The Waiting of Love Ustadz Riza

Struggle

Jihan was sitting with her son in the study. The woman deliberately gathered them together because she wanted to convey something. "Mom wants to talk to you guys." Jihan said so seriously. "Jaffang, Jalwa. I understand and I understand. I also remember you saying you didn't want a sister. Your father did too. But I did not think she was pregnant. It is not easy to give you the understanding to be able to accept the presence of prospective new members of our family. Mom had a hard time. Because I had an accident before, I often go back and forth to the hospital without you knowing. Mother's heart hurts when the doctor says if it's better if the mother's womb is removed." Jihan made her sentence. While the two of them were shocked to learn all these facts.

"Mom only felt it for myself. Mother is always urged but Mother still wants to maintain the mother's womb. The difficult times when pregnant juma continue. Mom had a big fight with Dad, Mom was sick, and Mom was also almost divorced at that time. Mother again only feels alone with the fetus that there is the mother's stomach. When giving birth to Juma was not surfing you guys. If you remember, I never came home for five days. It's because I'm unconscious. But I am relieved to be able to give birth to your sister safely. Therefore, do not hurt your sister. More precisely do not hurt each other. Juma is still a child you should understand. He already understands what you're saying. Mom's heart ached hearing him say that only Mom loved him. If the situation is like this, Mother will not calm down if she dies at any time. I know what it feels like to be unwanted. I understand very well. So what Juma's going through is also Mom's feeling it." Jihan continued at length. "Don't say that, Mother. Jaffan apologized. Jaffan couldn't help himself." She hugged her mother closely followed by her twin sister.

Jihan gently stroked the cheeks of her youngest son who was still sound asleep. Since yesterday Juma looked glum. He was reluctant to talk to his brother when Jaffan had repeatedly apologized and Juma also said if he had forgiven. "Not awake?" Tanya Riza went to sleep hugging his wife from behind. "Not yet." Answer Jihan. "You didn't want Juma, did you? Is that still the case now?" Riza shakes. "No Deck. I accepted. By Allah, I accept it." Answer the man quickly. "Thank God. I don't want anyone to hurt him. Not just Juma but everything. I don't want our families to hurt each other." Said Jihan.

"Mothers. Where are we going?" Juma asked while on a trip with his Mom and Dad. "Road. You want to go wherever you're going with me." The woman answered to comfort her son. "You go to the beach." Answer with a smile. "Can. Take our prince to Mas' beach." Said Jihan. "Yes. We're going to the beach." Riza smiled at how the wife comforted her youngest son.

Riza and Juma held Jihan's hand down the beach. "Juma happy?" Jihan asked answered a nod of encouragement. "We sit down first Dek. Tired." Complain Riza. "Sit there someone selling young coconuts." Bring Jihan.

By night, Jihan had reached home. "Don't get up." His whisper as Riza carried Juma into the house. "Have you eaten yet?" Jihan asked the child who welcomed her arrival. "Yet. We wait for Mom." Answer Jalwa.

After a clean finish, Jihan and her husband joined for dinner. "The cambel wants another dong Ma." Julian brought the plate closer. "Your face is red. Not much." Tegur Riza's. "Nake Well." His reply while holding back spicy. "Show if you have stomach pain." Jihan.

Riza approached his wife who was still sitting on the balcony of the room. "Let's sleep." Sit next to the woman while hugging. "Not yet drowsy." The answer. "Is there anything you're thinking?" Riza asked gently stroked the head of Jihan who was now on her lap. "none. Just not sleepy yet." The woman replied with a smile.