
Before I hold you, I don't know. That this world I live in. It'll be this bright. I grabbed you with a little breath of life.
This is the love that calls me fearless. I really like it. While watching you, my heart thumped.
Even when I feel jealous. Everything is just ordinary. In the dark eternity. In the long wait. Like sunshine, you fell on me.
Before I let you go, I didn't know that this world made me lonely the beautiful flowers that were blooming began to fall. This is the season where you will never come back.
I'm getting greedy.
I want to live with you, old with you. Holding your wrinkled hands. And tell me how warm my life is. That's one gift. After that brief meeting.
You cry like rain. I wanted. Just happy once. But that's what makes you cry. Forget everything. Because I'm coming for you. When breath. Calling me again. I will never forget.
While watching you, my heart thumped. Even when I feel jealous. All the things you gave me. Someday, we'll meet again. It will be the most beautiful day.
I will come to you like the first snow
I'll come your way...
**
Hasley's a lonely poor woman. He always sat there. Right in front of his house while waiting for the first snow to fall in December.
The owner of the brown eye is always waiting for the arrival of a creature that can change his life a little color. Yeah a little bit, he'll only come see the girl when it snows.
It's been his fifth year waiting for a man. Wait a minute, a man?! Even Hasley doesn't know what to call it. But clearly he really missed the presence of the man tonight.
Exactly December of 2014.
Hasley, who had no parents since childhood, was forced to leave her uncle's house, which had been sheltering her since childhood.
Actually he's pretty lucky. Because his uncle had secretly given him a secluded house in Lucerne.
His eyes narrowed, he exhaled his heavy breath many times. And speak slowly if all will be well.
"It can definitely be Hasley, you can definitely!!" he said repeatedly to encourage himself.
Though in his heart his guts are quite shrunk when he saw a house that is quite large but looks very old.
He put his feet in the snow. No one cleaned up the snow. Of course there isn't. Because there is only the house that will be left behind is standing firmly without another house beside it.
"Should I stay here??" His shoulders were squeezed, the bag containing all his clothes he put on the porch of the house whose floor was made of twisted wood.
Then he tried to get inside the house, hesitatingly Hasley turned the slightly rusty doorknob. It was really a trial for him. How could he live in that house? No neighbors, and living in an old house. Errata, rather a very old house.
Hasley never knew if her uncle owned the house. Before he gave her the home address. His uncle said the house was where his father and mother lived before he died.
Of course Hasley could not remember at all. He was left alone on this earth when he was two months old. It's still very small, isn't it?! Then his uncle, who was none other than the younger brother of his father, took care of him until he was nineteen years old. Age that can no longer be called a child but also can not be called an adult.
The house looks dirty! Lots of dust, and also spider webs seemed to be a permanent decoration there.
Perhaps this was the tenth time he had breathed his regret. But he really did not know if he could live in that house or not. It is not like a home for humans. But his mind changed when he remembered that the house had been occupied by his father and mother.
BRUK!!!
A loud voice sounded from the front of the house. Hasley jumped in shock and immediately turned her head towards the sound.
He cursed in his heart and swore. If he was there just wanted to live a quiet life. He had absolutely no intention of meeting a ghost or anything like that, even if the ghost was very handsome. Hasley really didn't want to meet them.
Hasley stepped slowly. But in vain because every step of his foot caused a sound.
The door that had been closed then opened violently because of the strong wind coming from the front of the house.
Hasley was aghast when he saw a plain creature without wearing a piece of cloth on his body.
He covered his eyes with both hands because he did not want to see the body without clothes that dirty his eyes.
"Who are you?!" hasley asked fearfully, he retreated his steps as the male-type creature advanced toward him.
"Don't go!!! If you go forward?!!! Then I'll.. Back off!!"
The strange man managed to scare Hasley. He did not find an answer from the man because he went back into the house.
"ghosts? An alien? Or does? A demon?" muttered Hasley, he walked up to the window and looked at the man from a distance.
The man looked confused. He then sat down among the snow as if he did not feel cold at all.
