
Shanshan ran to the room, her body she dropped on her bed. The issue he was holding was now split on his pillow.
Millions of questions crawled his brain. Why did Emyr come to her after the wedding?
The actor?
After being labeled as a child born outside marriage, he must bear the status of actor?
Can't Shanshan live as an honorable woman like Adeeva?
Alex leaves Shanshan alone, so that her daughter has some time to reflect before she can truly forgive the past that is impossible to repeat.
Caroline the wife rubbed the back of the man's field. Both of them looked at the window that was treated to the white of snow.
To this day, no one knows how the tragedy of one night Alex and Liliyana in the midst of a blizzard occurred, until Shanshan was born as a result of that mistake.
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At five teng Emyr arrived at his apartment, the smell of typical Javanese dishes had sounded quite strong in there.
After taking off all his winter attributes, Emyr looks into the kitchen: the place where Adeeva smiles to welcome him with a kiss on the back of his hand.
Emyr slightly glanced at his minimalist dining table, some of his favorite dishes lay there.
Which other favors should he deny? Adeeva is really the definition of a shalihah woman.
Good at cooking, diligent worship, patience, and maybe there are many more advantages.
"Deeva prepared the warm water well, and after that, Mas ate," said Adeeva, the woman walked into her room while carrying her husband's backpack.
Unusual, Emyr stared at Adeeva from top to bottom, there was another of the women.
Adeeva's clothes were bold enough for someone who never opened her aura.
Not only thin, Emyr himself did not know when Adeeva bought a half-transparent and lacy nightgown.
The calendar on the wall shows Thursday. By the way, did Adeeva start to dare to tease her?
Unwilling to make matters worse, Emyr grunted softly, he entered the room, dropping his fatigue on the gray sofa.
Studying about the honesty of Emyr, of course Adeeva fits with the short black dress she just wore, Adeeva skin is soft, white, smooth, and looks well maintained even though it has never been exhibited before.
Gurgling from the bathroom sign Adeeva was preparing warm water for her.
In between the grunts of airs, Emyr's eyes found Adeeva's phone winking and vibrating several times.
By the way, what is Adeeva doing here? Emyr idly looked at him by leaning the body on the flat device.
There were five messages from Indonesia, some of them Ning Ziva and Umminya. Obviously his family who became friends chat through virtual when Emyr college.
Adeeva's phone was unlocked, Emyr frowning as he shifted a mini window in his wife's activity log. Emyr's heart beats faster than usual.
This really jolted her sanity, the website containing the photos of Shanshan Adeeva had just seen.
Not the current photo, but a photo when Shanshan is still a model of an outside fashion brand.
Emyr gave a rough sigh, so apparently this is the reason behind Adeeva's thin clothes. His wife wants to get his attention.
"Mas!" Adeeva half-runs, grabs her cell phone and hides it behind her back. "Why open HP Deeva?"
Emyr is mute, to be honest he is lazy to argue, he ends Adeeva's question by stepping into the bathroom, trying to avoid things he does not want to go through.
"Mas!" A little Adeeva raised her voice, and actually made Emyr stop a step. "What do you see from HP Deeva?"
It's hers, it's her right, the beauty of that indentation, the softness of that skin, that exposed cleavage is something that if she touches becomes a reward for her.
Without denying. A man's instinct would be happy to get something like this in front of him.
Seeing the fixed gaze of her husband, Adeeva tried to cut the distance, as bold as she might carry her hand; gently rubbing the chest of the priest's field.
Enough Emyr to sleep on the sofa, tonight let Adeeva bring the man to sleep in the same bed with him. As time cannot repeat itself, Shanshan must also pass from her Emyr life.
"Sir."
"Hmm?" Adeeva smiled, only Emyr had ever looked at her this deeply. Suddenly, his heartbeat tightened.
"You're wrong, if you assume my love for her, just because of her vulgar photos."
Adeeva's smile dimmed instantly. It turns out that Emyr's discussion is still about him who shouldn't be among them.
"Mas still loves him?" It might be too bold for Adeeva to question this. In any case, Emyr's taste still lags behind in the past.
Emyr was excited, besides being silent, what answer should he give? Her honesty must have hurt, right?
Emyr agrees with Sujiwo Tejo's words, love can't go wrong, but relationships can. It doesn't take a reason to love, but it takes more than a reason to be in a relationship.
His relationship with Adeeva may be the result of the indecision he once did. But his love for Shanshan should not be blamed.
The demanding gaze of Adeeva made Emyr not hesitate to leave. He knew this conversation would only end with the woman's cry.
"Mas!" No longer wanting to stay silent, Adeeva back to cut off her husband's path. "When are you like this?"
Emyr again just went cold. I don't know, whatever it was, it wasn't enough to make him feel, that his behavior was wrong.
"Will our relationship end as roommates? As long as you know Mas, every day Ummi continues to ask how our relationship, how far we are close, even Ummi asks if there are signs of pregnancy," he explained.
The girl patted his chest with tears. "What's wrong if Deeva also wants to seduce Deeva's husband?" his sobs.
Emyr.
"What's Deeva's lack, Mas?" Adeeva grabbed her husband's hand to be attached to his neck. "You can touch it."
"Ning!" Sontak Emyr. "I'm not a monster who can take advantage of our relationship just for my sexual interests, while my heart is still for him" he said.
In the end, honestly also his mouth that was quite difficult to bear. Hurt Adeeva's heart was not his will.
How many sins he had already committed after this forced marriage, was probably infinite.
"So what do you want?" shout Adeeva. The pain made him want to explode with anger.
Is it not enough to be patient for a few weeks? Emyr continued to be indifferent as if only he had feelings.
Adeeva is also an ordinary human being, created complete with anger, sadness, and other feelings like people.
"If you ask me what I want, my answer is only one Ning, I still, very much want to marry her."
The two were stunned by each other, before Emyr's steps swung into the bathroom.
Adeeva was sitting limp on her bed, who was she actually marrying? Why is this painful?
Which one says love will grow over time? Even up to this second, Emyr had not been able to look at her as a wife.
There is no sakinah mawadah warahmah for her family. What is so powerful that he is, until God tests him in this way?
^^^📌 Sorry, still nyicil one chapter per day, well, the stomach has started many complaints....^^^