The Timer Me

Chapters. 36. The Timer Me

It is expected that there must be obstacles in every human life. Want it family problems, health, friendship, until the most common is love. Many people say that love cannot be forced.

If lived with a word forced then just wait for the word separate. Choosing not to force someone to love us is the middle ground. Maybe for some it's not good to hurt yourself. 

But for Catrin it's common. He kept harboring that sense because it was impossible for him to reveal it now. Their trip this time has been filled with various light topics so as not to get bored. The two of them began to carry voices and sometimes heard laughter from the mouths of the two men. 

What a very strong woman Catrin is. 11 years is not a short time to like someone in silence.

He has learned first to be at peace with himself if one day reality says the person he loves loves loves loves others. Although it hurts, Catrin must accept it.

He will continue to hope and love Nadial in silence until he has a heart. He will retreat away, if he can just disappear so as not to meet again with Nadial. This thought is spinning non-stop.  

It had been 2 hours they had walked but had not yet reached the plateau in question. Want to call Mr. Nathan also can not because of internet network problems.

All groups are still in the forest with different circumstances and atmosphere. Some were filled with laughter and some were filled with awkwardness. 

In the previous situation, they kept quiet. Open conversation? The prestige always applies to the two of them. Want to invite a conversation also do not know what topics will be discussed. Silence is the only way.

Cape already sensed Angga and Lidya but they continued walking without stopping. Wanting to stop once but seeing a group of friends who are still strong walking undoes his intention to stop. It is not clear to understand these two human attitudes.

In the morning they pass like two people who are drunk with love. Now they are silent as strangers.

This is all due to the actions of Angga who likes to change is unclear. There was a hatred that Lidya did not see so much. Why did he pay attention this morning when he silenced Lidya?

Lidya thought if he was just a toy for Angga? Why did he also easily accept every attitude of Angga that was so strange. On the other hand he liked every touch from Angga to him.

He refused, but his body desperately needed affection. Any attention that Angga gives is able to hypnotize Lidya.

The state of home and family that is not in line with Lidya's will makes him depressed. In front of their family society looks so harmonious, a lot of people want to change their position to become Lidya.

Lidya was never published by her parents due to privacy concerns.

Their lives behind the eyes of the people are 180 degrees different. He desperately needs the love of a father. Father who is always busy with state affairs makes it not always with them.

Even when we go home, there is no peace.

It's always violence that speaks if you're tired. He always tortures Mom when he comes home. The fact that Lidya's mother is no longer pregnant makes her husband even more hate Lidya.

Lidya did not want her father's return home at all. The house would be like hell if the man came. 

When Angga came into Lidya's life, my days felt so colorful. According to Lidya Angga is very different from his three best friends Aditya, Alfius, and Jefran.

Although the attention given is exactly the same but it feels different if the one who gives it is Angga. The affection of the figure of the man that Lidya always dreamed of is now all in Angga.

Angga who likes to change its nature is not a problem for Lidya. This man is now special in Lidya's eyes.

Not feel the tiring journey paid off with a view of a vast expanse of beautiful flowers that bloom beautifully.

The fragrance of the flower is so must even though it has not approached it. The vast expanse of highlands plus Y flowers that grow scattered is very pampering to the eyes. Only a few groups got there.

Just the first day of activities alone had drained a lot of energy, there were still 5 days left. Want him to learn while refreshing even this learning While climbing the mountain. There are these school activities.

Didn't know what magic or teleportation Mr. Nathan used. By the time the students got to them they saw Mr. Nathan was already there.

Though the journey taken was not quick. When all the groups had been running Mr. Nathan was still on the field.

Mr. Nathan seems to have the strength, he's just arrived at the flower garden. 

“Sister Nathan, real cepet Until here.” Satria who just got there. He didn't believe Mr. Nathan could get there that fast. 

“What must have flown. Honestly the same Beby” said Beby follow wonder. 

“Itu” said briefly Mr. Nathan while pointing under the tree.

Apparently he was carrying a bicycle. It's just as fast as that, even on a bike.

“That brother Nathan was cheating when we were told to go. Not fair to swear, ga asik” okay Satria looks disappointed.

“Yaudah, just keep ngomel you Sat. Soon the value of your Indonesian practice I reduce well. Bicycles are for teachers who teach. Students are told to walk to be healthy because every school day there is no sport” explained Mr. Nathan gave a threat.

“Eh ga so too Brother, was just kidding doang kok. I'm the same Beby very happy to walk, make healthy. Yes Beby” replied Satria nudged Beby's shoulder.

Beby nodded his head meaning he also assented. Satria was very afraid of Mr. Nathan's threat.

Once Mr. Nathan threatened to cut Satria's value and he thought it was a joke. Tau-tauanya right to receive a report, Satria's value is the lowest of all, the value is only 80.

As a result, when he came home from school, he received punishment from both parents not to leave the house during the holidays and not to use cellphones and other electronic devices. He was told to study hard until the teacher brought tutoring home so that the value does not decrease like that.

Satria had been converted and he no longer wanted to make Mr. Nathan pull out his weapon that is a threat.

He does not want to be tortured anymore by continuing to learn. He could go crazy if he continued to study. It's not that the smarter that's in it is crazy.

“Then you take a short break continue to take the research paper. I wait under the tree sana” Pamit pak Nathan then passed leaving them both.

He actually wanted to spend time with Beby at that place while taking pictures. But he knows that this is school hours and he as a guidance teacher must maintain an attitude and professional at work.

He didn't want any rumors going around about him and Beby. Could have fired him if found out by the principal.

School regulations say that teachers are prohibited from having more relationships with students. If caught, both parties will be expelled from the school.

That made Nathan afraid. Salary from the school means a lot to him because he is used to living alone without the help of his parents.

He never asked his parents for a penny while sitting in college. He studied with a scholarship track because of his outstanding achievements. He always used the money from the scholarship.

Although the rich he did not hesitate to find a scholarship so as not to burden both parents.  He should be in charge of continuing his father's company but he prefers to be a teacher.

Finally the task is far to Angga. Angga will continue their father's company.