THE TIRED EYES
Episode 12's
After that, my mother and 3 friends also came. I don't know where they know from. If they are also included in this plan, I will certainly not have their heads one by one. They kept comforting me and giving me some gifts as well as the mother who kept hugging me and reciting prayers and the mother gave me a bed hanger so beautiful that He made it himself. After a few minutes, enter my fat aunt and some of her family and there is also Yusuf…. What yusuf? How he was here I don't know at all. After a long conversation with my aunt, I asked my mother, why is Joseph at home ? and did my mother know him. And it turns out
I really did not know Joseph as well as the rest of my family. Yusuf told me a lot about me, a lot of things that interested him. He loves me at first sight.Wow isn't this very admirable. But my mother gave everything to me
i, whether I can make Joseph a lover or not. And according to the mother that Joseph was a good person and knew good manners. And he's also a caring person. Honestly, from my heart I like it when I look at it but is this love or just lust. I kept telling myself to think carefully before deciding on a decision.
“Happy Birthday, do you like this?” yusuf gave me a beautiful hat. That hat
having my name written in her name was a surprise to me. This is the beginning of our love. Did I really fall in love with him. I don't want to think about too many things because this head still hurts. I didn't know anything like this would happen. They're judging me no matter what the risk of all this is. But I also felt a great pleasure that my father was still there and fine. I am a selfish woman. I want everything to be complete.I don't want anyone to leave me.
After the house began to be quiet, everyone had gone home and the people of the house had all fallen asleep. At first Ima wanted to accompany me to sleep but I refused it on the grounds that I am a big boy, heheheheh. I tried to fall asleep as much as possible, but until now I have not fallen asleep because of the
I also tried to reach my phone from earlier I did not see it at all, whether it was how many social media friends who said birthday to me. After I checked it, I saw a lot of missed calls and it was all from rafa. I almost forgot rafa because of the tension
what happened today. It really sucks my family made a surprise that made all my blood flow stop even my memories fly by. I really feel guilty not taking the call from rafa. After that I read a message from him,
“ Happy Birthday spoiled child, my good friend may be a woman who can be responsible and can also grow into an independent woman. Keep paying attention to your health, actually today I want to say it in person but since you might be busy with family so I can only say it in a message. I'm sorry for not being able to attend your show. And moreover, I cannot give you a special gift for this special day. But consider the necklace you wear on your beautiful neck as a gift from me. And also don't forget me and remember
to reply to my message because there is something I want to say” this is the content of the message from rafa that makes me very moved when reading it. I miss him so much that I laugh every day and spend our free time together in the river, in the forest and in the park. I really wanted to see him very quickly. My longing for her was like a mountain wanting to erupt, but of course this was only due to a feeling of complete friendship. This feeling is just an expression that shows that the two of us have been together for a long time and want to always be together so that when we are far apart we will feel this longing. But obviously this is not love and I think my love has already fallen on someone.
