The Waiting of Love Ustadz Riza
Only Comfortable
In the morning, Riza was in front of his wife's house. The man pressed the bell and said his greetings several times but the door did not open. "Getishalight." Said Mark out with his shirt and shorts. "Sister Riza. I guess who. Let's go in." Take it while stepping into the house. Riza nodded then immediately entered. "Where are you, brother?" Mark asked to stop the man's steps when he just stepped on the third ladder. "You go to the room." The answer. "Sak Jihan doesn't exist." The teenager's speech made Riza freeze on the spot. "Where? You don't joke." Riza still couldn't believe what she heard just now. "I'm not lying. Brother left for Singapore last night." He said while resting his body on the sofa. Riza sped up quickly sitting beside her in-laws to ask for further explanation. "Why? Why can you leave? With who? Want what? Why not prevent it?" Ask bertubi tubi. "He wants to walk all the way to take care of something, I don't know, either. Jihan's sister went alone. On matters of preventing me and Papa from trying. But you know what his stubbornness is." Mark clearly.
In another country, a woman was enjoying breakfast at a fancy restaurant near her apartment. Not just breakfast. He also read something to choose the place he would visit today. "China Town is interesting." He muttered while smiling.
Finished finishing the dishes, Jihan immediately rushed to start her journey. First he will visit Merlion Park and continue to the next place. To take care of something is just an excuse. He was on vacation to calm his mind. Not to run away from trouble. But time for itself feels very necessary so as not to get more chaotic. If the heart and mind are calm then to make a decision so it can be considered better.
Unlike the case with Riza who is anxious, upset, longing and languishing. The man's heart and mind were focused only on the wife who was far away from him. Never meet. To just hear a voice or get a message is not. Riza was eager to catch up but she didn't know what. Let alone Singapore. To Bali he never. If you leave and get lost, it will make a hassle. Especially in a country of people. If anyone finds it and can go home. If you can't be a bum there. Which according to the article read earlier there is expensive. His wife is more experienced in traveling. He also knew that Jihan had visited many countries. Well the problem is that the woman is pregnant and her longing is Riza who cannot be tolerated. Just last night did not hug his wife he could not sleep until the dawn of the Adhan reverberated. It's like this. Drowsiness while working. Riza's mind started to frown. How else if his wife was seduced by men whose skin was whiter, more handsome and richer than her. Oriental face or European face His wife can get it in one blink. The woman's charm is undeniable. Lucky and also the ordeal of being able to get Jihan. The struggle is not easy either. What's the power he only stone times get a diamond. "Oh God." Said the ustadz while putting his head on the table.
Jihan boarded the MRT after telling her driver to return the groceries at the apartment. At 7 p.m., he arrived in China Town. The woman took her foot down the path with the right and left sides of the vendors offering food and knick knacks typical of China. Lamps hanging lantern lights decorate the night with shades of red that are so thick.
Jihan sat down for a while observing people passing by. His heart was quite amused and relieved today. Holding back the crying is not easy. It was even very torturous. But now he realized that himself was more comfortable and peaceful. Be forced. He tried too. But the heart cannot be lied to. "It's just comfortable." He said while breathing. "If there's anything it's not my fault. I tried but in vain. It should not be forced. If the soul mate is not going anywhere." He murmured slowly while staring at the night sky.
