
He could not express his affection and love for abi, so he always quarreled with the abi.
"Abi right bang.we also hate abi. "Arish replied in a raucous voice as well.
"Then hate your abi as much as you want, but don't hate yourself. "Abi Ridwan replied with a raucous voice and tears that would not stop.
"Hiks. ABI WHO MUST BE HAPPY. " cried Arish while crying can no longer withstand the tightness in his chest.
Arvi continued to hold onto her brother so as not to do anything unwanted. While the brother continues to do the car while holding his hand abi.
Ridwan only closed his eyes when he heard the snapping and yelling of his son.
"Why is Abi silent?" said Arish again.
"Why bi? if we don't make you happy, then seek your own happiness. We no longer need you always by our side. We want abi to find abi's happiness again. Hiks. " said Arish still with his rather tall voice.
Ridwan still closed his eyes with tears that continued to fall.
"Abi ridho to you, son. Abi ridho will be everything you all do, " replied Ridwan.
"Abi selfish. How happy we are if abi hurts himself abi. " Arish raised her voice while taking off the tightness on her chest.
"Sister. Brother, I think brother has gone too far. Istighfar kak. " said Brother.
"Hiks. Hiks. I'm sick bang. I was sick when Abi was always enthusiastic when my brother came and didn't care about us anymore. Abi's smile is different when playing with us and brother" said Arish then paused because his breath was stingy.
"A sincere smile full of love abi only belongs to brother, not ours. If I could choose bang. I would rather not be born in this world, " said Arish in a raised tone.
"I'D RATHER DIE BANG." cried Arish again.
"Hiks. Hixes. Hixes. Look darling. I told you, I can't keep and raise them myself. I hurt them. Hixes. Get me, baby. I was tired, " said Ridwan as if he was talking to Khadijah.
"Come, Abaghfirullah abi. Istighfar abi. "said brother.
"we all love abi" said Arvi.
"Sister is just sad to see you suffer" Arvi continued.
Because of the tightness that strikes Arish's chest increasingly becomes when he hears the pain of his father and asks to be picked up by his mother. Arish is so sick but can no longer vent.
"I'm going to go. No one's looking for me. Let Uma look for me if Uma loves me. " said Arish full of emotion because she heard his abi talking to people who are not there.
"UMAS. LISTEN TO YOUR SON YOU LEFT BEHIND EVEN WHEN WE COULDN'T OPEN THESE EYES. FIND ME IF YOU LOVE ME. IF NOT, GO BACK TO ABI. BECAUSE YOUR BAD BOY IS NO MORE. " cried Arish while looking at the roof of the car.
"Sister." cried brother and sister together as Arish quickly opened the door and jumped and ran so fast.
"Sister." cried Arvi.
Brother stops his car and Arvi comes out wanting to chase but doesn't see Arish anymore.
Though it had rolled and fell and then ran as fast as lightning.
"Give your men deck, find brother. Brother is afraid of sister desperate. " said Brother.
"Yes bang. " answered Arvi while calling her right hand.
"Hiks. Get me baby. I can't take it anymore. The child is grown. Wait what else. Hixes. Hiks hurts my heart dear. My own son hates me. Questioning my love. Pick me up " said Ridwan while pulling his own hair in frustration.
Al fatih hugged the abi. Then after a little calm. Al fatih turned his steering wheel and returned to the mansion.
The plan for quality time was destroyed due to a misunderstanding.
After arriving at their home greeted by ameer and Sofiya.
"What are you doing Ridwan?. "asked mama Sofiya in a high voice.
"What can I do ma. "
"You're a parent who doesn't care for children. You want to abandon your child. What less pain so far that you give. " cried mama Sofiya with tears that poured.
"You're almost 50 years old Ridwan. You have God. You have a religion. You understand religion. You understand the Hadith. You gotcha. But what are you doing?. "said mama Sofiya lowered her voice.
"What if Arish doesn't come back. Hixes. "
"He's still a teenager. His soul is still free and unstable. His ego is still very high. He received all your treatment and this is where the peak of his fatigue Ridwan. " continued mama Sofiya with tears.
"I love her ma. He's my son. My flesh-blood. I never distinguish love. My life I'm busy playing with them and working" said ridwan paused.
"Fulfill their love tank for not getting love from their mother. What if I keep thinking and loving my wife is wrong?. Just a little I asked for time with my wife. Am I wrong? " cried Ridwan.
Ridwan's chest is so tight.
"All my fault, Arish left because of me. My wife left because of me. I can't do anything when my wife goes before my eyes. All my fault ma. " replied Ridwan lowered his voice then walked with a flat expression even though his eyes could not stop the water flowing.
Brother and sister just looked at each other and looked back at the oma and his opa.
"Why don't you go find Arvi. He's your brother. Hiks. " said oma.
"Adek ready first oma. Adek looked for brother. " replied Arvi and rushed to the room to pick up what she needed and rushed away.
Oma and oma were so devastated to hear that her granddaughter ran away.
"I'm sorry brother oma, opa. "
"what does the branch say? emang this is what you are afraid of for all the quarrels abi mu and kaka. "answered oma.
"They love each other, just can't express each other. "
"Betul bang. "
While in a place that no one knows but himself and Arvi, the twin adek. Arish is sure Arvi will meet her and Arish also wants to see Arvi.
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"I guessed it. Brother why the hell?. "asked Arvi.
"Don't bring food? kaka kaka hungry. Where do you tell people to dance brother. " grumbled Arish.
"It is impossible to refuse in front of abi and brother. "
"Sister will go away from the turkish deck. Brother please don't stay in abi alone. I know abi loves us. Brother just wants abi to think more about himself to be happy. "
"Why do you always make Abi angry. "
"Sister would rather abi be angry with brother than sad to remember Uma. "
"Where are you going? what?. " said Arvi
"Come brother. Don't be weird. "her advanced.
"To Indonesia. "
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