
"Sister would rather abi be angry with brother than sad to remember Uma. "
"Where are you going? what?. " said Arvi
"Come brother. Don't be weird. "her advanced.
"To Indonesia. "
"Ngapain sis?. "
"Have no need to be fussy. Brother needs your help to get there without being discovered and disguise your identity. Brother will call you when he gets there and change the number. Kan brother needs the intake of funds " said Arish.
"Damn it." grumbled Arvi.
"What did you say from your heart? ."
"That's it."
"Oh."
"Emang adek not ngrasain?. "
"Sadvice. But rarely does my brother come home. With us every day. It is natural that one day abi spent with brother. "
Deg
"Udah cepet help sister. Brother wants to escape from this pain first. "
Arvi just nodded, she knew her sister was harboring her deepest feelings as well as her disappointed, sad, longing for her.
"Go brother. Heal your heart. Adek will take care of the company itself and stream it to your account if necessary" said Arvi.
"Hahahah.not what I wear. Later opa and oma can track me. later I send via a new email. "
Then Arvi lets her sister go, they hug before parting ways. And so giving advice.
Then Arvi returned to the mansion after providing facilities and security to get to the destination country safely.
Of course Arvi asked his trusted friend to take him on a private plane so that his whereabouts are not tracked.
But it is not Arvi if he does not send one of his trusted bodyguards to accompany the brother from a distance, also reporting whatever the brother is doing.
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While in the room, Ridwan locked his door and sat in front of where Khadijah used to sit.
"Darling what should I do?. Hixes. I failed at being a parent to all three of our heroes. Hixes. Honey help me. I've lost them baby, so pick me up. Hixes. I'm already tired. This pain in the chest is so stifling to me. "Ridwan's cry has broken. Ridwan was crying so.
The love that she devoted her whole life to her two heroes was not able to get to the hearts of the twins, the twins were concerned about the love that she poured out only once a month when coming to visit.
Even to accuse of hating them for taking uma from the abi. It hurts Ridwan's heart.
Everyone blamed him.
Ridwan sobbed until he fell asleep on the floor. The cold floor was unable to awaken his weak body and wounded heart.
Ridwan woke up at dawn. And after the dawn prayer Ridwan went down to the kitchen to take a drink also took bread or fruit to prop up his stomach.
"Eat bi. Already cooked abi's favorite cuisine. " said Arvi across the pantry.
"Why wake up the deck?. " replied Ridwan as he walked closer to Arvi.
"Abi hasn't eaten since yesterday, surely my abi came down after dawn. So make me eat to abi so as not to hurt. "
Then Ridwan ate the food cooked by his son.
"Hmmm very delicious. Where did you learn?. "
"YouTube bi. "
"Will not go home?. "
"Not bi. "
"Sorry in abi. "
"For what bi?. " replied Arvi while sitting next to her abi.
"Because of abi's weakness, until you think abi does not love you. "
"Don't cover the deck. Abi would rather you open up and show your disappointment ", replied Ridwan as he held his son's hand.
"If you want to go like a sister, go deck. Please enjoy your youth. Go home if you are tired. Abi will endure until that time comes and you have grown up for your lives and the happiness of each of you" said Ridwan with a trembling voice holding back his cries.
"Adek will continue here. Jagain abi. " replied Arvi with a faltering voice resisting the turmoil in her chest.
"No need to think about abi son. Abi is still very strong to do anything. Abi will wait for Abi's son to come home. "
"It's a shame with Abi. Adek never felt unloved abi, abi must be dear adek. Brother must know that too, and brother just can't keep seeing abi grieving."
"Abi is not sad, abi just does not want to marry deck. Is that wrong? abi only wanted Uma to become the angel of the abi heaven later. "Ridwan replied with tears.
"I'm sorry, brother bi. "
"The devil always forgives.
"Didn't abi feel empty?. "
"Of course abi felt. Uma is love and half the soul abi. If that abi has now lived half if remarried so a quarter dong. "canda abi.
"Haha. Garing bi's. "
"Emang is not a comedian. "
"Adek wants to sleep again abi ya. "
"Udah gede too. After dawn it's not good to sleep on the deck anymore."
"Hehe. Tomorrow means yes, promise. " said Arvi as she wrestled on the abi's arm.
"Hmmm ."
**ARVI PROV
I can't bear the tightness of my chest talking sensitive stuff like this with abi. My heart hurts so much to see my dearest abi like this.
Bi if only Arvi could replace Uma's life, it is certainly Arvi who chose not to see this world.
Arvi knows how sick and devastated she is to see her beloved abi feel at the end of her life and can not do anything to help her.
Arvi was sick when she saw abi silently crying at midnight in a long prostration asking for sincerity.
Arvi was angry with Allah and did not pray because Allah punished our family.
What is less bitter that we experience the loss of loved ones, the loss of our guardian angels even when we cannot yet see the world. We were born and then got the title of strays.
Why coupled with her pain saw her one superdad we were always on the blanket of grief every night her length.
"Bi, Adek to the room ya."
"Yes" replied Abi with a smile.
I walked towards my room and glanced at my father's shoulder eating food alone before closing the room.
"Yes rabb. Poor my abi. Hixes. Hixes. Forgive all your mistakes, Rabb. Give me happiness for the rest of his life, Rabb." I cried behind the door.
Just seeing abi eating alone this early makes me cramped. Eating abi irregularly. Abi sleep irregular. The shadow of the abi feeding itself in the pantry still crossed my mind.
"What if I don't make food. Is abi gonna hold his hunger again sometime? How able to then ask me to come along anyway and leave abi alone. Hiks. " my murmur.
"Don't punish our family again Rabb. Eliminate abi's love for Uma in order to love another woman ya rabb. Do not torment abi with that endless longing, O substance that throws back the human heart. "
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