The Waiting of Alya's Love

Chapter 36

What a dilemma, that's what Alya felt. At one point he could not bear to hear the news about the little baby, on the other hand, he did not want to have any more contact with the baby's father. However, for the sake of humanity the girl had to put aside her pain.

The real pain is gone, but the scars are always reminiscent of every painful event. The pain was again present when the events revolved like a damaged cassette tape in his brain. I don't know until when the pain really went from his memory.

Alya took the time to visit Baby Mentari who is currently being treated in the ICU room. The tiny baby had to undergo a series of examinations to find out the disease lodged in his body. It is heartless to see such a small baby must feel repeatedly stabbed by a syringe.

Alya shed her tears when she saw a nurse taking a sample of Mentari's blood. Not only that, the infusion needle repeatedly pierced the skin of the little baby because it always failed. Now the baby was unconscious after crying because of pain all over his body.

Not much different from Alya, Reno and her mother also shed tears. Unfortunately, the baby was born prematurely and his mother died. Now he must be helpless against the disease that gnaws him.

"If I had known it would be like this, I would have definitely begged you for forgiveness" Reno said.

"I forgave you before you and your mother asked, Mom. Forgiveness does not mean forgetting. However every painful event, will be recorded by itself in my brain."

Reno nodded her head to understand the meaning of the words of the idol. He also felt pain when remembering every incident that befell the idol. He who just saw it felt sick, especially Alya who lived everything alone.

"May I ask you something?" asked Reno to vent.

"Whatis that? As long as I'm around and capable, it doesn't matter."

Reno rubbed her nape to remove the awkwardness and nervousness that was occupying her. Between shame and fear to express his heart, the man who loved Alya so much was wrong. This makes the former raise his eyebrows while staring questioningly.

"The commentary needs you, Al. I just wish you'd be a mother to my children. I know, I don't deserve to ask you this" Reno said, finally with a cold hot body and head bowed.

Alya never thought that Reno would come back to propose to her. The difference with the past, Reno was excited and felt confident when promising her happiness. At this time, the man again expressed his intentions with his head bowed and insecure.

Actually not Reno's nature, it's just that the guilt is very, very, making the man feel insecure. Mentari's father felt that he did not deserve Alya who was so good and loved his son, while he had hurt him too often.

"May you know why you want to make me the mother of your children?" alya asked with a calm face, even though her heart was pounding.

"I-I still love you, no one can take your place in my heart. In addition, I also want to see Mentari healed. Sorry if I was too selfish for still expecting you."

Alya nodded at the reason of the man sitting beside her. The girl could not give an answer. Being too shocked made him unable to utter a word.

"Not to be answered now. You think about my request, three more days I'll come to hear your answer" Reno said after a while waiting for words from Alya, but nothing.

Let it be said as a coward for not daring to fight for his love for the idol. Choosing to let go of a woman you love with your best friend is not easy for Reno. At the time of wanting to fight, it turns out the idol began to close the heart until the event that claimed the life happened.

The condition of the child who continues to decline as well as the insistence of various parties to get married immediately makes Reno overwhelmed with anxiety. After performing Istikharah prayer repeatedly, he got an answer with the presence of the idol in plain sight.

By gathering all the courage, though not daring to hope much, Reno desperately proposed to Alya. Now, the girl had paid her way home, but cold sweat still came out and her heart was still pounding. After the death of the idol, the man chose to go to mushola to calm the heart.

Meanwhile, Bryan was crying in his heart because he saw his ex-wife rushed to the ICU room. Regina's condition is declining, even the woman is currently being critical and unconscious.

"Dear, I'm sorry. I was so busy with my job that I didn't know you were sick. Forgive me for looking for your faults, but not even once have you done wrong."

Bryan cried deeply to reflect on his mistake. Regina is a model but she knows her duties and responsibilities as a wife. No matter how busy she is, she never leaves Starla alone with the nanny, except in urgent circumstances.

Starla has been allowed to go home because she has no fever. In addition, his health has improved since meeting his father. Most likely the boy missed his father who left the house for the past three months.

Every day, Bryan invites Regina to speak to stimulate his consciousness. The man even wiped the mother's body from his own child. Replacing his clothes lovingly.

There have been no significant changes to Regina's condition. The contract with the cosmetics company was postponed until Starla's mother recovered. The company did not ask for compensation because it was from the beginning of the agreement the state of illness and died free of compensation.

Illness and death are not intentional and desirable. Moreover, Regina never wanted to receive money if she had not worked. So, no one is at a disadvantage here considering the model starts working one more week.

The company still has a chance to find a replacement because once Regina is admitted to the hospital, Laura Louis immediately informs the company to cancel the contract. The company also understands and is willing to find a replacement for Regina.

"Mommy, wakeup! Daddy said we took a walk to Lake Toba. We're going to Indo, Mom!" starla said cheerfully with a little stammering because the vocabulary mastered is still a little.

"Yes, Honey. We will visit Indonesia, meet my family. Get well soon, yeah!" bryan said with a forced smile even though his heart was grievous.

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