
"Abi, Arish loves women who are not one goal with Arish, Arish loves women who have different beliefs with us. What should Arish do bi! " racing Arish while putting his forehead on his abi shoulder.
"Rish! " ridwan's weak voice while stroking his son's head.
"Pig! Doctor! " call Arish while pressing the button on the bed because while holding her abi hand and staring at her abi eyes intensely with tears filling those eyes. Ridwan smiled as he nodded to calm his son.
The doctor came and checked on Ridwan. Ridwan follows the doctor's instructions while continuing to look at Arish while holding his hand, as if yearning filled his heart. That longing is so great.
Until the doctor tells if Ridwan's condition improves and do not talk much first, because it is still very weak after a coma for almost 2 weeks.
Arish sat next to his abi while resting his head on his abi shoulders. No words can say from the lips of Arish or Ridwan. The two of them were silent for a very long time to dive into their hearts.
The two men who could not express their hearts enjoyed each other's relief, their hearts agreed to be linked and the longing melted with each other's presence. Ridwan smiled and his hands began to be raised stroking his son's hair that was on his shoulders.
His son, who eight years ago left and has now returned, is very mature. Ridwan stroked gently with compassion and regret.
"I'm sorry abi, didn't accompany you in your hard times. You are now very grown up! " said Ridwan full of regret. His thoughts suddenly returned 21 years ago, when he first met Fatih. The regret, the pleasure, the pain, dominating herself unconsciously her tears trickled down.
"I'm sorry Arish bi, Arish is wrong for misunderstanding abi. Forgive Arish bi! " said Arish with a raucous voice restraining her cries. Arish who was rubbed full of affection by his abi was also filled with the same feelings, sad, happy, sorry, longing, filled his heart.
Arish looks up at her head and sees her Abi teary-eyed, then Arish hugs her abi as well with a tearful blur. "I'm sorry Arish bi, Arish is sorry. Arish sinned with abi, Arish son of the ungodly bi! " complained Arish in his abi embrace.
"No, you're an amazing kid for abi. Arish sholeh's son abi! " abi said as she hugged her son
Both her cuddle and Arish spilled all her heartwarming as well as her heart adoration. Abi was very surprised to hear the story of his son who loved women who were different religions with his son had adultery several times.
"Arish, of course you've heard the story of abi and uma, haven't you?" Ridwan.
"Iya abi, Arish so understand why abi loves uma so much! " answered Arish.
"Not only that, uma a gentle, kind, amazingly beautiful woman MasyaAllah, and sholehah. Until abi's heart is entangled with his sholehah an. Umma never raised his voice. Your abi we get women like umma to accompany your life. Sholehah women who respect their husbands, not women who are different from us. Abi is never happy if you leave God for his creation. If he converts to Islam and wants to learn, abi ridho and guide him to be like uma! but don't force it" Ridwan replied to his son.
"What a bi, Arish visits her and invites her to marry once again! " said Arish.
"May, then hurry back. Poor little brother to take care of everything himself. He must have suffered so much to bear the responsibility as long as you were not around! abi can no longer accompany" Ridwan replied.
"Good bi! "
Ridwan smiled and held his son again, a very beautiful day for the pair of father and son. The day that Ridwan never spent was also Arish. Today it all goes back to the way it should have been.
Ridwan closed his eyes and wanted to sleep together. Arish feels very guilty for his abi who has been dedicating his life to himself and his sister.
Never Ridwan did not put his two children first. The form of the struggle of khadijah and Ridwan is the real evidence of the struggle until his life was taken.
Ridwan always open his book is the MOST BEAUTIFUL SIN because it is a dark and happy history as well as love. The meeting until his farewell with Khadijah was entirely contained in the book.
That night, Ridwan did not spend his night reading the most beautiful sin but hugged his son and slept peacefully. Arish was sleeping on the side of the abi while hugging his beloved abi tightly.
The regret that Arish felt was in fact very torturous, his chest hurt to see a once fresh face now wrinkled murat filled his abi face without him beside him. His hands were now full of veins and wrinkles. Her skin was no longer as fresh as it used to be.
Arish's tears shed holding his entire sleeping abi body.
Eight years time was able to make his ashes inedible at dusk and Arish even shopping sin out there. Hurt her abi, her brother, and her twin sister. The tightness in Arish's chest grew when he saw his abi begin to snore overtime.
They slept very peacefully hugging each other.
Until I could hear the sound of crying in Arish's ears, Arish who had just closed his eyes began to open and look towards the sound of his crying.
"Why cry Vi? abi has woken up. You're too happy, aren't you? " asked Arish smilingly looking at her sister sitting on the waiting chair with tears streaming down her cheeks. Arvi sobbed until her voice was so raucous it almost disappeared.
"Hiks. Abi a abi hiks, Abi go home sister! " answered Arvi with her raucous voice with sobs adorning her voice.
"Alhamdulillah dong, abi is well. Where's abi? " ask Arish while looking at the other side who was in the hug last night but did not find his abi.
"Hiks, Abi a abi home Hiks Huaaa Kak! " answer Arvi is getting sobbing.
"Why is my sister staying? then let's go home. Poor abi himself! " said Arish hurriedly sitting down and lowered his legs.
Then Arish walks hurriedly and Arvi follows him while putting up her sunglasses. Arish reached the lobby and turned around.
"Where's the car deck? "
"That's the man in front! " answered Arvi with a raucous voice that could not be covered.
Then they reached the front of the hospital lobby and a car approached them. Arish fell silent and gawked at the car he was riding in.
And the next second, Arish like falling from space, his boneless body felt like seeing a white coffin presented in front of him.
"What the hell is this! " angry Arish with chest up and down.
"Abi has come home! "
"LIED!!!! "
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Happy reading everything
hiks, mak othor can no longer speak.
😭😭
mak is very sad, finally mak had to give up Ridwan following Khadijah 😭
mak tears up writing this chapter.
mak is really sad, mak has been giving Ridwan from young, crazy, healthy, married, happy, and back to depression until finally Ridwan died