
Emyr is inexhaustible, as long as it is Haikal's loyalty to Shanshan. "What's less than your life, until you have to look at pictures of other women besides your wife? Son, wife, you already have it," he scolded.
Emyr forgot, he had been unfair to Adeeva. At least in his selfish justification, their case was different.
Here the marriage of Haikal and Shanshan on the basis of mutual love. Not like he was forced to marry Adeeva.
"Gus!" Haikal's gaze reprimanded him. And immediately Emyr realized his position was nobody.
"Yes Rabb, I should not interfere in your domestic affairs" he said bitterly.
"Sorry," he added.
The man will just turn his body, Haikal had already interrupted first. "If you mean my wife is Shanshan, you're wrong Gus!"
Degupt...
Hearing that, certainly made Emyr out of his intentions. He looked back at the curious face of his little friend. "You mean?"
Haikal was silent for a long time, between wanting and not wanting to tell this truth. "I didn't marry her" she said in the end.
"What?"
Silent.... Emyr frowned thinly, Haikal's expression just now was really not funny. Five years ago, at the airport at that time, he still remembers.
His ears heard the news from Haikal's father's mouth saying that another month Haikal and Shanshan were getting married.
Even yesterday Emyr saw for himself, when Shanshan hugged the little princess and Haikal was there too. They enter the same house, like a happy family.
"I can't marry her, Gus." Haikal admitted it. Although he knew the risks afterwards, Shanshan must have been angry with him.
It's okay, Haikal's ready. "She can never return my feelings" she said.
Emyr was stunned, dimmed his expression. Haikal then grabbed Emyr's arm to sit on the chair.
Slowly, he tried to tell me everything. Well... Everything that happened that night.
The night Shanshan came to him in a drenched state. Heavy rain that flushed the city of Jakarta, also made all over Shanshan's body wet.
Seeing that from the balcony of his room, Haikal was anxious, immediately he ran down from the top floor and then to the terrace. Then opened his shirt to give to the beautiful girl.
Haikal was stunned for quite a while. Shanshan's blue lips, Shanshan's red eyes, and Haikal knew there were tears mixed evenly with rainwater.
Shanshan's shoulder was chilling. Occasionally rubbing the water that still crawls his head and face.
"Well, you're raining like this hmm?"
Shanshan smiled bitterly. "I came here with a car, but my car was leaking, I ran away from the front of the complex," he yelled, he tried to compete with the heavy rain.
"Yes greetings." Haikal shook his head slowly. "We go in, you need to change clothes" he said.
Shanshan nodded, and was led into the house of Haikal's parents. One waiter ran, then asked what was needed.
Gegas Shanshan was given a room and a change of clothes, after which Haikal met him again. They sat face to face at the dining table.
The waiter gave hot soup, as well as a warm drink. Incidentally, Ummi Hilda and Abi Farid were not at home, so only a few servants accompanied them.
"I want to answer everything, I want to say, me." Shanshan lowered her head in doubt.
Haikal is still trying to be patient, hearing what Shanshan will say, he knows there will be a sense of disappointment after this, but that is how he always resigned to the destiny of his Lord.
"Why?" Although he knew the reason, Haikal wanted to hear it from Shanshan's mouth straight away of course.
"I can't forget it yet, I haven't been able to divert my race to you Haikal" Shanshan said softly. "I'm sorry, I really can't" he added.
Haikal long flinch, hearing Shanshan's confession, it feels like being drowned in the bottom of the ocean and buried in a lot of coral stones.
"Would you forgive me?"
Haikal can do anything but nod. "Of course" he said.
Shanshan smiled. "Thank you."
At least, the happy twinkle that Haikal got after all this time he was in contact with this beautiful girl. "It's difficult, but your decision is very good" he said.
Instead of torturing Shanshan, Haikal preferred the girl's honesty. Selfishness will never make his family happy.
That very night, Shanshan asks Haikal for help, so as to keep their failure a secret from Emyr. However, Emyr must continue to struggle to love Adeeva who has been married.
In less than a year, Haikal married another shalihah woman. Syifa Fauzi her surrogate female name.
Before long Syifa then pregnant, unfortunately the woman who daily veiled it must die when giving birth to her little daughter, Adara.
Haikal was devastated, and it turned out that this was his lowest point after he did not marry Shanshan, but he knew that God was more dear to his godly wife.
Until now Syifa still lives in his heart, has his own place in the pool of his heart, especially Syifa also gave himself a relic in the form of Adara Damira.
Whether since exactly when, Adara and Shanshan must have been like a mother and child like Emyr saw the last two days.
Shanshan likes young children, and like other pediatricians, Shanshan also takes good care of the girl.
Because it turns out that Shanshan prefers to continue his studies in Jakarta even koas and internship as well.
Now Shanshan is undergoing a specialist program. And that's Dhiya Khaira, not Shanshan anymore.
This is why for the past five years, the girl has had no news. Shanshan changed the name with a better one.
It seems, life experiences make Shanshan more mature, more Istiqomah closer to his Lord. Shanshan really does not want to plunge into the world of artisan anymore.
Hearing the blur of Haikal's story, of course Emyr was stunned. Mixed up in his heart now.
Among happy but also disappointed with the attitude of Shanshan who prefers to keep this incident a secret. In fact, he has been widowed for the past five years only because it is still adrift in his past.
"Haikal, Emyr," the soft voice made the two turn their heads. Apparently Shanshan and Adara are done shopping. "Dad!"
Shanshan was able to look into Emyr's eyes which always sparkled as if always blowing glass in his eyes. There was some anxiety that Shanshan caught from him.
"We go home" he asked Haikal. He then turned around, swinging a step away from the table, where Emyr was still sitting pensively.
Haikal then said goodbye to Emyr who was still quiet with his inner upheaval. I don't know what he should be like, for sure he still can't accept this secret.
After all these years, Emyr thought Shanshan was happy with Haikal. Apparently not, the assumption was wrong.
Q: how long is the Pasha update?
A: sorry, have been waiting for the birthday of Baby kooh ges, so understandably, have started this false contraction as well...