The Virgin Widow of the Solehah

Chapter 54. Reza's Request

The next morning very early in the morning inevitably Adinda say goodbye to mother Hanum, and, as agreed last night if he was forced to return to the big house of Mr. Akram because he did not want to be a barrier to the happiness of a small child who was lying in the hospital because of his abandonment. While Reza himself had to accept the resignation of the Adinda who wanted to separate from him but the girl also no longer showed her face of hatred and regret towards the prospective ex-husband.

“Do you really not want to think about my offer, Dinda? I swear to God that I will change and will never again cheat on you and I also promise that I will carry out my duties as a husband to give you a living born and inwardly as you wish,” said Reza while they were sitting together in the living room.

Adinda is seen raising her chin up so that her gaze is focused on Reza's new regretful face after she left to part from him. As a wife no woman wants to be married in her household but sometimes a woman is forced to endure even suffering and physical and inner torment, when there are already children among them.

“We are married not even a month but Mas has dared to play the woman behind me. I think it's best to stick to the initial agreement according to the marriage contract letter that Mas Reza wants himself. I've also run all the points according to the letter we signed including the point that says, if I'm going to leave without being asked when I know you have another woman, didn't you agree then? Mas even said that we do not need to know each other when meeting outside the house. Then why are you sorry now?” Adinda stared intently at the face of the man who was still her husband's legitimate.

Reza was silent for a moment covering his face with both hands regretting what he had done, if it turned out that love could grow after he committed treason.

“Sorry Mas Reza, from the beginning you also know, if I never loved you at all but I tried to learn to be a good wife for you. Unfortunately in that short time you never appreciated my struggle at all, even Mas Reza always let out hurtful words when we talked at home and Mas Reza did not hesitate to be rude to me, so do you think I will be able to fall in love with you?” The girl stared unblinkingly at her husband's face, while conveying the grunts that were in her heart.

From the beginning the girl had been forced to do marriage for the sake of filial piety to the Mother, received Reza as husband but after marriage it turns out that the person who was betrothed by the Mother due to compulsion because the bride of the master's child ran away, it turned out that the household was not in accordance with the shadow that was in his mind. Adinda only felt heartache and physical pain because of Reza's actions, so for what he continued the endless marriage.

“I'm sorry, Adinda. May I ask permission to chase you back so that I can make amends for all the wrongs I've done to you, though I know there are other men who are far more powerful trying to get close to you,” pinta Reza who is still trying to open the door of the wife's heart to want to open again to receive her love.

“Does Mas Reza feel worthy?”