happiness I felt but worry. Between being happy because it turns out that he and I have the same feelings and sadness because I know between me and he will never be together.
If I indulge my ego, there will surely be a heart that is hurt and even destroyed by being betrayed by his love.
'Lord, help me erase this love other than the love for my husband. It hurts to know that she feels the same way as me,'
Vin... Why did you come at the wrong time? when I have been possessed by another love, until whenever we can never be united.
No matter how hard I shake this feeling but he is always there and present in my every day. I want to go back to a time where this feeling might still have belonged to him.
Maybe the song Firza Besari represents my current feelings, I play repeatedly this heart feels pain because this love is impossible to have.
Don't ask me how I feel
If you can't switch either
From the past that haunts you
Because this is really unfair
Not that I mean to hurt you
But it's not easy to forget
Long story I've been through
Please convince me to doubt me
Just go, you go away from me
Let me kill the feelings for you
Although heavy stepping
My heart is not ready to be hurt
Give our story a little time
The universe sent you for me
We are the right taste
At the wrong time
Life is a choice
But the heart is not chosen
When only half of you are present
And half for him
Haaaaah, it hurts. Let this love be in prayer and love does not have to be because you came at the wrong time.
Vino Pov.
Each video call of Aira's group must have disappeared and left the phone on by itself.
📱"Sorry yes I took care of the order you want to send," said Aira re-joined the group video call.
📱"It's nothing, we understand you are busy," said I accompanied by cie cie from other friends.
Just appeared Aira had just said from the eyes, only the ceiling of his room was visible whether it was in the part of his house next door. I also tried to send him a message.
💌Busy is very bu, keep saying. His video calls stay on.
There was no reply from Aira, I waited for the feeling of missing when he was not in front of me even though it was only limited by air.
Aira came back but not to rejoin but to leave. Go to bed means 😁.
📱"I'm sorry everyone, I'm happy first. Go to bed first, cape all day looking for money,"
📱"From just saying mulu, once appeared eh want permission to sleep. Aira's... Aira is you" said Dinda.
📱"Sorry yes,"
The remaining 7 people, before long I also ended the group video call on the grounds there is work that must be completed right.
I switched and found Aira's name on my phone and I told myself to call her alone, I want to reveal my heart to her because I know her husband is no longer at home, so I dare to contact him.
A long time ago Aira picked up her phone, maybe she was directly asleep or she deliberately did not want to pick up the phone from me.
📱"Hello," greet Aira in a hoarse voice.
📱"Yes hello I'm going to sleep?"
📱"Who is this?"
📱"It's me Vino, can't I talk to you,"
📱"Oh, yes can say,"
📱"Aira, I love you. Even though I know we can never be together but I want us to live this love story secretly, you want to? I also know your heart and your feelings are still the same as they used to be when we were close,"
Hearing my words, Aira was silent for a moment. There was a sound of movement like the sound of bed sheets that Aira might be sitting on her bed.
📱"Are you not wrong talking Vin? do you realize you're rich? think about the consequences of your words,"
📱"I thought I realized all this time I could not forget my love for you, even though I was married but you were always present in my dreams. This feeling never goes away for you Aira, my heart remains yours until anytime,"
📱"Like you Vin, if you're that much the same as me why don't you look for me? you came at the wrong time Vin, I'm the same you have a family. Do you not think about the fate of your household if we are in a relationship? continue if my husband knows how, you think it's not Vin," said Aira with a soft voice like holding back emotions but because it was night and everything was quiet.
📱"I thought everything was Aira, I'll take all the risks. I used to be too afraid of Aira, afraid you wouldn't accept my dark past because I was in prison,"
📱"So all this time you disappeared it's in prison?"
📱"Yes, I'm in jail for stabbing my coworker for 2 years but I can remission the prisoner for 6 months so I'm in custody for only 1 year and 6 months. You know Aira, after getting out of prison I'm looking for you at your house, but your neighbor said you're getting married in 2 months. How broken my heart Aira heard you would be possessed by another man,"
I also suffered from the journey of my life from the start I came out of the house until now, there is nothing I cover from him at this time.
I was too selfish with this desire of mine, after 7 years I got married and only this time I was tempted by another woman. Aira did love my monkey as a child but this love will never disappear from the deepest recesses of my heart.
