The Wrong Time

Chapters 84.

"I can't promise ya, whatever secret this is I keep one day if big Zaky will know. Whether it's from the closest people or even from outsiders, I'll definitely tell Zaky the truth if the time is right" Aira said.

Winda just doesn't want to if one day Zaky grows up and knows the truth that Zaky is only an adopted child and knows Winda is his biological mother, Vinda was afraid that Zaky would hate Vinda for giving Zaky to Aira and Juan.

"Mama hope one day you will understand with the reasons that you have now and the path that you choose is the best path for both of us, son, not dear mother with you. Honestly, your little heart aches when you have to give it to someone else, who doesn't even know her at all. May you be happy always with your new parents and may you never hate mama son. Grow up to be a sholeh, obedient, smart and independent child. Mama loves you son," the inner Winda cried just before Winda fell asleep.

The room occupied by Winda became a silent witness complains about Vinda during her stay at the Aira house, longing for his family even anger at the man who had made Vinda miserable and endured everything alone. The hatred and disgust of Zaky's biological father made Winda feel traumatized against men.

Seeing his mother who was hurt by his father with an affair that his father did, even to get married and have children without his mother's knowledge. And now Winda experienced the same thing, even though he was not betrayed but he felt disappointed because he had been forced to do the things he had been guarding all this time.

"May you gain karma from all this, for you have caused me to suffer this suffering alone. Having a pregnancy alone without anyone knowing, even though it is not from my hands that repay you will get a reply from the hands of others" Grumbled Winda with his oath of absorption.

Winda is a strong and strong woman but behind all that there is a heart that is so fragile, to endure all suffering alone without sharing with anyone even with his brother or best friend. Linda is closed to her personal problems.

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The event of thanksgiving for the presence of Zaky in the midst of the Aira family was also in the title by inviting children from orphanages and orphans around his home.

The sister and sister-in-law of Aira were all present so were her in-laws and best friend Alycia coming to visit Zaky and bring gifts for Zaky.

After the event, Aira gave an envelope filled with money to every child who had come to pray Zaky.

"Thank you everyone has prayed for Zaky, may you always be healthy and happy always with you all" said Aira and amin right by everyone near Aira.

All the children came home from the Aira house because the event was over, there was a Winda who would be interviewed by the in-laws and Aira's brothers who were still gathered.

"What's the name mba?" ask Mr. Dedi.

"My name is Winda sir" replied Winda full of embarrassment because he had just met the big families of Aira and Juan.

"Yes sir, I'm grateful not to be wrong. I put my son here on Aira because I believe Aira is loving and I also know Aira is waiting for the presence of a 2nd child," said Winda casually and considered what would be said to the Aira family.

"Do we need to make a letter of agreement as legal proof of adoption?" ask Ardy.

"No, brother, I believe in Vinda. Even if one day Winda wants to take back Zaky, I'm nothing because Vinda is indeed the biological mother of Zaky," Aira said when she came out to bring Zaky into the middle of her extended family.

"This is just in case of the deck" Aira said with Zaky on her lap.

"Do not, brother, I also do not want if one day Zaky finds the agreement and knows before the time comes. I didn't want to break Zaky's mentality when I found out about this, ", Aira said.

"I'm not going to take Zaky again because I can't take care of Zaky, my parents and family no one knows that I'm pregnant" said Winda with confidence.

"It's not that I don't love my own child but it's circumstances that force me to do something like this, which mother wants to be separated from the child she has been with for 9 months and struggle to make a living by betting her life just to see her child come into this world and see her grow up," he continued after no one else wanted to talk.

Everyone was silent to hear what was said by Winda, Aira who was near Winda understood what Vinda felt was because every day Vinda told about her life with her family. So Aira understood very well how Winda was feeling right now.

"I'm sorry my sister is Willa if there was something wrong in her speech just now, it's not her intention to offend you," said Aira continued to wipe the shoulder of Winda.

"It's okay mba, there's a point also need to be careful if one day I take Zaky from mba Aira," said Winda slightly insinuated Ardy's words.

"I believe in you, even if one day you want to take Zaky again that's also your right because you're her birth mother. I'm just a surrogate mother to Zaky, I don't need a letter of agreement between us" Aira said.

"Thank you mba, Aira has been willing to take me as long as I am pregnant and take care of my child to grow up. Is it okay if one day I want to meet Zaky?" ask Winda.

"Of course you can, you just come here. I'm not going to get in the way of a meeting between mother and son, and Juan and I have agreed on this" Aira said.

The conversation continues with another conversation. Since it was already night, Winda had permission to go into his room to rest and Aira did the same thing to bring Zaky to his room to rest.