"Is he crazy?!!" Maki Hasley, her eyes can not be separated from the scenery in front of her.
The girl can't stay still. He had to do something to get the man to leave.
***
Hasley finally relented. After a night of observing the behavior of the strange man who thought there was no sign of evil intentions from him.
He gave his clothes to the man whose name was not yet known. Clothes that are not enough to cover the area of his stomach and pants that even display the v line of the handsome man.
"I'll give you a shirt next time" Hasley muttered as she held back her laughter when she saw the man wearing his shirt.
Hasley told him to come in because he thought maybe the man would die of hypothermia. But the man's reaction was suddenly strange when he saw a burning fireplace.
"Are you afraid of fire?!" hasley asked, he was confused as to what language to use for the man to understand.
The man without looking at Hasley and nodded.
"Eh, do you understand what I just said?"
He nodded again. And Hasley had to put out the fire in the fireplace because the man was afraid.
I don't know what Hasley was thinking, why he would do something like that for someone he just met. Maybe because of his handsome face? Or is it?
Hasley was surprised to find no shadow of the man where he was standing. His eyes glanced towards the open door. He ran to find the man.
Sure enough, the man sat back on top of the pile of snow. She seemed happy, or happier before she put on the clothes. Although a little worried yet Hasley would let it go this time.
The man's smile was clearly on his lips. As if knowing if he was being stared at from behind he immediately turned towards Hasley and came to him.
"Would you like to play?" hasley asked after seeing the man's hand gesture which seemed like he wanted to invite him to play.
Hasley shook his head quickly but his wrist had already grabbed the man.
"Where are you from?" tanya Hasley suddenly made her second activity that was making a snowman stop.
His index finger showed snowflakes falling between them.
"Snow? You're from the snow?!" Hasley pulled the corner of her lips as if mocking the man's answer. He was old enough to be deceived.
"You think I believe?"
The man clapped quickly. Makes Hasley chuckle. In the adult man's body why is there a child's soul in it?
"Then your name?" The question from Hasley was instantly answered by a slab quickly.
"Oh you don't have a name yet? How about I name Mr Snow?!!" This was more like a bargain, yet strangely the man immediately agreed to it.
**
For three months Hasley was accompanied by Snow in his new home. The once creepy-looking house is now turned into a beautiful home after she cleans and decorates it along with Snow.
During those three months Hasley made an excellent new friend despite never speaking a word to her. But at least he was grateful that Snow had never done anything strange in the past.
Hasley realized one thing why he had to believe in Snow. Because if most humans will remove heat from his body but it is not found on Snow's body.
A white and pale body. Always bring out the cold. Hasley realized that when she accidentally came into contact with Snow.
"You seriously came from the snow?" hasley asked as the two of them stared at the snow coming back down from the window.
Snow. He made a slightly irritated expression because Hasley never trusted him.
"Then will you leave after the winter is over?" The emphasis of Hasley's sentence seemed unwilling if Snow had to leave.
Snow nodded but hesitated. He also refused to leave the girl alone.
"But you're coming back, right?"
Snow stared at the snow in front of him with a blank look. It's not like he usually ignores Hasley's questions.
Hasley's countenance was suddenly moody. He did not understand with his chest that felt very tight. He did not want to lose Snow who had accompanied him for these few months.
"It looks like you're not coming back" Hasley muttered as he turned and walked away from Snow.
"I'll be back." That voice sounds so sweet. Hasley did not dare to turn her body. He was still stuck where he stood.
Can Snow talk now?
"Snow?! Is that you?!" ask Hasley to make sure. He was very afraid if the answer did not match what he expected.
The sound of footsteps approached him and coldness ambushed him suddenly.
"It's me." Snow spoke in front of Hasley. Hasley's mouth was a little open in disbelief at what he had heard back then.
She half-cried and hugged the cold Snow. But he doesn't seem to care.
"Why not talk from the first time? So I have a friend to talk to?! Stupid, you know" he said, wiping his tears violently.
