The Timer Me

Chapters. 35. The Timer Me

First love in the eyes of each person has a different meaning. They will put their own place in the heart for that special person. Sometimes people choose to love in silence.

Loving in silence without giving the truth is the best way. Always watching himself from afar without interacting has become a routine habit.

Want to go say hello to him also realize that we are not so close. Although it has been known for a long time but the motion does not show the taste like we feel. Small interactions that have occurred will always be remembered in the mind.

Maybe he had forgotten about the interaction but to me it meant a lot. When he heard the news he moved to Indonesia it felt like a dream. It's not like he's been with his dad in Germany all this time.

Oh, I just remembered that Mom was in an accident and like she's gonna stay here. May my God ask that he dwell in my heart? Meeting and meeting him for almost 11 years makes me unable to hold this feeling in my heart.

Because his father and my father had close friends from the school era made them often meet even though they were far away.

Dad would often take me to Germany if there was something important to do there. My father's company worked with his father so often met.

The closeness of my father and his father is very close to the addition of 2 of their friends. Said my father's friend his son went to my school.

Don't want to find out I just let Dad say. I wonder one of his friends never showed up again when they met.

My father said his friend was killed with his wife at night. Their son who was my age was left alone did not know where. A tragic story is not. I hope my friend's father's son is okay even if I don't know him.

Back to my first love story. Before that, let me introduce my name is Catrin Ezranas. I'm the son of the second-largest advertising tycoon in town A after Nadial's father. Nadial and I were best friends from childhood because of our father's close relationship.

Nadial is very good. I love helping you if it's hard. He is also a happy carrier for me. He looks happy but not all the time.

He often came to me with a face after crying and a body full of wounds. He did not say what caused such injuries. He only came to me and always remained silent while leaning or sleeping on my lap.

I don't know why, but he seems to be okay. Events like this will certainly happen often if my father and I go to Germany to see his father Nadial.

Although once a month I go there but do not know why every time with him my heartbeat always beats erratically.

It doesn't just happen once, but it happens repeatedly. I who have the status of his friend is always ready to be a backrest if he is in a bad situation.

I don't understand why when he moved to school he didn't see me first but a woman named Reva. Reva was also my father's friend when they were in school.

This is the child I mean. Very beautiful herself, a smile that is so sweet, and a good nature to everyone gives a special impression to the girl. Nadial likes himself.

Nadial once told me that he liked someone named Reva kim. I didn't think Reva he meant my classmate.

I, who is just a friend without a word of friend, can only pay attention to their interaction without holding it back because he has no rights. Sick? It hurt a lot to see that sight but yeah. He always smiles with Reva.

Today in a different place God allowed me to interact with him again. Even if we just walk together without a conversation, that means we keep going.

The look on my face that I so longed for I finally got to see again after a few months ago I met him in Germany. I'm glad that God answered my prayers and could be with her. Half the journey I went through together. 

I don't know why my head suddenly hurts so much. It hurts and vision becomes unclear. That's why I don't know where I am.

“ Cat, Catrin wake up. You why ayok awakir” said Nadial panicked while patting slowly Catrin cheek.

The woman fainted without knowing what caused it.

He opened Catrin's bag and looked for something he could use. Look at a small bottle of eucalyptus oil and a bottle of ulcer medicine. It can be concluded that he has stomach ulcers.

Without a second thought Nadial took the eucalyptus oil and put it on his face. He approached his index finger towards Catrin's nose which was fainting in Nadial's lap. Soon Catrin awakens from her stupor.

His sight was still unclear but his life was clearly smelling the smell of perfume that he was very familiar with. Vision began to improve and right as he expected, that person was Nadial.

“Thank God you're human. No breakfast is you.” Nadial as Catrin wakes up.

“Sorry well I took care of you. I woke up so late I forgot breakfast.” Catrin is honest.

Nadial opened his luggage and picked up a box. 

“We eat together well. I was ready for breakfast because I had breakfast too. Do not refuse yah” with Nadial. He opened the lunch box and began to take a spoonful of food.

“What would you do if we were a spoonful of make together? I didn't know it was going to be like this.” Ask Nadial 

“Ga what is. We also when small eat All together.” Reply Catrin approves of Nadial.

“This is close let me bribe. You must not be strong enough to eat alone. Do not refuse well, if not I will force kok” said Nadial while feeding Catrin.

Catrin happily received Nadial's attention. His heart was starting to be happy because Nadial was now paying attention to him.

Although his attention is because he is sick but can make himself happy. 

“Yey, out too. Want to go straight or rest a little?” tanya Nadial while inserting a lunch box and a drinking bottle.

“Rest a bit first. I still haven't made a strong way. What are you doing, right?” catrin said to make sure Nadial. 

“Well how else. Soon we will walk well, more important now your health is not this task. Time is still a lot so relax aja. “ replied Nadial relaxed.

He then improved his sitting position to get closer to Catrin. He held Catrin's head and put it on his shoulders. He wanted to pay back any attention Catrin gave him while in Germany.

He will not forget the incident when he was often beaten by his father and Catrin was always beside him. 

Catrin used this opportunity to enjoy the Backrest. It turns out the backrest is so comfortable. Nadial likes to lean his head against Catrin's shoulder.

In order for Catrin to calm down, Nadial deliberately stroked the head of Catrin. They both laughed in such a peaceful nature with different hearts and feelings.

Catrin wants more from friends and Nadial wants to be Catrin's best friend. 

It may not be time to express your true feelings. For now just be a friend who always protects only. For the feeling of 11 years buried deep let it be buried first.

It is not certain that Nadial will reciprocate the feeling Catrin loves him so much. There is still a woman named Reva who adorns Nadial's heart now.

Just waiting for the right time to express these feelings. 1 or 2 years into the future? If destiny has not been taking sides surely can be up to 5 years maybe? Let everything happen according to the flow of life that works. May Destiny take my side, Catrin.