That cold hand helped her wipe away the tears that had already dripped down her cheeks.
"I learned from you. I'm afraid I'm wrong to talk." Snow's eyes stared inside the woman in front of him.
**
"Hasley I'm going." That faint voice continued to be heard from last night. But Hasley ignored him for being too deep in his sleep.
He thought it might be a dream. Well, it was a nightmare Hasley had, but he couldn't tell Snow.
Winter is coming to an end and Hasley is in a terrible mood since she knows Snow is leaving soon.
He lazily set his foot towards the front porch where Snow used to sit looking at the piling up snow.
But he had to be disappointed to not find Snow's shadow everywhere. His mind was already in turmoil when his call went unanswered by Snow.
"Where are you?!" he cried out in despair, he was already on the verge of crying thinking that the man had already disappeared.
"You called me?" snow asked with his innocent face, he then placed the small snow doll he had made on the plate.
"You crying?" ask again.
"That's what?!" Hasley was still half sobbing, she was a little embarrassed that Snow found her crying.
The man immediately walked up to her and hugged Hasley's body. Although he was shivering, Hasley let Snow embrace him. Because maybe he won't feel that way after Snow leaves.
"Don't leave suddenly without my permission," Hasley answered a nod by Snow.
"I made it so you wouldn't be lonely." He handed the snowman over to Hasley.
Hasley smiled at Snow's efforts which never disappointed him.
"Thank you."
Snow stared at the snow that was beginning to melt. Looks like it's time to stay a little while longer. Realizing this, Snow made a memory for Hasley.
"You're going?" hasley asked as he pulled up the edge of Snow's shirt as the man moved in from Hasley's presence.
"You're okay, right? I'll be here again. I promise."
***
December 2019
Hasley, now with her long hair, covered her with a scarf that also covered her neck. Today he can't wait for the first snow to fall in December.
His hands he blow to reduce the cold that has spread all over his body since.
He still remembered Snow's promise that it would come when the first snow fell. He will never break a promise. Because in the years before that he always came to her.
Even now that he was ready, Hasley had prepared the clothes for Snow. Thin clothes for him.
Hasley smiled every time she remembered the good memories with Snow even though it felt so short. A man with a cold temperature who can warm his heart.
BRUK!!!
Hasley's anticipated voice finally came as well. He ran towards the direction of the voice to see Snow's presence that night.
"Snow?!" Hasley called Snow so excitedly.
But for a few seconds no word or apparition of Snow appeared before him.
He begins to be disappointed when he finds out that it was not Snow who came but a tree branch that fell down.
He drew his breath, regulating the pounding of his erratic heart. There was a hint of disappointment sneaking in his chest.
"You waiting for me?!" That soft voice made Hasley's eyes round. Again he did not want to be disappointed because it could have been his hallucination because he missed Snow too much.
However, a cold embrace coming from behind made him sure it was Snow.
Hasley held the pale hand then turned her body slowly.
Yes, it is Snow. Now he comes fully dressed. Hasley chuckled, he did not become disappointed in Snow.
"You've changed a lot now. Your face is now growing."
Hasley was a little disappointed that only she had changed. His age is running and from year to year is getting older. He is now twenty-four years old. It was only natural that Snow said that. However, Snow, that face had never changed since the first time they met.
"There's something I want to do with you" Hasley said softly, while Snow put on a confused face.
Because the difference in height between them was thirty centimeters. Hasley was forced to tiptoe in order to grab Snow's cheeks.
Then he dipped his lips on Snow's lips. The man rounded his eyes and was a little surprised. Hasley had given him a warning.
He then remembered the film he had seen with Hasley at that time. About the kiss scene that made the two of them quite embarrassed.
The short kiss ended, but as Hasley was about to step Snow pulled Hasley's arm to make her face toward him. He slightly lowered his face to match Hasley's face.
THE CUP!!
Snow returns a kiss from Hasley. He did not want the woman to be embarrassed because he thought Snow would not be kissed by him.
End~